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June 30, 2009

Not really in the mood to post now yeah .

Fcuking not feeling well . Having a headache after a nap just now , but forget it .

Guess i shall not post for the time being . Shall go MIA in this blog .

I should take more time revising work , and sorts .

Sorry guys . But weekends sure will uh ... Promise . (:

Alrights , gotta work on my algebra now .

Goodbye ...

PS: Swine Flu invading me ? Maybe ?

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6/30/2009 08:51:00 PM



I am yongquan LOls . nothing to post , so just post song lyrics . lols . everyone , bye .

愛情懸崖 周杰倫


妳說我像一個小孩　總愛讓妳猜
我說妳才像個小孩　總要我說才明白
有些事太快　失去了等待　障礙　沒了期待
我們的愛　怎麼才自然　每次溝通不來
就要離開　就說不要愛

我掉進愛情懸崖　跌太深爬不出來
下降的速度太快　來不及踏上未來
妳的愛反覆徘徊　打亂我的呼吸節拍
該怎麼逃開　我控制不來

我掉進愛情懸崖　回想起妳的可愛
傻傻的還在等待　以為妳還會回來
妳的臉慢慢離開　時間快將我掩埋
消失的太快　我負荷不來



妳說我像一個小孩　總愛讓妳猜
我說妳才像個小孩　總要我說才明白
有些事太快　失去了等待　障礙　沒了期待
我們的愛　怎麼才自然　每次溝通不來
就要離開　就說不要愛

我掉進愛情懸崖　跌太深爬不出來
下降的速度太快　來不及踏上未來
妳的愛反覆徘徊　打亂我的呼吸節拍
該怎麼逃開　我控制不來

我掉進愛情懸崖　回想起妳的可愛
傻傻的還在等待　以為妳還會回來
妳的臉慢慢離開　時間快將我掩埋
消失的太快　我負荷不來

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let it go
6/30/2009 06:53:00 PM



June 29, 2009

Yo i am yongquan . Today , 1st time be vice chairman in my life . I must do my jobs well . lols . Today , Only 1 thing to complain hahas . School too hot . lols . anyway . WE had to wait for 1 week before we got aircon again . Nevermind , it for our own good . LOls . hahas . nothing to say ler . Everyone good night . sleep well . Do miss me . hhaas . See you in you all dreams . hahas .

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6/29/2009 11:48:00 PM



June 28, 2009

我不配（周杰伦）

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气
在背影照进过去
你脸上的情绪
在怀念那场雨
这小弄太过完全 走不回过这里
这日子孤单里 又班驳了结局
剩下半空回忆的我在大房子
第一眼的注意
更遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔细心细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应给的体贴
但感觉我没给
你如此碎的愿望
很卑微 在凋谢
是我忽略你不过要的安慰

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不能翻阅
但情节你好累
你我的卑微为我掉过几次泪而憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配


这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气
在背影照进过去
你脸上的情绪
在怀念那场雨
这小弄太过完全 走不回过这里
这日子孤单里 又班驳了结局
剩下半空回忆的我在大房子
第一眼的注意
更遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔细心细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应给的体贴
但感觉我没给
你如此碎的愿望
很卑微 在凋谢
是我忽略你不过要的安慰

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不能翻阅
但情节你好累
你我的卑微为我掉过几次泪而憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应给的体贴
但感觉我没给
你如此碎的愿望
很卑微 在凋谢
是我忽略你不过要的安慰

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不能翻阅
但情节你好累
你我的卑微为我掉过几次泪而憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

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let it go
6/28/2009 01:33:00 AM



HI me Yongquan . Had Changed My Blogskin Again . Darryl and Karwong help me check again . Everyone check also . Hope this One Can . Because I am REAllY REALLY FUCKING SICK OF CHANGING BLOGSKIN AGAIN AND AGAIN . FUCK MAN .


Homework and not done , and yongquan ,you still dare to play basketball , sleep all day , and you said you wanted to complete all homework and study for O , and What the fuck you have done now , English not even half done. History , write a few sentences , Social studies did not touch , And you are the Vice chairman for this term and the beginning of the term you are going to set this kind of bloody wrong example , you jolly well go and die .


Tired , Should had done my work . I am regretting . I should not have spent all my holiday to emo or rather to play and stop emo . What is happening to me , I hope all this StOP at Once . I don't want to go around cannot forgeting people , go around emoing , go around suspicious at people's actions . And the last thing I want now is to set a bad example for the class . Mr ong sure disappoint with me le . Hais . Make me hardworking please , I need the motivation to be back . I can get good results . I know I can . The first thing is my ENGLISH . I know I can score . I know I can get the 1st in O level , And i will get it . I will ..... I want to be back myself in secondary three , with no worries, not emo that much , not waiting for anyone, or rather not loving anyone . Love really hurts . And then to add to the pain , my results have been dropping . Basketball skills getting lousier and lousier . Disappointed is the only word for me now .


Goodnight everyone , I gotto to chiong homework , I don't want to set a bad example . Hope I can , Hope I can !.

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6/28/2009 01:11:00 AM



June 27, 2009

Optimus prime Rocks !!!! Hahhahas yeah , watched transformers today . Freaking nice , and also quite funny . I'll rate it 5/5 !! Go watch now before holiday ends !! :DD

Alrights , actually today planned to watch 10.30 show with chenghan yufei and raphael .. But then the seats are like 18,000 miles away from each other , and mostly are in front . Heard from yufei that the show is 2.30 hours . So we took the 11.30 show .

As usual , we smuggled tidbits in .. Hahahs . In the end , after our show is like 2pm , and me yufei and raphael are late for our guitar classes and chenghan is late for his tuition . So chenghan decided not to go and follow us to the church . Reached there , and practiced for a while and raphael suggest that we bring chenghan to 'the red house' for a walk . So we strolled there slowly while chatting . Reached there and start to talk about the legend .. Whereby the stone lions will turn and look at you if you're there on 00 00 . Seems fake yeah , and here comes the funny part . There was this thing noticed by raphael on top of a nearby building and its full red which definitely looked like a human in red . And yufei says that it was the maid . LOLS . Damn scary sia .. Imagine you see this thing there in 00 00 . and this stone lion turns and look at you .. OMG , GOOSEBUMPS . Anyway , there is a photo below and you guys can take a look , to see whether i'm speaking the truth or not .. ;X 总而言之，很恐怖就对了

After that , went to makan and took bus home .. Okay , this is the joke of the day . There is this lady walking towards me and yufei when we're walking home . Then yufei saw it and says : 她的腿很猛 ! And he say like damn loud can ? LOLS . DAMN JOKE LA .. Den the lady walked passed us and diao us cos i keep laughing . LOLS !!
PS: yufei wanna 赖账 and say that its me .. -.- The truth is him !!!

Okay , i finally got my ipod touch le . A gift from my aunt . Thanks yeah . Someday , i gonna go kope some applications from my friends le . :DD

That would be all . Goodbye~~

PS : Photos below ...




cBox got problem sia , so i shall reply all the tags here .. :DD

darryL . ™ - cianyuhh : lols . your understanding level damn low .. ;x

darryL . ™ - zice : Call yongquan relink , i lazy . ;X Anyway , thanks yeah . (:


let it go
6/27/2009 09:48:00 PM



June 26, 2009

I am Yong Quan .


Actually wanted to do homework on the day before . But , somehow , Me did not accomplish again but went to play basketball . After that went home , do the normal routine , and is here to post to all of you peeps . This post sure look short .

Amyway , peeps using the navigations help me to spot if there is any problem , because I was told by Kar wong and Darryl that there is a problem there . But I cannot find any . So if anyone finds any problem with the navigations , please inform me , thanks . Have a good night everyone .


let it go
6/26/2009 12:49:00 AM



June 25, 2009

Due to many's request , i decided to post after some rounds of dota .

