A human brain is like an empty house . Whenever you remember things , it is like placing furniture in your house . Sooner or later it will be full . So , do not place useless furniture in your house , or else the house would be filled with rubbish . Remove useless furniture , put useful ones instead . And of course , place beautiful furniture in . Those ugly ones shall be removed as soon as possible . However , beautiful furniture might also be damaged , so remember to keep it safe and sound . Some furniture might look pretty on the surface , but it might be corrupted . So , choose your furniture wisely ...
Hmmms , quite random right ? Hahahs , i'm so sian right now . Argh , shall not waste time anymore ...
When to school to take my essay just now . Another disappointing one .Guess i have to learn from my mistakes , and improve on it . I want a1 for my 'o' levels !! I bet all of you does also . So all the best for it .
Basically , i met with those usual people , including clarance as he wanted to join us . So walked to school ~~
After that waited for quite a long time as Mr Tan is busy due to the parents meeting session . Neverminds uh , manage to learn something while waiting . So discussed and decided to go makan at hougang plaza there . Went there with Harry chenjun kevin clarance yixiang zan kai jiunn liang . All ordered steak except me and harry . -.- After that , reach home and took a nap~ Now using com . Sianz , i have no mood to study for chinese .
Argh ! Why am i still thinking about you ? I shouldn't be doing this , i should be studying . What a joke , i bet you don't miss me at all , or don't even remember me uh . F , i should be strong .
Anyway for Cianyuh : Baby , cheerup uh . you must work towards your goal , and i'll help you on your way through . We're on the same boat also , so ... 加油！！ I'm always on your side , (: 不要辜负我的期望啊 ！！ 不要伤心 ， 要看得开 . (:
For Xinwei : Yo mei , something for you . We don't need love to survive . We need care and concern . Which is what many many of us is giving you now . Anyway , the boat is so crowded . lols . So yeah . 不要伤心 ， 要看得开 。 (:
To many many others who are on the same boat as me : Now the most important thing is to study study and study . I know its difficult not to think of them , but we have to overcome this , which is we don't need them to survive . So we must really 加油 , and excel in our studies . We don't pay to fail , we pay to get A1 . So 加油 all ! My phone is 二十四小时 开着的 。 当你需要一个对象倾诉时 ， 随时打给我哦 。 (:
Back to posting while waiting for my dota - mates to finish their dinner .
Hahahas , nowadays keep dota sia . Shit , should be studying . But later . ;X
Hmmms , lose harry another box of pocky again , lols . My day 2 paper 2 improved .. But still lose harry 2 marks . -.-
My paper 1 , ying yong wen also improved . But lose harry 1 mark . Then compo deteriorated , and i lose him 2 marks . -.-
So LL must treat him pocky . 男子汉 说话算话 。 :DDD
Anyway , i'm glad that you're fine . Good to know that as well . Hmms , just to say my feelings for you like faded , but its still strong . Sighhs . Forget it . Hope it continues until i can totally forget you . Yeah .
hahahas , its the second day of intensive chinese . Dunno why today not so tired already . Maybe is the arrangement bah .
Anyway , starting of the day took paper 1 . lols . When i wrote 5 pages for compo , i already tio shoot by mr tan le , then today's paper i wrote 6 pages . around 2 more lines to 7 . LOLS , DIE . HAHAHAHHAS .
Oh ya , i know my comprehension le . Flunked . LOLS . Lose harry a box of pocky . DAMNED , I WANT WIN BACK . And i also know some answers for today's paper 2 , and realise quite a lot of mistakes . Die la , why my chinese keep deteriorating ? Muz work extra extra harder !!
And i got back yesterday's paper 1 . Wooo !~ For compo section , i scored the highest in the class . AHHHH . But still not very happy , cos the ying yong wen section i did badly for it . Maybe because i never manage my time properly and had lesser time for that bahs .
