May 24, 2009
Turning back the pendulum back to the days we have , seems to hurt alot . Now , when i'm alone , its impossible not to think of you . But for me , it seems like you had never liked me before , never . This is how i feel at least . Maybe your heart is filled with someone else , and that person is on the same boat with me , missing you every second .
i've decided to post out my feelings , remember that day when i saw a name ? Just a simple name would pierce through my heart . You can try if you don't believe how pain it can be . Imagine a person you like and she knows that you like her , but you saw somebody Else's name on her wallpaper ? And the saddest thing is you're with her . I tried to hold back my tears , and i've succeeded , but its unavoidable that i want to be alone , thats why i went off so quickly . I'm sorry . To you , it might just be a simple name , but for me , it really hurts a lot . During the days we had together , have you ever put my name on the wallpaper ? Yea forget it , i should not expect this . I cared so much about is because i love you . Still loving you , but you might not know . Seeing you in school everyday is really hell, especially when you talk to other people, play with other people. But I just can’t do anything about it. I’m just a normal friend right now, I can only suffer in silence. Go home and emo. Nobody knows it hurts so much. Sighs , the name you love , the name I'll always remember , until my death bed .
Why am i still writing this for you ? Why am i still so sad for you ? I should have know this will happen . You are like a razor , leaving a deep scar in my heart , i just can't forget you . I'm trying my very best right now . Wish me good luck .
I think now you're starting to hate me , which is good . I'm sure you can find a better one , to take care of you . Wish you all the best . And promise me , to be happy all the time . I felt like dying when i know you're unhappy , but I'll just make the situation worse , so i just kept quiet , wishing for somebody to cheer you up . So no matter what , you must be happy ,and really must take good care of yourself , and don't do silly things anymore .
Goodbye my love .
A word will cheer me up :
不在乎天长地久 ； 只在乎曾经拥有
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let it go
5/24/2009 12:07:00 AM