Anyway , today went to 'wulu' dnt as many people didn't go as it was optional . ;O Go there till damn sian and buay tahan so went back after lunch . I don't think i will be going back tomorrow le bah . I rather stay at home do work sehhs ~

Hmmms , dunno why nowadays quite emotional . Abit jiu happy , abit jiu sad . Weird ~ And i don't period/moodswing . ;X Oh yea , speaking about homework ... i bet alot of you havent complete bahh . Especially history and english . As these two heavy weight champions will kill us , so please try to complete this 2 at least yeah .

As for me , i've completed history and english vocab and Heroes~ Still have oral , paper 2 and letter to go . Monday still got history test , arghhhh crap ~ (copied from javier) . So , sunday will be studying for that . And i will have to complete my homework before that yeah .

Nothing much to talk about also ... Actually wanted to play maple private server but damn lazy download , install and extract blabla , so 算了吧~ Yufei this cb called me to play cos he want to try out the pirate job . -.-

Hmmms , alrights . Joke of the day ~ :

A Texan is visiting Australia for the first time; He sees a sheep and starts laughing; he says to his Australian guide " oh, at home in Texas, sheep are twice as big!" He then sees a cow ands bursts " Puff, in Texas, our cows are much, much bigger!" And suddenly, he sees a kangaroo and asks, "What's that?" the guide answers " oh, that's just a grasshopper...”

Laugh if you understand , point me middle finger if you don't . ;X

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let it go
6/25/2009 11:44:00 PM



Hey , darryl and Kar wong , i had changed the blogskin again , comment on this blogskin again , lols .


Anyway , today not much happened . Have ss lesson . Went play basketball at school. Then go punggol plaza ate and play basketball awhile . After that , went to yee zheng house slack awhile . Then , at 4 something , Ashley accompany me to play basketball . Play with the guys below . Quite fun , not there i bully , but because its raining , and i love to play in the rain , lols . Then something happened , gonna skipped that part . Again only wish both parties will cool down , shake their hands and become best friends again . Cheer up .


After that went home , and at home normal routine again . I promise I will confirm start my work tomorrow . Please , I want the determination and confidence that i have before secondary 4 . It seems they are gone , and I cannot believe myself again , after the unhappiness that occur to me . Now it is history . Gone , it memories. Hope , I can get back all of my confidence , my determination . hope , i can chiong my studies from today , and get top for O level .


PS - to chenjun , cheer up , come talk to me if you need . Maybe i can help you . (:

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let it go
6/25/2009 01:18:00 AM



June 23, 2009

Hi I am Yongquan . Before I am go to start my post , I wanted to say something 1st , 真是不吐不快 .


To my Kor (Xing. )
- I have never expected you here , lols , 有失远迎 ， 还望赎罪。 dots .

- Lols , I will try ... Man , nothing is impossible .




Okay , lols , don't know what to say le . Anyway , Lets start with my post for these few days. Monday , tuesday .


Monday Morning , Went to school . Had Social Studies . Very tired because never slept at night . Went home took a small nap and was called by Chen jun and went down to play basketball with those few usual guys . Went back home, suffering from cramps . The whole body is having cramps , lols . Not menstrual cramps . Pain . Actually wanted to meet with those guys before going to the barbecue , but i cannot walk , so called them to go 1st . Drank two cup of salt water . And by 8.30 , the cramps is finally gone , went to meet ashley and we walked to shaun carpark . Reached there , walked around and talked . And Ashley , Sorry forgotten to send you home 1st . Forgotten , sorry , until Joey tell me then I know . Kept disiaoing Joey to cook Sotong for me . Kept saying "Joey where my Sotong tong tong tong tong " .


After that , Something happened which I do not want to talk about , Its private , and it does not concern me , I can only tell those guys that were involved to cheer up , I am only responsible in finding . OK skip this topic .


Kevin and Yee Zheng cabbed down from Punggol Plaza and met us at Cheers . We bought some alcholic drinks . Drank and we went on with our journey to Macrina house . Play games , Drank wine . And finally , watched movie . By 6 something in the morning , Everyone went to sleep , except Macrina . Anyway , I want to thank Macrina for letting us to sleep on her bed when she pull it to the living room. Thanks . Slept till 700 in the morning and then , me , Yee Zheng and Kar wong , departed home .


Anyway , at here , I need to voice out something. Thanks Kar wong and everyone who helped to cheer me up whenever I'm sad . Monday after we drank out wine , I started to think of you again . Cried when talked with Kar wong about it , He advised me on a lot of things . Thanks man . I need to put in more determination to forget her , Its not hard at all . No kick . No , thoughts of You are not going to hinder me to get good results for My O level anymore . No more .


Okay , I reached home at 7.30 . Brushed my teeth , bathed , departed for school . Go through the day , nearly sleeping and also with a very hungry , growling stomach . Went home after that , bathed and take a sleep . Woke at 8 pm . Brought coffee down and Went home to MAKAN . So this is the post for the 2 days . Goodnight.

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let it go
6/23/2009 10:29:00 PM



June 20, 2009

Yo Yong Quan here , hahas . Today , went to Rivervale plaza actually decided to do some homework at macdonald, but me again slacked and write only 10 sentences . Paiseh Yee zheng , me cannot concentrate at Macdonald . Lols . Went to compasspoint with Yee Zheng and Si ying . They bought some materials , while I just roamed around reading books , after that we split to go home. Reach home , bathed , cooked for coffee , brought him down and then lastly blog here . Lols . Sayonara . :)

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6/20/2009 10:50:00 PM



Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed.?
- Cheeks

How do you feel when you woke up this morning.?
- Tired

Who was the last person you took a photo with.?
- Think is kar wong ba , last time go bugis celebrate melvin birthday that time .

Would you consider yourself to be spoilt.?
- No

Would you ever donate blood.?
- Yes , But I scare of injection

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex.?
- Yes of course ....

Do you want someone dead.?
- Yes , and thats me .

What does your last text message say.?
- nevermind la . lols . (Yee Zheng )

What are you thinking of right now.?
- still her

What time did you go to sleep last night.?
- 6.45am

Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now.?
- forget le

Is someone on your mind right now.?
- her .

Who was the last person to text you.?
- Yee Zheng

10 people tagged to do this quiz:{Can I tag the same person? /:}
(01) her
(02) Chen Jun
(03) Kar Wong
(04) Kevin
(05) Harry
(06) Joey
(07) ashley
(08) Chengkiat
(09) Darryl
(10) yufei

Who is 2 having a relationship with.?(Chen Jun)
- My mama hahas .

Is 3 a male or a female.?(Kar Wong)
- male , but got people call him organsm bitch lols . just joking

If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing.?(Ashley and Yu Fei)
- I'm not sure , must ask them worh

What is 1 studying about.?(her)
- studying how to be together with her boyfriend , and also get top in this year O level

Is 4 single.?(Kevin)
- No, he himself is a convalent bond , make up of many many foods , lols , just joking.

Say something about 8.? (Cheng Kiat)
- Humorous , lols , joker

What do you think about 3 and 6 being together.?( Kar Wong and Joey)
- Ohmy , They will be a lovely couple , hahhas .

Describe 9.(Darryl)
- Horny , hahahs . But Emo partner.

What'll you do if 5 and 7 fight.?(Harry and Ashley)
- Ashley will win , because harry cannot hit Ashley hahas.

Do you like 1.?(her)
- Of course , but she don't like me , so it is impossible for us to be together.

Pick 8 random friends you feel comfortable around (including yourself for Number 4):{It's random.}
01. Ng Yee Zheng
02. Hoe Chen Jun
03. Tung Kar Wong
04. Low Yong Quan
05. Harry
06. Joey
07. Ashley
08. Kevin


These 8 people you just picked are stuck in a house with you for a whole year.
There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up.
There are 4 rooms, who would be in each room.?
- Room1: Ng Yee Zheng and Low Yong Quan
- Room2: Hoe Chen Jun and Tung Kar Wong
- Room3: Ashley and Joey
- Room4: Kevin and Harry

If there was someone singing in the morning who would it most likely be.?
- Low Yong Quan , Ng Yee Zheng ,Hoe Chen Jun , Joey , Kevin and Harry.