Hmmms . A quote for you guys ! ( PS : Copy from Chenjun ) HAHAHA
Yo all , our results are back , not not all . Some subjects are quite disappointing such as math , SS , chem , chinese . english . Which is like almost all ? LOL
Okays . Counted and if i'm not wrong , i've gotten 2 As , and 1 C . lols . English paper 2 is not returned so could not count out total english . Physics also is not returned so also cant count science . Similarly for dnt , which is tomorrow ; My doomsday as i think i gonna score really bad for my dnt , ); hope i don't fail as i don't intend to fail any subjects .
Alrights . My A are Chinese ! Paper 1 = 13/20 and 39/50 . Scored a 13 for letter as i wrote ALMOST out of point , lols . My Oral scored a 35/40 and a listening of 16/20 . Paper 2 is a disappointment as i only scored 47/70 . ARGHH , my comprehension is totally screwed . lols , yea . So altogether is 74.5% which Mr tan teck mang promised to round up to 75% . :X
As for another A , is C.Humanities . I managed to score an A1 for history and got a top in class with kar wong as both scored the same marks , which is 46/50 . Woooo , its an achievement okay , so shaung can . xDD AND I MUST NOT GET COMPLACENT NO NO NO !! ANYWAY ANYWAY , my bloody SS only managed to get a just pass which is 25/50 , KNNBCCB , now my C.Humanities is dragged to 71% which is an A2 due to my ss . Sighhhs . Sian .
As for English , i scored a 18 - 1 = 17 and a 16 - 1 = 15 for paper 1 . MUST improve on that as it is only some c6 and c5 which i don't want . Hoping that my paper 2 can score but heard that 4a had 29 failures which totally destroyed my hope . lols .
Omg , speaking about Maths , i did badly for paper 1 and 2 and only managed to score a c6 which is 51% . My paper 1 got 42/80 and paper 2 got 49/100 . Awww , I MUST IMPROVE MATH , CANNOT GET Cs ANYMORE , AT LEAST B PLEASE .
For Chemistry , i got a B4 which consist a Mcq score of 12/20 and a paper 2 of 41/65 . Yea , need improve on that as well and really hope my physics will pull up my science results . Wish me goodluck .
Well , thats all folks . Will be posting tomorrow on my Dnt and Physics results . Stay tuned !~ (:
It was finally the end of Mid Year Exam . Sighhs , flunked many subjects yea .
Tomorrow sure get a scolding . Anyway today's oral is definitely a joke . Mrs Joanna Hwee was on MC so PATRICK took over , and we ALL thought he is very nice . So managed to relax a bit by calling him BOTAK , which of course i didn't yea . Many of them tio GuaiLan-ed by Him including me , but mine was not so serious compared to Clarance , hahahs poor clarance .
Discuss-ed and decided to go to pool with many many people . Including Yixiang and co , Sam , Choon Kiat , chenghan , yufei me chenjun and kevin . Yea , enjoyed as i played around 2 hours of pool at hougang plaza . After that was sian-ed and went to play photo hunt with yufei chenjun chenghan shu hao . FUN FUN !! And we managed to score thrid . WOO WOO MAGGOT CLAN FTW ! lols .
After that , raphael joined us and we went to Net force for Lan . Dota-ed and it was so damn funny . One of us was sent to enemy for 'spy' and can screen and also alert ourself . HAHHAHAH AND CHENGHAN WAS THE UNLUCKY ONE . Damn joke , hahhas .
Yea , after that went to rivervale mall with chenjun yufei and chenghan as me and yufei was warned by mr zul that we'll be suspended and could not get back our results if we did not cut our hair . zzzzs i was like wtf man . Only hair long abit right . Need suspend meh , crap . ..l..
Yea , now my hair is like super short . aiya heckcare la , will grow back de . lols . Gonna dota le . wooo .
Finally can go out with my friends le , its like so long since we went out together . Definitely enjoyed today man . WOOO . GREAT TIME !
