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February 28, 2009

today got ss remedial again . zzz every week aso got de, even when there is no hist. haiz.. then bestie nvr go cause sick. haiz takecare, the weather is sometimes cold and sometimes hot , making us easy to be sick... well went to the remedial and juz 1 word to say. BORING! then went cp watch the boy eat KFC as i dun wanna eat fast food.. then shopped around and then went to popular, to buy refill of my pen... acutally wanna buy books but francis told mi like veri waste the vouncher 10dollar , so i dun wanna buy... i wanna the complete series of MR MIDNIGHT and HARRY POTTER.. but i am so poor. hope my mum would strike 4d, and then i can buy more tings... HAIZ. but not there i take money from my mum... is tat she can return the money she borrow from mi. and then i will have more freedom... WELL , went home, bathe, on9 awhile , then eat some medicine from my mum, and slept till 7. then after that went dinner.

after dinner, it was raining. my mum brought an umbrella and we share it... And now juz reach home and blogging... HAI sian y ppl sick less than 1 week jiu ok ler, but i last 2 week get fever , gastric , flu and cough. NOW still having flu and cough, wah lan pass two week ler lei... zzz
then i was being forced by my grandmother and mother to go to c a doc... haiz... sianz ... i am juz lazy to go...

WELL i always tot that i would not be sick, cause the last time i was down with fever, it is about 1 year ago, then now i get sick again...zzzz pathetic...

well i nid to go now... bye bye ... GOOD NIGHT..

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2/28/2009 09:54:00 PM



Hey guys . Nothing to post actually . hahahs .

Starting of the day , went to school for SS remedial . Find it so useless as i dunno wtf Farah talking about . lols , damn bored . make me wake up so early in the morning and talk crap with me , zzzzs damned .

After that , went to compass with cj , yq , francis , harry , raphael , clarance , yx , dean . Went to makan at KFC . hahahs . After that i went to comics connection while yx , clarance , dean when home first , as i think they gonna catch a movie later . So me , cj , harry , yq , francis , went to comics connection followed by popular to walk walk . me raphael cj went to action city at first , walked around den went to popular . At popular slacked for quite a while as we chatting about books .. hahahas , guai right ? (:

After that , bus-ed home . Went home to bathe and went to dota with cj , raphael , harry . TMD , dey keep kaobei me because chenjun havent come . Make me damn pissed off , knn also not i slow right ?

Neverminds , den now doing chinese compo while posting . Damn sian and boring , lols .. Chewing on my chocolate which i bought earlier at compass . Going to finish le , hahahhahs . xDD

Damn sian , anyone talk to me in msn ? :X

Goodbye && take care , readers . (:

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2/28/2009 05:07:00 PM



February 27, 2009

i was kind of boring and so decided to find some love poems on the web lol...

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -




Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

- Rex A. Williams -

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -



When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

- Chris Engle -


Love

Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

- Loy Bowman -


I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

- Chris Farmer -

For You Are The One

For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.

- Chris Messick -

A path winding across the horizon
over mountains, across seas
through blue skies and gray
never ceasing, continuous.
My love for you.

- A.J. Miller -

Will you ever?

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

- Erica -

You are my air
The sun in my day
The moon in my night
The spring in my step
You are my everything.

You are the stars in the sky
The birds in the trees
The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine.

Without the light you put into my life
I would be nothing
A single leaf on the ground in autumn,
Lost, forgotten, alone.

Before i knew you,
I was nothing.
Now I am everything,
With you at my side,
I am invincible!

Feel the same my baby,
You are loved so much,
I love you now and forever
You are my darling, my baby, my love
You are my everything
I love you so much.

- Kirsty -

The World’s Most Beautiful

I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;

But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes.

- Muhammad Edwan Shaharir -

If I Knew

If I knew how to write a song
I’d write one everyday
It would say that I’m in love with you
And why I feel this way

It would have to say you’re pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you’re a looker
From your head down to your toes

You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You’re smart charming lovely
And everything to me

You’re my comfort when I’m lonely
You’re my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I’ve known
I must rate you the best.

You’re the orchard in the jungle,
you’re the better half of me
You’re all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me

Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.

- Billy -

Sunshine

When I wake up in the morning
Sunshine's falling on my skin
And I call you up to tell you
What a happy mood I'm in

Feel the rhythm in my body
And sing is all I wanna do
I feel the day will bring me sunshine
for it's another day with you

- Nikki Daniëls -

If There's...

If there's one face I want to see,
so beautiful, so true,
one smile that makes a difference,
to everything I do.

If there's one touch I long to feel,
one voice I long to hear,
whenever I am happy,
or just needing someone near.

