February 25, 2009
Sorry for not posting for the past few days , damn busy . (:
alrights , i would skip those days and only post on today ! hahahs .
Today is so so tired , especially after recess , straight 5 lessons . damn , somemore i sick leh , how can god treat this to me ? );
den is math remedial , super boring , managed to finish only 2 questions as i was chatting with francis , shu hao and ashley .
Dnt time !!
Went there and started to play my psp , and on songs after that , hahahas .
den my product analysis gonna complete le , muahahahs . so slack lorhhs , went out and saw that Gabriel mok , kana surrounded by DMs . den shu hao told me that he go vandalise the car by scratching it , lols nothing better to do , kamgong .
finished dnt and went to canteen to wait for the damn rain to be smaller . However , still went home , run in the rain lorhhs . At most fever only mahhs , no worries . (:
den took bus 136 and skipped dinner as the weather is so bad ..
Anyway , Javier agreed to lend me his umbrella and i would have to return him tomorrow . He is so nice right ? And i promise not to tease him tomorrow in return , hahahhas . so went home and bathed .
There is a gooood news !!
MY DAMN PHONE IS BACK ! HAHAHHAHAHS , SO DAMN HAPPY LA WOOOOOOOOO .
Now posting , later would be finishing my dnt and study for maths test tomorrow . (:
Anyway , this is the compo i wrote for Cianyuh that day . Managed to complete it myself and i know its badly done , so do correct me !! (:
Loneliness.
Ever since the day he left, everything is not the same anymore. Tears fall down my eyes even by staring at the benches we sat together. “Those were only memories, memories that brought me back to the happy times we had together” I murmured to myself while holding a photo album while leaning against the cold, icy wall. I tried to calm myself down by listening to music. Emotional and lonely would be the best words to describe me. I walked to the wardrobe and took a penknife just to have a solution to my problem. Walking past the tissue left on the floor, I slide the door of the wardrobe quietly. However when taking out the penknife, something flew past my mind making me not to. Not leaving my parents and my friends alone. Just then, I realize that I was all alone at home. Nobody actually knows what I intended to do. Feeling the loneliness, I decided to have a walk with my friends. Calling the first name on my contact list, she rejected. Followed by the second, she was busy. I have had no choice but to go alone, this is the first time I ever felt so lonely. ‘Lonely, I’m so lonely....’ I played the song with my phone. Passer-by stared at me with a weird look, while I sat on the bench, crying. The loneliness had engulfed me, letting my imaginations bringing me back into times where my friends and I sat together, sharing our stories. Aren’t they my best friends? I wondered. Not even by my side when I need them. Is that what our best friend will do? I decided to call the last friend in my best friend list, hoping for a change, I asked her out. However to my surprise, she answered and agreed to come down to accompany me. I waited and waited, for someone to fill my empty heart with some warm. I saw her figure from a distance and I jumped up with joy. The shape slowly came near me and it was her, standing in front of me, holding my favorite chocolate, Hershey’s cookies & cream. I stared at her, with watery eyes. Maybe that answered my question, of why was she late, and sweating like as if she fell into a swimming pool. ‘So where should we go now? ’. She said, trying to catch her breath. I took out my tissue, wiping my tears and walked with her, hand in hand, to a place that can settle my problems and the situation I’m in now.
I began to forget about what happen earlier, about all the loneliness I felt, alone. Throwing it aside, I enjoyed the time I had with my best friend, and we call each other ‘Emo partners’.
Hahahs , the question is Loneliness , i know sucks la , sorry . D:
Take care , enjoy and good luck for tomorrow's test !!! :DD
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let it go
2/25/2009 06:21:00 PM