If someone was considered the dad and the mum of the house, who would it be.?
-Ng Yee Zheng and Tung Kar Wong

If you wanted candy really badly and all 7 in the house had some, who would you take it from.?
-Tung Kar Wong ( because he don't like candy)

If two ppl were caught making out in a closet, who would it be.?
- Kevin lying on harry .

If someone had to watch you brush your teeth every morning, who would it be.?
-Hoe Chen Jun , although different room , but he is still my papa.

Two bags of chips were bought at the store, but 20 mins later, they are gone. Who ate it.?
- Low Yong Quan , Hoe Chen Jun , Kevin

Who would hate being in the house the most.?
- Joey ( because she almost everyday go out de , lols)

Someone took brand spanking new pair of socks that were never worn, who is the thief.?
- Let me take the responsibility bah , lols

If there were arguments in the house, who would be the ones arguing.?
- Low Yong Quan because among all my friends , I have the baddest temper of them all , and thats the reason why I irritate so many friends.

Who would be the one missing their boyfriend/girlfriend that wasn't in the house.?
- Chen Jun

You walk down the stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water, someone is dancing on the table in their Leopard Thongs, who is the crazy one.?
- Low Yong Quan ( I hyperactive , night cannot sleep , lols )

A pillow fight broke through, who started it.?
- That would be Low Yong Quan and Ng Yee Zheng ba , because I am the most horniest among and then Yee Zheng is in the same room with me , hahas .

There's a marathon of your favourite TV show. What is it.?
- World Wrestling Entertainment

Who would be watching it with you.?
- Tung Kar Wong , Hoe Chen Jun and definitely Kevin

Someone made a fort in the laundry room, who were the kids.?
- Low Yong Quan

There are pranksters in the house who put plastic on the 2 toilets in the house, who are they.?
- Low Yong Quan , Harry Tan and Kevin . maybe Chen jun also ?

The music's too loud, who turned it up.?
- Yong Quan , Yee Zheng , Chen Jun , Ashley , Joey ,Kevin and Harry

There's a mouse crawling on the floor all over the house,
(a) Who's the first one to scream.?
- Joey
(b) Who's the first one to jump in someone's arms.?
- Joey

(c) Who would be the first one to kill it.?
- Kevin

(d) Someone's crying, who is it.? And what happened.?
- Yong Quan , missing her .

Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire.?
- I'm not sure lols .

Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house.?
- I'm not sure

Someone's tanning on the roof, who is it.?
- Maybe Yong Quan and Kar Wong

Who is the tallest in the house.?
- Kevin and Chen Jun

Who's the shortest in the house.?
- Yong Quan , Joey abd Ashley

Who is the loudest.?
- Yong Quan , Joey and Harry

Who is the clown.?
- Yong Quan , Chen Jun , Harry

Who is the most respectful.?
- Kar Wong and Yee Zheng

Who is the one you go talk to most.?
- Everyone of them

Who is the one who always comes up with stupid ideas.?
- Everyone of us

Who's in bed first.?
- Yee Zheng hahas ( Chen Jun and Yee Zheng should know why I say it is Yee Zheng hahas)

If someone woke everyone up with pots and pans, who would it be.?
- Yong Quan ( Too Hyperactive) , Kevin ( hungry ler) hahas

Who is always dancing.?
- Kevin hahas.

You spilt ice all over the kitchen floor, who would be the one who slipped on it first.?
- Let it be me bah , I don't want any of my best friends to get hurt.




Darryl , I have finished the quiz .

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let it go
6/20/2009 10:14:00 PM



Passed by darren's blog and saw this quiz . Bored so decided to do it since he tagged me for this quiz . :DD

Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed.?
- Cheeks ?

How do you feel when you woke up this morning.?
- Don't wanna open my eyes ...

Who was the last person you took a photo with.?
- Hmmms . Been centuries since i took photo with people ... ;X

Would you consider yourself to be spoilt.?
- See first ..

Would you ever donate blood.?
- LEts see the situation .

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex.?
- Yes i have . (:

Do you want someone dead.?
- Sorta . Not gonna mention who .

What does your last text message say.?
- Call me . (mango)

What are you thinking of right now.?
- What time to sleep today . /

What time did you go to sleep last night.?
- 12.30 am

Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now.?
- Bossini ?

Is someone on your mind right now.?
- no .

Who was the last person to text you.?
- Mango / Cianyuhh

10 people tagged to do this quiz:{Can I tag the same person? /:}
(01) Cianyuhh
(02) Yongquan
(03) Chenjun
(04) Kevin
(05) Darren !
(06) yufei
(07) harry
(08) ashley
(09) Chengkiat
(10) shu hao

Who is 2 having a relationship with.?
- His dog , coffee . ;X

Is 3 a male or a female.?
- Idk . He said he is a male but ... ;X

If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing.?
- i hate gays .

What is 1 studying about.?
- Like what we're studying now ?

Is 4 single.?
- he doesn't wanna tell me .

Say something about 8.?
- Ai - ley !! Hmmms , friendly sociable and sorta cute ... Small small de. ;X

What do you think about 3 and 6 being together.?
- 猫狗大战

Describe 9.
- Idk leh . Dirty and humorous . HAHHAHA

What'll you do if 5 and 7 fight.?
- Laugh . LOL

Do you like 1.?
- yeah . Baby for life .

Pick 8 random friends you feel comfortable around (including yourself for Number 4):{It's random.}
01. yongquan
02. yufei
03. darryl
04. darren
05. yi xiang
06. cianyuhh
07. clarance
08. chenghan


These 8 people you just picked are stuck in a house with you for a whole year.
There is no leaving the house at all until the year is completely up.
There are 4 rooms, who would be in each room.?
- Room1: yixiang and clarance
- Room2: chenghan and yufei
- Room3: clarance and darren
- Room4: me and cianyuhh ?

If there was someone singing in the morning who would it most likely be.?
- cianyuhh . ;X

If someone was considered the dad and the mum of the house, who would it be.?
- darren and chenghan . Most matured for me . ;x

If you wanted candy really badly and all 7 in the house had some, who would you take it from.?
- Hmmms , yufei . cos i prefer chewing gum than candies sometimes . ;x

If two ppl were caught making out in a closet, who would it be.?
- Lols . damn random . not gonna answer it

If someone had to watch you brush your teeth every morning, who would it be.?
- cianyuhh ? same room what

Two bags of chips were bought at the store, but 20 mins later, they are gone. Who ate it.?
- clarance and chenghan

Who would hate being in the house the most.?
- cianyuhh . since she dunno all my friends . ._.

Someone took brand spanking new pair of socks that were never worn, who is the thief.?
- i trust my friends .

If there were arguments in the house, who would be the ones arguing.?
- yufei , yongquan , yixiang . you guys should know what i'm thinking . LOL

Who would be the one missing their boyfriend/girlfriend that wasn't in the house.?
- clarance and cianyuh ?

You walk down the stairs in the middle of the night for a glass of water, someone is dancing on the table in their Leopard Thongs, who is the crazy one.?
- yufei . 他有梦游症. LOLS

A pillow fight broke through, who started it.?
- MEEEEEEE . :D

There's a marathon of your favourite TV show. What is it.?
- Anime~

Who would be watching it with you.?
- all except for cianyuhh . ;x

Someone made a fort in the laundry room, who were the kids.?
- idk .

There are pranksters in the house who put plastic on the 2 toilets in the house, who are they.?
- YUFEI THIS CB . LOL

The music's too loud, who turned it up.?
- YIXIANG , CLARANCE AND ME !!! \m/

There's a mouse crawling on the floor all over the house,
(a) Who's the first one to scream.?
- cianyuhh
(b) Who's the first one to jump in someone's arms.?
- cianyuhh

(c) Who would be the first one to kill it.?
- See who is not afraid of rats .

(d) Someone's crying, who is it.? And what happened.?
- no one bah .

Who made pancakes in the morning and almost caught the house on fire.?
- cianyuhh . ;x

Who gets sick of each other the fastest in the house.?
- erm ... idk .