If there's one joy, one love,
from which I never want to part,
it's you, my very special love,
my world, my life, my heart.

- John Ragland -

I Love You

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

- Brynne S. -

Balloon

I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon,
And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon;
There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue:
I need a sky companion and I want it to be you.

We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above,
I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love;
You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place,
I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face.

Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day,
Every night your loving smile will be my milky way,
The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height,
For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light.

Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion,
Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean,
I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse,
Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise.

We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings,
Then fly as magic lovebirds, or slide round Saturn’s rings,
And should we tire of drifting and the stars all floating by,
We’ll hook onto a meteor and soar across the sky.

Will you consent to be my mate on our celestial ship?
I’m ready, heart all packed with love, to last us for the trip,
Take my hand and step aboard, we’re heading for the sun,
We’re flying till we find the place where our two souls are one.

- Graeme King -

lolz the poems made the post so long... lol anw still got alot. if i go choose all those i wan, maybe post full ler lolz...zzz...

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2/27/2009 10:22:00 PM



i am yq!!well i am here today to post about thursday and friday.......

well THURSDAY 26/2/09,
went sch... nth much , el went multiplex studio, zzz sianz. then hist, copy essay again , recess call bestie pei mi go eat :) but she nvr eat again haiz... EM had vectors test , through i nvr study, i dun find the paper difficult... i tink i onli lose 2 marks ba... lol... then ss teacher no come again do workbook...zzz...cl , we are again stuck in tan teck meng long long theory which made every1 sleepy... chem, bestie come pei mi sit again... yay.... then after sch went down canteen, ate and then went up to the hall with bestie, guo wang and xin wei... xin wei and rosemarrie was playing piano up there... lol... then pei bestie go bak class take bag and pei her till she found her sister... lolz....

went bak 4a lol tok around. then mr low came in and then dunno hu ask him wat question and he suddenly angry... lolz... then shout shout and went to 4b there teach the band 3s... we finish his work and started to tok around lolz... then end of chem remedial , mr low and those girl walked off.. we became to feel veri sian, so play basketball using a soccerball with sam awhile then ... interesting time... we became raping 3 guys in 4a ... woohooo... well same with kw , tis ting is pervert and cannot be review lolz...the 3 guys we raped, 1st-yeezheng 2nd-chenghan 3rd-melvin ... haha.. then wait for darryl and at last went to econ buy waffle...

reach home saw my bro and his few friends.. then they went out while i cook for my coffee and bathe slept from 7 to 9 sth woohhooo... shuang dao... then after tat jiu do some work and at last slept... lol...


friday 27/2/09,
today i woke at 5.40 as usal and then went to slept at my sofa. and wake up at onli 6.40, at tat time i was late ... cause i was supposed to meet darryl at 6.40 lolz... i immediately brush my teeth and took a fast bath ... and went down to meet him... And again we went to sch ourself as cj nvr meet us and yf was late again lolz.... then lesson followed.... firstlesson A MAth, well fun as usual, although lots of hw.... then PE , sianzzz dance dunno wat ting, well i didnt dance much... haha. recess , asked bestie go pei mi eat again, lol then she say she going with grace..lol then i ate and went bak to class, changed and sat there eat sweets... then em do work again lolz... mdm yap is so funny nowadays... she made mi started to enjoy her lesson lolz.then chinese, again tan teck meng long long theories ... zzz... then PHY , lol the boys are always happy when in mr cheong lesson... because we are all PERVERTS ... muhahaha.. then pei bestie go makan... haha then go chinese remedial ... do test again then after tat went to play basketball...SERIOUSLY My basketball skills is getting worser and worser.. but nvm . after poly , i may not be playing basketball anymore... lol not forever but maybe for quite a long time...then like study, train muscles, all those... muahahhaha...
then after tat went to the vending machine sit awhile... and found a 2 dollar note... lolz shared with darryl, 1 dollar each... c how generous i am, found the money and shared with ppl... lolz... then walked with darryl and francis to econ to buy food.....ate , waited for francis to broad his bus and at last walked home together with darryl and samuel....
reach home cooked for coffee , bathe and now blogging to all of u ... lolz... hope every1 hav a good nite...
GOODBYE!

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2/27/2009 09:06:00 PM



Tiring day .. Let me start with the first lesson ..

Dnt , den after that was PE . Wahhs , the PE damn stupid sia , knn !@#$%^& , dunno call us do what dance , waste my one hour time . Sian sia , i tot can play de .. DD:
den went to recess and up to class .