Anyway i know that you've got the person you like already , well just wish you goodluck . Thats all what i can do right ? Take care , silly .
Guys , be mentally prepared for tomorrow !! Sure will get scoldings .
Speaking about today's test , its a total disappointment , lols .
Physics : Things i studied never come out , and the question is quite difficult . Not enough time , left 5 mins for section B second question . LOLS , ANYHOW PIA .:X
Here comes the most goner thing , DNT : FCUK , i totally screwed that paper , don't even know what the fuck the paper asking . I dare to say i studied , but still screwed . BULLSHIT . FLUNKED ANOTHER PAPER . AHHH
OKAY , LETS TALLY UP MY PAPERS .
TOTAL SCREWED PAPER : ENGLISH PAPER 2 , SOCIAL STUDIES , MATHS PAPER 2 ( SCORED 48 ) , DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY , PHYSICS .
CAN PASS PAPER : ENGLISH PAPER 1 , MATHS PAPER 1 , CHINESE PAPER 1 AND 2 , HISTORY , CHEMISTRY , PHYSICS ?
Gone la my Mid Year , lols . Sure tio Mr Tan gan de . Sighhhs . I'm still aiming for 15 points , LOLS . Now i think i gonna get 30 points . -.-
SHIAT .. I'M BACK TO DOTA MOOD AGAIN !! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG , how how ?
Gonna dota again le later .
GUYS , goodluck for your tomorrow's science paper 1 , POA / A Maths paper 2 . (:
Seems like now i have no more friends anymore . Everyone hates me .
Forget it , anyway i didn't backstab you . and you're still my friend , yea .
I wanna forget her , everything happened after i fell for her .
I'm not blaming you , its me , maybe i changed too much . To a sucky person yea .
Alrights , speaking about Mid Year Exams , i'm not very happy with it .
English paper 1 - Can pass , not high English paper 2 - Don't think can pass . Chinese paper 1 - Think can get B Chinese paper 2 - think can get at least a B also , but aiming higher . Chemistry paper 3 - Can pass , at least a B bahhs . History - Mr tan is freaking me out , dunno can pass or not after his comments .. SS - Flunked . Screwed an essay . Maths paper 1 - can pass , not high . Maths paper 2 - DIE~ was dying halfway but mr ong's pinch manage to wake me up .
Yea thats all . Sighhs , sad uh . I don't expect you guys to forgive me . Just wanna let you guys know that i still trust you all , treat you all as my brothers .
Hi peeps , tomorrow is a holiday !! Sure lots of you will be happy as we finally have a day off ~
Today is nothing special compared to any other Thursday . Sianz
O ya , another disappointment is my chinese paper 1 !! ARGHH GETTING CRAZY !! My section 1 scored 16/20 which i'm quite satisfied with .. But i think mr tan is too strict , thats why i could not score for compo when he marked . :X
As for section 2 , i scored a 26/50 . WA KAO ! Its because i wrote out of point ! DAMN LA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ If not i sure can score a 35+/50 as teacher say my language is good , and could AT LEAST get an 19 . WALAN EH ! NOW MY CHINESE B4 . FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK . Next time must read question carefully le . sighhhs , disappointed ..
After that , cleared my desk as Monday is Mid Year Exam . All my friends is like , shopping ? All with lots of books and files , hahahs so cute .
Super tired sia , lols . Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Nothing much to say anymore .
Homework : -History Sbq , -Chinese paper 7 , 8 . -English and chinese preparations for MYE -Other subjects preparation for MYE . -Chemistry Booklet , specimen ( A , B , C , D )
Sighhhs , lols . Again flooded .
Goodbye peeps . Maybe will update later ~
Updated .
Hais , i know lots of you is unhappy with me . Mainly because of my actions , behavior and how i treat people . Everything i say is just joking , i had no intentions or what to criticize you guys . I should have know the correct time to joke . And not to joke too over . But you guys should know my character mah , i'm straight forward and i speak without thinking . I am just playing and had no intentions or purpose behind it . I hurt you guys when i speak , i know . I'm sorry . I don't want to lose my friends anymore . Hope you all can understand and forgive my mistakes .