Someone's tanning on the roof, who is it.?
- We don't do that . ;X

Who is the tallest in the house.?
- clarance and yufei ? Definitely not yixiang . HAHAHA

Who's the shortest in the house.?
- YIXIANG . LOL

Who is the loudest.?
- cianyuhh ? girls are always the loudest . And dun forget yongquan . ;X

Who is the clown.?
- ME .!

Who is the most respectful.?
- Chenghan / darren

Who is the one you go talk to most.?
- EVERYONE! ^^

Who is the one who always comes up with stupid ideas.?
- All of us . Full of craps . :D

Who's in bed first.?
- erm .. darren ? since all of us are owls .

If someone woke everyone up with pots and pans, who would it be.?
- Erm . We don't cook yeah . But we might create surprises . :D

Who is always dancing.?
- No idea~

You spilt ice all over the kitchen floor, who would be the one who slipped on it first.?
- See who will be that unlucky one. Hahas!

Phew . Thanks darren for this . Quite fun yeah . :DD

Gotta go . Byes~


let it go
6/20/2009 08:13:00 PM



Yo , darryl I finally changed blogskin ler . Nice mah , lols , My Vince Carter blogskin is getting so boring .

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let it go
6/20/2009 12:36:00 AM



June 19, 2009

　　　　

　　
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我


柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过
我的心情平静而寂寞
当我想忘记爱情去勇敢生活
是谁到我身边唱起了情歌
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口没留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔
犯下的错
当初的爱情匆匆走过
除了伤口没留下什么
你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候
用你的双臂紧紧抱着我
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔
犯下的错
不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我
除非你真的能给予我快乐
那过去的伤总在随时提醒我
别再被那爱情折磨
不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我
除非你真的不让我难过
我不想听太多那虚假的承诺
让我为爱再次后悔
犯下的错


let it go
6/19/2009 10:58:00 PM



hi i am yongquan . I am here to post for yesterday , and also today .


Yesterday , went to have lunch with the group of dnt students . went back to school with them , sat at the practical place , and observing them do their work . Ok , it hot at there . Mdm lim don't want me to go in the aircon there . So felt boring , Lols . Then , the dnt students , kept doing their work , and me is at there talking nia , if i were a dnt student , I die le , very sian kept doing the routine they are doing everyday . But vivian told me that when doing the projects , it will be boring , but when we finished the work , we will be very happy . Hahas . Jia you Dnt students , hahas . Hope every1 get A1 for Dnt . Anyway , An Accident occured as mentioned by darryl . Then mdm lim was stressed up , as well as the dnt student . after that , we went to rivervale plaza to makan and lastly went back to 188 to play basketball . Went home at 10 and slept at 1.




Today , went to school for chinese oral . Did not improved much , i just don't know what to say in the conversation part . ZZZ sians . After that , went to Econ to makan with Yixiang , Chenjun , Harry , Clarance and also saw Vivian , amirah ,natalia . Finished , send them back to school and cycled back home . Bathed , slept and wake at 6. Slacked till now . lols . Sians .Just cannot get the homework feeling . Haven't even did finish one homework . gotta chiong one day le lols . Nights everyone!



PS : 如果一天你发现我在马路旁，刚被车压扁了，你会不会为我流一滴眼泪，还是你会装作没看见而走掉？

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let it go
6/19/2009 10:38:00 PM



June 18, 2009

Tired .

Back from intensive dnt and a game of basketball with my buddies .

Yeah , anyway another 悲剧 happened today . Shall not further elaborate on it yeah . Just to say , get well soon kevin . Remember that earpiece is banned from dnt now . ;X

Alrights , nothing more to say . Felt so left out nowadays . I don't know what happened , what the fuck i did ? I don't even did anything wrong or betrayed you guys and now it seems like its my fault . What the fuck . Idk what to say le . Fcked up now .

Maybe i'm suppose to be all alone yeah ?

: I can't explain myself at all ... (It Ends Tonight)

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let it go
6/18/2009 11:07:00 PM



June 17, 2009

Today , again a slacking day ,play basketball at 4 in the afternoon . then again nearly fight with 2 tall guy , 1 very xia lan, 1 like to eat small . ZZZ , say until i scare them like this . Then , a couple of friends went to my house . They are , Chen jun , yixiang , clarance , jun liang , zan kai . Camped at my hse awhile and they decided to go home when i bring my dog for a walk downstair . Then , after the walk , I went to makan at prime market , and I am now blogging to you guys after a bath , good night guy .


Anyway , get well soon vivian . And also , Chen jun papa , come and find me if you have any problem in future , i will be there for you . :) Cheer up .

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let it go
6/17/2009 11:36:00 PM



What a 'fun' day yeah ? :D

Anyway , it takes courage to post this yeah , cos yee zheng and harry told me not to , but i defy them . :DD

Alrights , today damn 悲剧 . Total about 3 悲剧 bah .

Plus 3 经典 . Rofl . Here i go ~

Meet yufei raphael kevin yeezheng vivian michelle harry karwong on bus 43 and off we go for east coast . Then kevin meet us at there as he cabbed there and he waited for us about an hour ? LOLS . Poor kevin . hahahhas .

Then rent bikes , and started our day . Cycled around and here the first 悲剧 begins . Karwong and Kevin are playing with each other and harry noticed it , and wanted to copy them as well . So , he misunderstood them and started to hump the bike , by jumping on it . However , the bike don't like harry's dick and it rejected . As a result , harry fell and hurt himself . lols . 悲剧 ...

So we continued our journey by cycling around . While cycling , vivian and michelle was cycling side by side . And here comes another 悲剧 . Yee zheng intercepted them by riding his bike through them right in the middle . So , vivian lost balanced as her bike knocked on yee zheng's bike . This made vivian fell and a big scar on her leg .. Awwww , another 悲剧 .

So , yee zheng 良心过意不去 , and decided to sent her to a clinic to prevent infections of her wound . OK . HERE COMES THE 经典 PART . Vivian went to see the doctor and 3 followed . LOL . WTF ? Okay , lets think this way . Vivian of course must go so forgiven . Then yee zheng wanted to pay for her medicine fee , so also forgiven . However , michelle for there for what ?! Okay , lets put it this way . She was concerned about vivian since they are the only girls in the group . Okay sorta forgiven . NOW NOW , KEVIN GO FOR WHAT ???? ROARS . PANGSEH ALL OF US SIA . SHIT YOU . lols .

Now the third 悲剧 . Here left me yufei raphael harry and karwong only . Since time is almost up , and no point continue to cycle anymore , we're ordered to return our bikes . Okay . Here is the problem . There are 9 bikes in total and there are only 5 of us . LOLS . Gg-ed . So how ? Bo bian , go two rounds loh . So karwong took care of the bikes while me yufei raphael and harry went to return the bikes . We cycle cycle , then realise that , we need actually 20 mins to reach there BY BICYCLE . AND WE HAVE TO WALK BACK AND CYCLE BACK AGAIN . WTF WTF WTF WTF . Damn 悲剧 can . wa . Train our leg muscles sia . -.- Anyway , the distance between the incident place and the bicycle shop is around 2.5km ? Kao ..

So we went to return the bikes and started to walk . On the way , damn many jokes la . And we damn buay tahan liao loh , keep whine and kaobei . lols . But still bo bian . So walk loh . Walk walk walk till we damn tired . Then yufei called karwong and say , we now 全速赶过去 , which is damn joke la . HAHAHAHHAAS . So when we reaching , we act like we ran till damn tired lidat . HAHHAHA . See karwong straight away run . ROFL , WE DAMN BITCH . Then again cycled back there . Gan tired sia . Anyway , we walked back took around 45 mins . LOLS !!

Okay , the total distance is like .... Normal group cycling ( around 2km ) + first journey to return first 4 bikes ( 2.5km ) + walk back to get another 4 bikes ( another 2.5km ) + second journey to return next 4 bikes ( another 2.5 km ) = Around 10km ? Own la sia .
Okay , when me raphael and yufei are on our second journey , we mastered the free hand riding . hahhahas . We damn joke la . Keep cycle then let go our hands and act like we running . LOL . damn funny sia . hahahhas . This is the second 经典 one . rofl . Like all people around us staring at us . Then somemore at the end there me and yufei both let go and guailan . HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA . DAMN JOKE .