Then was EMaths , had the vector test , hahahs , quite okay larhhs . compared answer with francis in the end , and found some similar ones !! means got hope , muahahhahas . xDD

Then was chinese lesson , today very guai , no people guailan Mr tan , hahahas .
den revised about the mock exam later . Sian , second test today . yawnnns .

Physic-ed . quite normal larhhs , den mr cheong show us one stupid clip , hahhahas , got upskirt , LOLS .
MR CHEONG : YOU'RE SO SICK !!

Went down to canteen and slacked . Didnt eat anything cos not hungry . (:
After that was the chinese mock exam paper one . I wrote question 1 and 5 .
question one i wrote quite short , but question 5 , i wrote a 5 pages essay . :X
Used 3 papers to complete , cos mr tan say write longer bette . so hope to get an A1 for that . anyway , heard that chenjun got 60/70 for his chinese paper , tmd , copy la !! he did with yingping together and one get 60/70 one get 59/70 . TMD , bloody obvious . super buay song sia . -.-

after that , went to play basketball !!!! finally can play le , its like a week since i last played , cos keep on raining , stupid weather . -.-
play play play , den play till very song den yi xiang sprained his leg , LOLS !
poor yi xiang , so he had to take cab home , call cab somemore , rich bodoh .

Stopped the game and went to econ to eat dinner with yongquan and francis . Reach there and it reminds me of some memories .

Hais ..
K* , imy . DDD:

Finished my dinner and walk home with samuel and yongquan . Now posting after bathing .

Was listening to warmness on the soul when posting , now was heels over head . yupp , she likes both songs . (:

neverminds , we're friends anyway .

Anyway , tomorrow got SS remedial again , but after that will stay at home bahhs , no where to go anyway .

To all sec 4B students who are going to SS remedial tomorrow : Remember to bring SS textbook 3 !

thats all for today , would be doing my homework and study for chem tomorrow bahhs , damn tired and had no mood for these ..

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2/27/2009 07:27:00 PM



February 26, 2009

大家好！！

Tired .. Today got 6 lessons , den after that was chemistry remedial , den dnt .
wahhs , everyday like this . i gonna fall sick soon , a heavy one . although i'm already sick now , still can go to school as i do not want to miss any lessons . :DD

After that , went to econ with gerald and yongquan , den gerald went home first as his bus came . den we 2 was like waiting for the damn waffle . hahhahahs , yupp . Its my dinner . :D nowadays no appetitte leh , but keep got gastric , eat also cannot , dun eat also cannot . -.-

den reach home now posting . later would be studying maths and do chinese bahhs . damn tired , DD:

i dunno what to say le la .. quite a short post . and hor , tomorrow i got a feeling that there will be a surprise check for 4 express , may god bless i dun kana . Very short le la , damned . abit over also muz catch , tmd , pek chek . lols .

btw , i stapled my finger when i was playing and emo-ing . bleed like dunno what , now got 2 holes / dots on my finger . :XXX damn pain , jitao numb . hahhahas , quite song anyway . (:

anyway , MR ONG ! I KNOW YOU KEEP ON COMING TO MY BLOG . HAHHAHAHAHHAS DUN THINK I DUNNO AH , TAOYANS~~~ :DDD

take care and good luck for tomorrow's vectors test . Cheers !! (:

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2/26/2009 06:47:00 PM



February 25, 2009

Sorry for not posting for the past few days , damn busy . (:
alrights , i would skip those days and only post on today ! hahahs .

Today is so so tired , especially after recess , straight 5 lessons . damn , somemore i sick leh , how can god treat this to me ? );
den is math remedial , super boring , managed to finish only 2 questions as i was chatting with francis , shu hao and ashley .

Dnt time !!
Went there and started to play my psp , and on songs after that , hahahas .
den my product analysis gonna complete le , muahahahs . so slack lorhhs , went out and saw that Gabriel mok , kana surrounded by DMs . den shu hao told me that he go vandalise the car by scratching it , lols nothing better to do , kamgong .

finished dnt and went to canteen to wait for the damn rain to be smaller . However , still went home , run in the rain lorhhs . At most fever only mahhs , no worries . (:
den took bus 136 and skipped dinner as the weather is so bad ..

Anyway , Javier agreed to lend me his umbrella and i would have to return him tomorrow . He is so nice right ? And i promise not to tease him tomorrow in return , hahahhas . so went home and bathed .

There is a gooood news !!
MY DAMN PHONE IS BACK ! HAHAHHAHAHS , SO DAMN HAPPY LA WOOOOOOOOO .

Now posting , later would be finishing my dnt and study for maths test tomorrow . (:

Anyway , this is the compo i wrote for Cianyuh that day . Managed to complete it myself and i know its badly done , so do correct me !! (:

Loneliness.

