May 2, 2009
This post will be about some emotions thingy and sorts . Sorry guys , bear with me .
All my friends now say that my words or even messages have secret agenda , when i don't even have one . Its still normal , the way i always talk or i type . Why do you guys do not say me last time ? I really have no secret agenda and you guys just don't believe . Its not the first day you all know me right ? You all should know i'm straight-forward and does not think before i speak , and now you guys say i got agenda . I don't know what to do anymore . Anyone tell me what to do ? You guys really think that i got secret agenda in my words ? If thats the case then i really got nothing to say le , i cant change how you think right ? Even my best friend say that too , when he really knows me well . Just to say that i can swear with my life that i have no fcking agenda , believe it or not . I think i will have to give one-word answers to every questions le . I will be as quiet as possible . I don't want to lose friends anymore , at least until the end of 'o' levels . I treat my friends the best , giving them my everything , i don't want this , i want back my old friends , i want the trust . I don't know how it started , that you all start to hate me . i want a time machine , i want back the past , where we enjoy ourself , and have no such problems . I want back the past , where we know each other well , and know what each other are thinking . I want back the past , where our friendship is much stronger than anything else in the world . I want back the past , where we help each other . Now its so much different , sighhs , i really want back the trust . Can i do anything to mend the broken friendship ? I will go crazy if this carry on . Soon , i'm going to collapse . I'm sure ..
Sorry for all grammar or language mistakes . My english is bad .
Goodbye .
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let it go
5/02/2009 10:09:00 PM