Alrights . Returned all our bikes and we went to take bus . Decided on jalan kayu for our dinner but karwong not joining us . So we went off . Reached jalan kayu and harry got some daiji with his dad . Poor harry ~ So after that , got a place to settle down and we started our dinner . We are like eating halfway and i'm sweating cos damn hot while yufei and some of them are like , 流鼻涕 - ing . LOLS . So we asked them for tissue paper . However , on the menu , there is a roti prata called tissue . Here comes another 经典 one . We asked him for tissue paper and he thought we want that prata , then like cannot communicate . ROFL DAMN JOKE . Then raphael ran to toilet to get tissue , even more 经典 . ROFL . HAHAHHAS . damn funny .

Then took bus while 'fighting' with kevin and i 伤痕累累 . Scratched by him again . -.- damn you kevin . lols .

Reached home and now posting . ahhh~ damn tired . Okay , a summary for this :

Me , yufei , raphael , harry walked for around 2.5km and cycled for 7km . （悲剧）
Karwong waited for around an hour （悲剧）
vivian fell down （悲剧）
harry failed to hump a bike and fell down （悲剧）
Mastered free hand riding （经典）
Communication failure with black ants （经典）
Darryl is hurt by kevin （悲剧）
Waste money （悲剧）
leg muscles trained like fuck （经典）
tired
Enjoyed~ :D （经典）


Hahahahs , such a wordy post . Omg , alrights gotta run road le .Take care and goodbye all~ .

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let it go
6/17/2009 10:04:00 PM



June 16, 2009

Hi I am yong quan . Today , did nothing again , lols . Maybe morning , going eat supper , now got a little bit hungry . lols . hhas.

如果我告诉你，在我死前的最后十秒，最想念的那个人是你，你会有什么反应吗?

如果我告诉你，就算你再怎么的坏，怎么的让别人讨厌，我还会一直爱着你，等着你，你会相信吗？

如果有一天你发现我快接近死亡了，你会不会在医院探望我？我死后，你又会不会想我？

我现在一点都不会不开心，我只是想要让你知道，不管以后你变成了怎么样，你都要记得，我一直都会等着你。虽然往往想起你，我都会感到很痛苦，但是我知道这是值得的。


从此以后，我一定会设法忘记你，如果有一天，我真的忘了你，别担心，因为我答应你的一切，我还是会完成的。


终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

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let it go
6/16/2009 10:35:00 PM



What the fuck is happening to me ?

Why the fuck am i still expecting so much ?

What the fuck am i thinking ?

What the fuck am i doing ?

Why the fuck am i still so concerned about you ?

Why the fuck am i typing this ?

What the fuck am i blogging ?

Why the fuck i have no mood ?

Why the fuck i wanna kill myself ?

Who the fuck am i ?

What the fuck i did ?

Why the fuck do i have this life ?

Why the fuck should i carry on ?

Why the fuck am i writing ?

Why the fuck do i still love you ?

Why the fuck do i still want you ?

Why the fuck do i still need you ?

Why the fuck do i still miss you ?

Why the fuck am i still carrying on this ?

Signing off .

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let it go
6/16/2009 06:41:00 PM



I am Yongquan . today , went to rivervale plaza macdonald , with cheng han , yee zheng , michelle , mabel and mabel's friends and also one sec 5 girl . at 5.30 , cheng han and me went to my home and cook for my dog . After that , we went to play basketball with the usual guys , except this time got kevin , jiunn liang and jermlyn( don't know correct ma ) . went home at only 12. Yup , so like this . Good night everyone . hahas , and also good luck and jia you to Dnt friends , hope your hard efforts will pay off . Also hope you all can have more rest after Dnt O level . lols . bye .



PS 虽然我累了 很想停了 但是我想有说我还依然爱着你 等着你 。 直到一天我真的能彻底的忘记你。 你要保重。 希望你能忘掉过去 继续开开心心地生活

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let it go
6/16/2009 01:43:00 AM



June 15, 2009

Sighhhs , hate this life uh .

Fcuking toturing sia .

Screwed up mood .

Nothing much to post .

Goodbye all ...

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let it go
6/15/2009 08:20:00 PM



吴克群 - 爱太痛

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了


能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
我不能够 不能够不爱了
吃不能吃 睡不能睡

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let it go
6/15/2009 02:23:00 AM



June 14, 2009

Hi I am Yong Quan . Today , I did nothing . slacked whole morning and afternoon . So sian . Wished I can go down and play basketball . Or go to the sea with some friends . But , the problem is , my mum don't allow . Although I am not a mama boy , I do listen to my mum sometimes ....


Maybe going out to do homework tomorrow , with some of my friends . (: good , got fresh air to breathe . But , my dog jiu sad ler . Ownself at home . Hais , if I can have magic , I will separate myself into different parts . Lols . Sounds impossible .


Nowadays like lesser people coming to tag our blog le , darryl you agree? Maybe , It is my fault , for emoing for so long , unable to wake up. Lols . I may be Ok now , But i don't know when is the next time I may get Emo again . Sianz , when can I actually have a chance to say goodbye to this word call EMO . Lols . Going to start homeworking tomorrow . Cya .




PS : 你早已经离开了我的边缘 当你离开我时 我的天堂变成了地狱 朋友们 你们等着我 我很快就会闯出这个令我痛不欲生的地狱 谢谢你们这几年给我的支持

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let it go
6/14/2009 10:54:00 PM



原谅我一次


如果不小心傷害了你
你不要太傷心
因為我真的不是故意
讓你受委屈

既然相愛了那么久
不能就這樣分手
因為我們的愛來之不易
我真的不想放棄

Baby So Sorry
Baby 別 傷 心
我依然愛著你 想著你
別離去 沒有你的日子真的好空虛
BABY 在 一 起
BABY 別 哭 泣
我依然疼著你 念著你
我的心 永遠屬于你

既然相愛了那么久
不能就這樣分手
因為我們的愛來之不易
我真的不想放棄
Baby So Sorry
Baby 別 傷 心
我依然愛著你 想著你
別離去 沒有你的日子真的好空虛
BABY 在 一 起
BABY 別 哭 泣
我依然疼著你 念著你
我的心 永遠屬于你

原諒我 這一次
我真的，好想你
不管你離我多么遙遠
我會一直等著你
Ha...ha...
Oh baby I know you still love me
Come Back My lover My lover

Baby So Sorry
Baby 別 傷 心
我依然愛著你 想著你
別離去 沒有你的日子真的好空虛
BABY 在 一 起
BABY 別 哭 泣
我依然疼著你 念著你
我的心 永遠屬于你

我的心 永遠屬于你



Wonder Girls Nobody lyrics

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko
wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneunde
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

RAP)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you.


let it go
6/14/2009 10:35:00 PM



A human brain is like an empty house . Whenever you remember things , it is like placing furniture in your house . Sooner or later it will be full . So , do not place useless furniture in your house , or else the house would be filled with rubbish . Remove useless furniture , put useful ones instead . And of course , place beautiful furniture in . Those ugly ones shall be removed as soon as possible . However , beautiful furniture might also be damaged , so remember to keep it safe and sound . Some furniture might look pretty on the surface , but it might be corrupted . So , choose your furniture wisely ...

Hmmms , quite random right ? Hahahs , i'm so sian right now . Argh , shall not waste time anymore ...

Off to dnt and history .~

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let it go
6/14/2009 04:46:00 PM



Hi , I am Yong Quan . Me went play basketball for these 3 days . 1st day, actually wanted to meet up yee zheng to jog , but we chat for so long and no jog but went play basketball awhile. 2nd day , went meet up with yee zheng , chen jun , cheng han , melvin , melvin brother , michelle , mabel to play basketball . play till about 12 something . Me, Yee Zheng , Cheng han sent michelle and mabel home as we thought that it is unsafe for them to go home alone so late at night . Ate supper , sent yee zheng home , and went back home . Reached home at about 3 going to 4 in the morning . bathe , psp and went to slp at 4.30 something .