Today is a Wednesday . So as usual , got lessons till 2 , then had maths remedial and dnt remedial till 5 .
Anyway , next week is our Mid Year Examinations !! ARGHH OMG OMG OMG OMG . Stress is coming~
Hmmms , anyway , got back our maths papers . One is Victoria paper , the other is milestone . For Victoria i got 31/80 , but got improvement hor , more near to pass also . :X
Anyway , my milestone ALSO got 31 , but is 31/60 . SO I PASSED !! WOOHOOO . Happy man !! :DDD
Hmmms , after that , ji siao-ed mr tan with my friends . Hahahahs fun fun !! Den i remembered stuffing the tissue into his visor ! LAWLS , but the tissue is used to wipe his windows la . Hehehehs (:
Nothing more interesting to talk about also . Just feel that my life is so screwed . Thats all . lols .
Anyway heard from yp that lots of people come to my blog sia , ahhh honoured . xDD
Please leave a tag on the cBox if you happen to past by , greatly appreciated . THANKS LOTS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Reminder : Bring your Thermometer tomorrow and there is a Maths test tomorrow . (question 6 and 7)
PS: Mr Ong warned us to sleep before 12 !!
To Owls : Better not get caught !! All the best !! :DD
Yea , was sick . Having a headache and flu . Nowadays is like , no people in our class is perfectly normal . lols .
Guys , must take care of your health la . We cant absorb when we're sick also , so yup . Have enough rest and exercise even through i know we don't have the time , try to plan a schedule and try to get yourself some time to rest . (:
Alrights , today was normal . But today got two periods of english , so yup , you know .
Anyway , we got back our english milestone already . Got an F9 , sighhs disappointing . 4 marks deducted for grammar , and 2 marks deducted for summary for not leaving line and too short , as mrs haffidz wanted us to write an exact 150 words , so mine was counted as short .
Anyway maths test today was normal as usual . I suck at maths and i tried to do this maths paper . Hope i can score but i know i have lots of careless mistakes . Sighhs . another disappointing one . );
Argh , my headache is killing me . I wonder if i can study my history properly . Fuck . Hope i can survive through it , and score well for my history test tomorrow .
Alrights , gonna start studying now . Goodluck for me ..
Back to post again , today i'm so not gonna do work anymore .
I just realise how screwed my life can be when i mentioned about having a new mp3 .
Now both my dad and mom is kaobei-ing me like as if i wanted a plane .
Forget about it bah , i just wanted a mp4 that can play video , and can blast louder then my current mp3 . Sighhs .
Anyway , today in school was so much better than normal . Today have no Stress lesson (English) no Hypnotizing lesson ( Chemistry ) and no lesson with a bias teacher ( SS ) , lols . Instead , we had Pervert lesson ( Physics ) . hahahas , i love physics man . (:
After all lessons , we had chinese remedial followed up by a Paper 2 test . Hmmms , the test was not easy , lols . Might have difficulties getting an A1 . After that was maths paper 1 . It was a Victoria paper which killed me definitely and also other people .
Yufei should be getting around 70+ , i'm so jealous over his ability of doing maths , lols . Yufei , we exchange la .:X His study is IMBA , except his english which he definitely need to work on .
Sighhs , as for me , my english , maths and chemistry is subjects that i have to work extra hard in . goodluck for me ..
Now i'm slacking and taking a break of course . Now my toe is so pain , lols . Played basketball till the toe nail came out and it Bleeds . Thinking of whether if i should wear slippers to school tomorrow or not . See my mood bah .
As usual , tomorrow got History and SS remedial . Cant even have a good sleep , lols . Neverminds , History is MUCH MUCH fun as compared to SS . IDK why i hate SS so much now , lols , SS simply shucks .
