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July 20, 2009

Tagged from Jasmine ,darryl

1.History of your password:
-justinlow ... my christian name

2.Last text message received from:
-Harry

3. Last time you cried:
-Yesterday nearly when i hear of something bad ... but never... It will be stupid of me to cry for such things again....Hope it will be solved soon....

4.Current feeling:
-Guilty , Because WO DUI BU QI HARRY...

FOUR HAVE YOU EVERS:

1. Gone on a date:
-Yup

2. Lost someone special:
-Isn't it very obvious ....

3. Been depressed:
-Last time. I promise myself I will not be depressed again . Hope I can accomplish it...

4. Been drunk and threw up:
-Nope.

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
1. Made a new friend:
-Yes. Lots of Friends .

2. Laughed until you cried?
- Yes.

3. Met someone who changed your life:
-Her . But she was gone . But she still change my life anyway.
4. Found out who your true friends are?
-Yes ... They are all around me when I am unhappy .

~~~~~

From now on, you can't tell lies,

Are you ready?
- Yes

Think back six months ago, were you single?
- Yes

What do you carry with you at all times?
-Handphone , Wallet , MP3 and tissue .

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
-Nope .

How are you feeling?
-Guilty .

Is something wrong right now?
-No .

Are you mad at someone?
-NO I'm not .

What's on your mind?
-ERM , Bestie ,Friends and Friends .

Are you jealous of someone right now?
- last time i am really jealous of him but I found them I am just wasting my time and I decided to stop .

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
- BOH

Do you want to start over with anyone?
-I am really to start over with her , but it is impossible. So what the use of answering this question . LOLS.

Do you know if anyone likes you?
- My family .

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- I do not really know . Ask My friends .

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- Bathing and studying ...

True love or 1 billion bucks?
-True love .

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
-1 big 1 small by my mom OR very small by classmates .

Anything you would change about your life right now?
-Of course . It will be stop loving and missing her . Because I must save it for the girl that can reciprocate my feelings.

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
- Dragon on the back , Tiger on the front . Monster face on the right leg . Snake on my left leg . Skull on my left arm and randy ortan tattoo on my right arm. Cool isn't it . I know what my brother will do when he read this . He will tag and say , You try putting tatoos , see what mummy , daddy and him will do to me ... lols.

Could you cry right now?
-No . It so stupid .

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
- Before , Yes . Now I don't know .

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
-I don't ... Sometimes I need to say out what I am thinking to make a person change . If not he/she may keep on to be a guy that i dislike .

Are you okay with the life you live?
- Yes through it was Not very perfect .

Last person you told a secret to?
-Clarance and chenjun

Do you like hugs?
- Yes . But I still have not really hug before . But I sure the feeling of hugging someone you like/love .


Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
-I believe . But , for now , I should concentrate on my O level.

When was the last time you cried?
-Yesterday nearly . so not counted . So should be a few weeks ago?

How much money did you spend today?
-4 dollar something.

What are you sitting on right now?
-Chair

Who's the last person you IM'd?
-Msn? Cheng Kiat

What's something you really want right now, be honest.
-To be true , like what it require , I want her . But In reality , It is impossible , so I just want everyone to be happy.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
- So little hair , how to feel ?

What did you do yesterday?
-Study social studies and slack and sleep all these ba...

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
-It depends .

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
-Yes .

When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
-few weeks ago

Is someone on your mind right now?
-Maybe still her ? I still need time to forget

Whose birthday is coming up?
-My on 19th august and charmaine on 21/22 August . lols .

Were you happy when you woke up?!
-Yes , It was a new day . And I should be meeting my friends soon .

What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
- (:
What's the last thing you ate?
-lor mai kai

Are you easy to get along with?
-No . If I said I am easy To get along , Then i am lying to you.

Ever cheated on someone?
- Yes .

Who is the last person to send you a text?
-Harry

What are you currently listening to?
-A Twist in MY story By second serenade .

Tagged :
Kar Wong
Chen jun
Ashley
Joey
Cheng Kiat

Lols . Copy and paste if you want , lols ....

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let it go
7/20/2009 07:10:00 PM



July 15, 2009

Sorry you can put the blame on me by AKON


As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me



Secondhand Serenade : Twist in My Story Lyrics


Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

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let it go
7/15/2009 09:07:00 PM