3rd day , wake at 5 in the afternoon . ate dinner and went to meet up Yi Xiang , Ashley ,Darryl for basketball. My bro came and we play against other people at the court. Play till about 11.30 send yi xiang to bus stop and then darryl and i took bus 86 to rivermale mall to get our drinks while chen jun went home . Reached home. Scolded and nagged by my mom , and heard some unpleasant things. Not going to say out , just going say that maybe something going to happen between me and my brother. Fucking backstabber , backstab me so he can go out and enjoy . good lor . help him so much still like this. Nevermind , I won't lose him too . zzz. Is it going to be Cold War or War in Yong Quan 's Home .


Why , even though I know that I myself is living in the lies of people , but I still refuses to get out . Why , it is a hindrance to me . Hais , i must forget , i must . 可否给我一杯忘情水? No matter how much i tried , it seems so impossible . Even though i disliked the actions , but , I still cannot forget . Hais. Maybe , I am stubborn , but , how can i stop it ? What i must do to forget ? Hais , how i hope that i could find someone that I love and who love me too. However at that time , can i sustain the relationship ? I am a useless piece of shit , because , I just love her .


Am I going to be a rich guy , or a gangster roaming the streets or a beggar lying on the streets , being looked down by everyone . If I can predict my life , hais.

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let it go
6/14/2009 01:40:00 AM



June 11, 2009

The conflict between us is finally over! Hooray! Finally! Shuang yi xia .

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let it go
6/11/2009 09:32:00 PM



从前从前，有个人爱你很久，但偏偏　风渐渐　把距离吹得好远，好不容易又能再多爱一天，但故事的最后妳好像还是說了拜拜。


不懂是不是压力造成今天这个傻瓜。可能我想太多了，可能我已经得了忧郁症。一来，我发现在我身旁的许多好朋友已经渐渐地疏远我了。我很怕，怕寂寞，怕孤独，怕在我最需要他们的关心时，却又得不到。可能从我中一开始就已经过渡于对不起他们了，他们也已经放弃那个希望能改变我的坏习惯的想法了。他们都应该累了。都是我的错。他们劝告我要一心改变我的坏习惯，但是，我因为爱上了一个人，加了太多压力，而又恢复以前那个调皮，捣蛋，而每人喜欢的没用小孩。是不是？是不是我做错了太多了，我现在很需要你们的安慰，很希望我们还能像以前这样谈心事。嗨！可能这一天不会在到了。如果能回到从前，我一定会改过，不会再让你们失望了。你们是否能给我机会改过。


兄弟们也是开始疏远我了。



我不要再有这样的生活了。我不要想了。从今天起，我会尽力改善。做一个你们想看到的yongquan，一个不会让让给你们添麻烦的yongquan。

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6/11/2009 06:04:00 PM



June 10, 2009

Coool , some of your true colours are revealed .

Now i finally understand the whole thing . Humans can be so practical , and so realistic . Sighhhs , no comments . People do change easily , guess i should not trust people too much . Shall not go in depth of this interesting thing .

Alrights , not much things to post . Just to say that we're flooded with homework . Crap , dying le . All subjects have homework , and not those little little de , its like a pile . Ahhh , how am i gonna finish all ?!?!?!?

Alrights . Some updates on homework :

English : The Worksheet is to be completed .
Maths : 2D , 3D worksheet + 10 graph
Physics : memorize all physic formula
Chemistry :
SS : Workbook exercise and one sbq
History : 12 sbq (8 to be handed in when school reopens)
Dnt : 10 ideations by monday and our practical to be completed when june hols ended .

Coool , guess its not finished yet . Ahhh , gotta finish my 'aims' le . Which is 2 sbq and 1 ideation to be completed by today . GANBETTE !

Take care all , and one thing . Don't trust someone who seemed to be very ncie to you , it might be a PROPAGANDA .

愚蠢的人类 ...

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6/10/2009 11:26:00 PM



Hais . Are you an angel or a demon . Hais. Yong quan , why you cannot face the fucking truth , even it is right infront of you ? are you blind or what? You sucks to the core man . You are stupid . You are dumb . You shouldn't have being living in this world , this world of lies. You should get out . But i seriously doubt that you have the ability.

你说打篮球可以帮助你减压，但是，过了今天后，一切都过去了。Yong quan 只是一个又愚蠢又笨蛋的人。一个敢爱不敢恨的人。 一个废物。一个常常信错人的无聊傻瓜。一个不敢面对事实的人。一个只想逃避现实的蠢人。我对不起了常常安慰我又令我开心的兄弟们。因为，他们想要帮助我解脱困境，但我还是也进也深，现在想要回头已经太困难了。我想过要死，但是死却解决不了这问题，所以我只能默默地等着，希望这不快乐的麻烦问题快点过去，让我从新振作，恢复自我，让后尽力去完成我的梦想。兄弟们对不起。我错了。我现在已经无法回头了。已经无法和你们静静的谈心事了，因为，我现在已经不再是当年和你们同甘共苦的Yong quan 了。我真没用，我真的很希望你们能原谅我。


兄弟们是 : Ng yee zheng
Tung Kar Wong
Hoe Chen Jun
Darryl Hng
Harry Tan
只有他们，在我痛苦是安慰我。我不能没有他们。但是我已经做错了太多了。


其中还有些好朋友在内。
Ashley , joey , Darren ....
他们看到我不开心的时候，都会安慰我。虽然我们有过争论，但是，在我眼里，我根本没有恨过你们。如果，你对我又什么不满意，我只能在此向你们赔罪。对不起。


darryl , you are right , I will not believe people so easily next time . From today onwards , i will cherish my friends , brothers , and distinguish bad people and good people . hais .



Brothers and Best friends for life , sorry for any hurt i caused to all of you .

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6/10/2009 10:51:00 PM



June 9, 2009

你说我是你好朋友，但是当我见到你哭了，我只能默默地呆在一旁，静静地忍着痛。 不只是这样， 我还不能上前安慰你，而且还要在每个人面前当着没事发生，这种感觉真难受。我真没用。不可以帮助你，但是还要扮演我调皮的人，装作不在乎。我到底该怎么做呢？我很辛苦，一天一天的过去，我只能变得更辛苦，但是为了你开心，我必须扮一个我不想要扮的角色。我只能说保重。你一定要和他永远在一起，就让我把一切当作幻想吧!我想要哭但是不可以哭。我只希望你能让我再说一声我爱你，也希望我们可以成为真正的好朋友，就算是
要我为你跪下求你我也愿意。好了，我知道我只能在这里说我爱你。所以我只希望能够在我们离开这学校之前作为以往的好朋友。虽然我会怕，不敢和你说话，但是我真的很希望，很希望做你身边一个好朋友。我想问，你愿不愿意和我这个又无用，又让人们讨厌的裳心病诳一个怪兽做朋友呢？我想不用猜也知道啊
，谁会愿意呢？我爱你已经9月了，快一年了，但是我始终不能忘记你。虽然在别人面前，别人会认为很短。但是在这几个月里，我生活简直就像在地狱。


Hais, sorry for disturbing . I really doubt that I live without you. Now, my life is filled with headaches. Actually , I really loved my friends , but I just don't know how to express them out . Hence making everyone distancing away from me. Hais. Nevermind , maybe I am destined to be lonely forever.