Now i don't know what to do , should be taking a nap bah .
See you guys tomorrow during Humanities remedial . ~
I definitely hate secondary 4 life man . Shucks totally . Just finished my english research on Fashion . lols , people in our class do have fashion anyway . People like Raphael who have some background of hairdressing and sorts .
For me , i know nothing but only play my hair and dress like what most people does . :X
Sighhs , today got back 2 papers . One is chinese which i got 54.5/70 , which is an A1 . But still lose to people like chenjun , yingping , harry . lols .
The second paper was History class test which i got 12/12 . Tyco de , lols . I would have to score real high for my class test as my milestone scored very low for both History and SS . Saddened .
today was nothing much . Had lessons as usual and did not say anything much also . No mood , yea .
After lessons had english remedial . Had the fcuking presentation which all of us hated to the core , tomorrow have some more . I rather she go through Kingsway then doing this shit .
O ya guys , still got SS sbq to complete , and i've finished . Should be doing maths later , argh so stress . going crazy someday . Sighs .
We cant even be friends anymore ? Sighhs , idk now . Talk to you also ignore . Walk past you , you gave me a cold shoulder . What should i expect from you now ?
Hais , this is so complicated . Adding my sickness and studies , i'm gonna collapse soon . Hope I won't bah .
Flu is attacking me now , gtg le , goodbye .
Reminder : History Class Test on Thursday ( Escalation of CW ) , Next Tuesday , (Is Cw Inevitable ) . Maths Mock exam on Friday . Be prepared !!
All the best guys .
And Get well soon for those who are sick or gonna be sick .
Now I've decided , not to care anymore . I would just concentrate on my 'O' Levels and score my distinctions . CHIONG AH !!
Just finished my English ; 1 picture discussion and 2 conversations . Very tedious , lols .
Gonna study Chemistry later . I'm aiming for an A !! Will work hard for it .
Life is so complicated , full of up and downs . It changes due to our decisions . So , make your decisions wisely . (:
Don't be sad over small matters , look at the brighter side . Now , I've learn to ignore and put bad things aside . Many of you should also learn this too .
Alrights ,guys don't be sad or emo anymore . Feel free to find me at 1800-EMO-FREE . LOLS , joking . Yupp , find me anytime when you're down and I definitely will lend a shoulder . You guys should have my number right ? (:
Anyway , thank you cianyuh , for lending a listening ear and cheering me up !!! Really appreciated it . (:
Now i'm gonna pass the 'trend' down for those emo friends whom i know .
I'm so gonna chiong for my 'O' levels and NOTHING will affect me !!
A1A1A1A1A1A1 !! ROARS ..
Okay , if i carry on i will ki siao le . :X
Goodbye guys , take good care !
Nowadays many people fall sick also , must take care hor . (:
Hi Peeeps , i'm back to blog again after i've completed my chinese paper 6 ! (:
Today was quite tiring . Went for Humanities remedial as usual . History was first but some of them did not come . Mainly because their alarm clocks are not working or what , idk . o.O
After that was SS remedial . Did nothing much , slacked cause i've got no mood . Did not speak throughout the whole History and SS remedial . lols .
After that was okay already cause she talked to me . (:
So took bus to Hougang with Joey , Ashley , Yongquan , Karwong , Harry . Joey they all was ordered to buy a cake to celebrate the past few months' birthday by Mr ong. So idk why harry come as me yongquan and karwong want to cut our hair . Harry followed Joey , and we separated .
Yongquan , Karwong and I went to have our haircut after a few rounds of searching and perspiring.
After that , had our lunch and we bus-ed home . She's so worry about my hair , cos she scared not nice , hahahahs cute larhhs . (:
So reached home , bathed and went to sleep . Slept for around 2 or 3 hours and woke up , emo-ed for a while cos she did not message me . );
After that , ate and went to do chinese . Should be doing english also later .