更好朋友争吵，或者看见心爱的人不开心，而且又不能帮助，这种感觉，往往都是最痛苦的。最后，我希望对一个人说谢谢。虽然我最近和你有了争斗，但是你还答应帮助我一件事。谢谢你！如果你
以后需要帮忙，或者遇上了什么困难，尽管开口，我一定会帮助你的。

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let it go
6/09/2009 10:19:00 PM



June 7, 2009

刘德华_忘情水歌词

曾经年少爱追梦 一心只想往前飞
行遍千山和万水 一路走来不能回
蓦然回首情已远 身不由已在天边
才明白爱恨情仇 最伤最痛是后悔
如果你不曾心碎 你不会懂得我伤悲
当我眼中有泪 别问我是为谁
就让我忘了这一切
啊 给我一杯忘情水 换我一夜不流泪
所有真心真意 任它雨打风吹
付出的爱收不回
给我一杯忘情水 换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉 就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪

曾经年少爱追梦 一心只想往前飞
行遍千山和万水 一路走来不能回
蓦然回首情已远 身不由已在天边
才明白爱恨情仇 最伤最痛是后悔
如果你不曾心碎 你不会懂得我伤悲
当我眼中有泪 别问我是为谁
就让我忘了这一切
啊 给我一杯忘情水 换我一夜不流泪
所有真心真意 任它雨打风吹
付出的爱收不回
给我一杯忘情水 换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉 就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪

啊 给我一杯忘情水 换我一夜不流泪
所有真心真意 任它雨打风吹
付出的爱收不回
给我一杯忘情水 换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉 就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪
就算我会喝醉 就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪

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6/07/2009 06:15:00 AM



I am yongquan. I think i have pissed you up when i wrote that yesterday. Sorry.



How I hope I can be rich , then I can go and train my muscle and neglecting my studies and join up with the wrestling life . I am not that kind of man that can do business , I am not intelligent enough , which many people should have know by now. I am just a rough guy , a basketball lover , a wrestling lover. I have been greatly influenced by basketball player Michael Jordan , and some WWE SUPERSTAR.



Michael Jordan Quotes
If you're trying to achieve, there will be roadblocks. I've had them; everybody has had them. But obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.



Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.


To be successful you have to be selfish, or else you never achieve. And once you get to your highest level, then you have to be unselfish. Stay reachable. Stay in touch. Don't isolate.



I love Michael Jordan since young . He has a nickname call Air-Jordan because of his high flying basketball tactics. I hope I can improve more on my basketball skills after the O and slowly rise up as powerful as Jordan .




In WWE , I love many superstar. They are Stone Cold Steve Austin , Brock Lesnar , Dave Batista , Undertaker and The Rock. They are strong and muscular , which i hope i can be so strong too . Especially Brock lesnar and Batista , which is the most muscular among these . With stone cold steve Austin hilarous with his Villian and good acts. The rock super moves and humorous. Undertaker as feared as ever. I hope i can become stronger than all of them .



Maybe next time , I may have a nickname called Air-Yong Quan. lols.


These are few of my ambitions in future . But i still got some. 1st - get all A1 for O and be the 1st in school. 2nd- To get a good wife in future which is almost impossible as I am unwanted by many of the girls that i love . 3rd- To have great friends which care for me and we will be unite together always.( But this is also almost impossible, my attitide is pushing me backwards )


SO can i even achieve my ambitions. I hope so .


1st aim - Forget her and give my 150% in studies and beat everyone.
2nd aim - Change myself , either to a good side or to a bad side , I don't know , let fate decide . I will observe people and decide slowly.
3rd aim - Be myself , not controlled by anyone.
4th aim - To be the best in basketball.


let it go
6/07/2009 05:44:00 AM



June 5, 2009

藉口

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後
就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我



I am yongquan. peeps , this is only for my corner , Please , if u felt that you do not want to read this post , please skip it. Sorry , I need to say out some thing , some thing that everything have being bored if you see it again . And sorry to her , for not fulfilling my promise to not be sad again . I think I get the answer that I wanted finally . Yes , its about her again , the her that I cannot forget. I still miss her ,I still love her . I'm sorry , I cannot stop it . I wanted to cry . I wanted to die . My heart is breaking . I just wish I am in the past , when you are more caring towards me . I cannot forget it . Ya , you are right , We do not belong together . We can only stay as best friends , but I don't know why I still felt like that , maybe it is fate , I must go through this , But I don't know how to do it . I need someone to guild me . Hais . I know you wouldn't want to know about all this . I'm sorry . Dui bu qi . Hais . Sorry . I wish , I be him , Which is impossible . Hais. Sorry. Please scold me and make me wake up . Hais.



Everyday , I am trying to drown my emotions by acting horny in school. but , I don't know how much it helps . Hais.

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6/05/2009 09:49:00 PM



June 4, 2009

I am Yongquan. Today , have some fun playing basketball. lols. i love my shooting skills today , kept went in . woohooo. starting not use to it , but eventually veri zhun . yay . hope can stay so good forever , or even better . Anyway , i wish to create a basketball team after O lvl or I can also teach a few people who are interested in basketball after O lvl. I hope those who love basketball and wanted to have a team to tell me lols. i am basketball freako

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6/04/2009 10:51:00 PM



Tired day ~

Had Chemistry practical for the first lesson . Managed to learn something .. But still , cant escape the fact that i'm sleepy throughout the lesson . ;X

Physics next ... Slacked for quite long ... Nothing much . Lols .

After that was history . hahahas , before that ... SOMETHING FUN HAPPENED !! OMG , someone is raped .. By many many guys .... Who ahh ? Hahahahs . I was one of them of course . He was stripped ~~~ AHHH , kelian de mao mao ... Opps , bu neng shuo de mi mi . HAHHAHAS .

After that , went for some random chinese oral practice . Quite random through , but i didn't flunk that . Hahahhahs . Managed to recall some points from my si han . And i scored a 9/10 for reading . ( Read too fast and 1 wrong word ) -.-
As for conversation , scored a 24/30 . ( Not enough elaboration , and used things like 'for' and 'then' ) So overall was a distinction . Quite happy about that . Anyway , mr tan told me to be tidy . ( No unbuttoning and no messy hair ) . lols ...

Went to dnt and i totally forget my thingy . Crapped , and then yi xiang was ba zhan - ing mdm lim . So i lan lan go slack . ;X

Went to play basketball next ! WOOOS . So long never play with friends le sia . Definitely enjoyed . Those peeps include yongquan chenjun yixiang harry zan kai kevin clarance shu hao . And also damn funny la . hahahs . More of this kind of relax time PLEASE . hahahs . (:

Damn sian sia , tmr whole day math and then is dnt . Math still okay uh , cos i nid to improve . ( PS : i know mr ong will come this blog . HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ) Dnt also okay uh . But i nid some sleep . ;X

After that , went to my house downstairs to slack with yongquan . Had a man's talk . Quite long never chat le bahhs . Felt quite comfortable after that . (:

Alrights , gonna do some work le . NO TIME FOR SLACKING !!

Cya peeps ~

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6/04/2009 08:49:00 PM



June 3, 2009

Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)[?]
The Bottom Line
A friendship is fading -- share your feelings. Whatever happens is for the best.

In Detail
Friendships and even romance are in the picture now, and what a warm and joyful picture it is. Of course, socializing is marvelous, and you're marvelous at it, but the one-on-one moments will be even more meaningful now. Don't be afraid to take a break from working the room for a bit to get more in-depth with one special person who deserves some special attention. And -- bonus -- the feelings that you share with others are likely to be mutual.




WoW !Friendster horoscope suits me ..

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let it go
6/03/2009 02:45:00 AM



June 2, 2009

Three days grace- I hate everything about you


Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven?t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don?t miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven?t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you


let it go
6/02/2009 11:20:00 PM



GONE FOREVER Lyrics

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years
I still can't believe you're gone

So, I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me
With the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now, things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

So, I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fuck and fight
Until the morning comes
I'll forget about our life

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known
It could be so much better

I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now, it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now, that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't
Miss you at all

I'm not lying, denying
That I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

And now, you're gone forever
And now, you're gone forever



PAIN BY Three Days Grace

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing, rather feel pain

I know, I know that you're wounded
You know, you know that I'm here to save you
You know, you know I'm always here for you
I know, I know that you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

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let it go
6/02/2009 11:10:00 PM



Tired day .. Alrights , chang hua duan shuo .

Basically , went to E hub to watch movie ( Angels and Demons ) with my good friends , which includes yufei , chenjun , yeezheng , chenghan , raphael , kevin , cheng kiat , xin wei . That movie is very nice , shall say its highly recommended . I'll grade it 4.5/5 . hahs .

After that , went to fish and co to makan as all of us was starving . Hmmmms . had some fun there as well . Anyway , chenghan did had some fun there also . ;XX Bu neng shuo de mi mi . xD

Alrights , after that went to bugis to get some books . Chenjun , xin wei and cheng kiat didn't go . So we meet gerald and karwong and off we go to the destination . Managed to find some books but i only bought 1 . While the others also bought quite a few books . Da feng shou ba . After that , raphael yufei and i went to some guitar shops to hang around . Anyway , due to yufei's 'great' idea , all of us are forced to pay 1.50 for the national geographic book , hahas but neverminds . It will help us gain certain knowledge .

So went to eat some tako yaki with yeezheng . He influence me de .. ;X Anyway , the 3 jokers ( kevin , gerald and karwong ) went to expo for the food fair . LOLS . Bwg ~

So we went to compass while i get my soya ice cream at Mr bean . It did remind me about some memories yeah ~ Neverminds .

After that , we met clarance and dean while waiting for bus . Awwww , what a small world . The cutest thing is they also went to watch movie , and also angels and demons . LOLS . Singapore is really small , what do you think ?

Hmmms , summary :
Had fun ... ( Definitely )
Bought a book . ( The Black Angel )
Earpiece spoilt . ..l.. Cb . -.-
Waste money~
3 blisters . LOLS
Tired
Broke~

Alrights , thats all for today . Anyway , cianyuhh is back from malaysia !! Omg , miss her sia . :X Somehow . hahhas . Cause she told me to do so .

Kkays , gonna dota le . Bet you guys sure enjoyed yourself today .

Goodnights~

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let it go
6/02/2009 09:10:00 PM



June 1, 2009

Sighhs , sian uh .

Basically , today's paper i think i can score at least a b3 bahhs . But thats not enough ... I want an A1 . lols , but somehow no confidence after checking answers with Chen li li lao shi ...

Alrights . It's already over , don't care . Kkays , actually suppose to catch a movie with yufei and company de .. But full , so too bad .. Postponed to tomorrow . Anyway , our great mr philip tan said that we worked very hard so give us a day off , which is tomorrow . Three Cheers For Mr Tan ! (:

I bet you guys have lots of planning for tomorrow bahs , including you . Sure going out with your usual friends and sorts . Aiya , i don't care le . Even if i care , also pointless . Waste my effort only . But i wonder if i really can or not . Suan le .

Hmmms , after some dota with my friends , now i'm back to some free time ... So i came to post . Anyway anyway , cianyuhh is back to malaysia . Omg Omg !! But neverminds , only a few days . hahahahs , if not nobody pei me when i need a listening ear le . Thanks baby , sure will miss you !! (:

Oh yeah , i will also like to thank Wennes Alethea . hahhahas , she's also my great friend which always cheer me up !! Thanks uh , hhahahs . Got problem must find me also . :D:D

Thanks girls ... My life would be dull without you all around . (:
Really appreciated it , hahas . Thanks !! :D

Alrights , planning on what to do le .. Chenghan brother gonna use com so he cant host . Sian 1/2 .

Alrights . Go slack le ..

Seeya ~

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let it go
6/01/2009 09:35:00 PM



Yongquan again


Goodbye
by Rosebud
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.




Losing A Piece Of My Soul
by Jasmine Johnston
I came to you the hour I was in pain
Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain.

I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart,
I knew then you'd be my friend,
I knew it from the start.

Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life,
You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife.

When home wasn't home to me no more,
You opened up your heart, and opened up the door.



And Where Were You?
by Valerie
I never thought I'd see this day,
I never thought I'd feel this way,
You...a stranger to me now.
I'm left with emptiness...
I wish I knew how it could be,
That we were once so open and free.
You were like my brother.. yet so much more
I wish I would have seen what I see now before.
For, I did not and it's too late...
My friend, my lover once, is now unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now know..



Crossroads
by Tara Simms
There were promises made in childhood,
In the days of their innocence.
They laughed, they played, they cried.

Throughout high school dramas,
Broken hearts, and adolescence,
Their special friendship thrived.

The little girls grew up and
Became wives and mothers.
It happened in an instant.

They gave bridal and baby showers,
Each advising the other.
Still close across the distance.

One day, the inevitable happened,
An event that changed their lives.
It had the power to destroy.

They were both the betrayed and betrayer.
Can their friendship survive?
Or will they live with the void?



What I lost.. and I'm alone.
To face a challenge life has sent,
And not a moment with you I've spent.
I hope one day I can forgive you, my friend..
I miss you....
Why did you go?


We cried into night until the early morn.
We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns.

As time flew, the air grew thick,
I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick.

The day had arrived,
When it was time to say goodbye.

Now I sit alone,
reminiscing the past I'd blown.


Friends Don't Always Last
by Ashley Baron
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.



Until You, Without You
by Lindsey
Always feeling alone, until you
I didn't love myself, until you
I didn't care about life, until you
I never held a friend's hand, until you
I never told a friend that I loved her, until you
No one had ever held me for no reason, until you
No one had ever truly known me, until you

Lying in the darkness, without you
I don't know who I am, without you
I don't know what to do with myself, without you
How did I ever get by, without you
How did I ever find comfort, without you
Would I have ever seen my true self, without you
Would I have ever known true friendship, without you



The End
by Dev
I turn the corner, and there you are,
While we both pretend not to see the other.
We keep walking, our eyes straight ahead,
And I'm grateful, as we pass one another.

We were best friends for one year,
A year of laughter, a year of tears.
In the short time of bliss,
We had promised to be friends for years.

But those ‘years' have now been altered,
And the friendship has lasted just one.
I know that it is the end,
This is a friendship that will not be won.

You don't understand why it ended,
Or that I didn't want it to.
But sometimes in life,
You have to do what you have to do.

This was one of those cases,
I could no longer call you my friend.
I now know it can never go back,
And I have to realize, this IS the end.


Can We Still Be Friends?
by Kathleen Sheppard
I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand





Are We Still Friends?
by Christine Cawley
I could have held you all night long,
I could have laid next to you forever,
But then I know tomorrow soon would come,
And still we couldn't be together . . .

I went against what my head was saying,
and followed my heart through,
And instead of quitting while I was ahead,
I started falling in love with you

We had so much fun together,
the memories we made so great,
all those nights laughing and smiling,
staying up so late.

As the snow falls on the sidewalks,
I know this too will pass,
for feelings are like the seasons changing,
and one season never lasts.

So, I know this must stop now,
and tomorrow soon will come,
as we walk away and never look back,
as our warm feelings become numb

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let it go
6/01/2009 09:21:00 PM









I am yongquan. These are the three books i brought. One of them is called " NO ONE TO TRUST" , which completely fits into my situation right now . One of them is called " ARE YOU READY TO SUCCEED?" . I brought this book because i felt that its book title is attracting, hope that the details is also attracting. Lastly , " VAMPHYRI" a vampire books. HORROR..


let it go
6/01/2009 09:01:00 PM



I am yongquan. I don't care for anyone since no one will care for me back. So even , if you want to argue back , I don't mind, today Yongquan is different from who you know . I don't believe in anyone now. If you want to stop it , I also don't mind, because I say that Yongquan is a different man, I can show you how i survive throughout the whole secondary without a friend. No matter how much I try to maintain a friendship , I still cannot find anything beneficial to me. So say goodbye to the Yongquan that you all know , because the Yongquan you all will be seeing , will be very nasty . And, I won't go and find you , because i know you know that I have a very bad temper and a very bad mood this few days and then I may flare up suddenly. So the Yongquan you will be seeing for at least till the end of the year, you want to be his friend, then be his friend, if you don't , so be it. The choice is in your hands , I don't have a choice , do i?


I don't even mind people distancing themselves from me now , I will be a cold , friendless , cruel , selfish person, if you want me to be.



Again, I felt another person trying to get on my nerve this few days, I can't even get along him . Nevermind , I need to say again , I don't need friends, If you all cannot tahan me , you can just leave me , Just like what other people has done . I DO NOT MIND.

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let it go
6/01/2009 07:51:00 PM