Ever since the day he left, everything is not the same anymore. Tears fall down my eyes even by staring at the benches we sat together. “Those were only memories, memories that brought me back to the happy times we had together” I murmured to myself while holding a photo album while leaning against the cold, icy wall. I tried to calm myself down by listening to music. Emotional and lonely would be the best words to describe me. I walked to the wardrobe and took a penknife just to have a solution to my problem. Walking past the tissue left on the floor, I slide the door of the wardrobe quietly. However when taking out the penknife, something flew past my mind making me not to. Not leaving my parents and my friends alone. Just then, I realize that I was all alone at home. Nobody actually knows what I intended to do. Feeling the loneliness, I decided to have a walk with my friends. Calling the first name on my contact list, she rejected. Followed by the second, she was busy. I have had no choice but to go alone, this is the first time I ever felt so lonely. ‘Lonely, I’m so lonely....’ I played the song with my phone. Passer-by stared at me with a weird look, while I sat on the bench, crying. The loneliness had engulfed me, letting my imaginations bringing me back into times where my friends and I sat together, sharing our stories. Aren’t they my best friends? I wondered. Not even by my side when I need them. Is that what our best friend will do? I decided to call the last friend in my best friend list, hoping for a change, I asked her out. However to my surprise, she answered and agreed to come down to accompany me. I waited and waited, for someone to fill my empty heart with some warm. I saw her figure from a distance and I jumped up with joy. The shape slowly came near me and it was her, standing in front of me, holding my favorite chocolate, Hershey’s cookies & cream. I stared at her, with watery eyes. Maybe that answered my question, of why was she late, and sweating like as if she fell into a swimming pool. ‘So where should we go now? ’. She said, trying to catch her breath. I took out my tissue, wiping my tears and walked with her, hand in hand, to a place that can settle my problems and the situation I’m in now.
I began to forget about what happen earlier, about all the loneliness I felt, alone. Throwing it aside, I enjoyed the time I had with my best friend, and we call each other ‘Emo partners’.

Hahahs , the question is Loneliness , i know sucks la , sorry . D:

Take care , enjoy and good luck for tomorrow's test !!! :DD

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2/25/2009 06:21:00 PM



February 23, 2009

HI!i am here to post on wat happen to mi on saturday, sunday, monday , tuesday and wednesday...

21/2/09,22/2/09 (saturday,sunday)
went to hist and ss remedial... get back my ss paper and found out tat i get 22/42,same as darryl, i was both shocked and disappointed. i sure is getting lousier and lousier or is tat i had been so lousy from the start and it is getting more nad more difficult, so i getting lower and lower marks? nvm went to cp, spilt with the group , and went to the cheaper coffee shop with jt to eat... then went to skcc to play basketball. well actually not much ppl compared to last time. anw still till thrashed lolz. went home. and slept till 7 and had dinner, and again went to slp.. shuang sia... then sunday, after breakfast i jitao slept from 1 to 5... then dinner and went to do my hw...then again did not finish my hw... slept.

23/2/09 monday,
met same ppl to walk to sch...went to basketball competition on 12.20 and again lose... haiz lose to woodlands spring, well match is veri jin zhang at the 4th quarter as both team was draw, then got extra time, but still lost... haiz.. went bak sch and did some hw.. after tat went to econ to eat... then brought sweets for the class and aso brought HELLO KITTY sweets for my bestie... HOPE she likes it... haha went home, bathe do hw and had supper .... my mum bought porridge from prime market, haha... gg to be a fat pig soon....

24/2/09 tuesday,
well nth much again... onli tat went to econ to eat dinner again, with BESTIE , darryl , kevin and harry... wait all of them to board their bus and walked home. acutally decide to slp from 7 to 7.30. but after 7.30 i decided again till 8 and then till 8.30 and lastly till 9.30 ... lolz... pig sia mi... then did some hw ... and then slept again at near 1 o clock...

25/2/09 wednesday,
bought tings for GUGU again . then went to class, nth much till eng, when it is time for mi to go for my match... tis is my last match for the sch, and actually wanna to work hard to win, but unfortunately lose again... tio thrashed... sadded...maybe because i'm too lousy or i'm too short... haiz...i really missed my basketball team, haiz last time playing with them to contribute to our sch... Well If i am taller maybe i can contribute more to the sch... haiz sianz ah... ..... then bak to sch , went to amath lesson... i was singing throuoghout the lesson haha... i noe my singing sux lolz... then after tat mdm yap went to the sec 5 classes and i spent time playing and joking around... then juinn tat was raped by mi, and was pressed down on the floor for 20 mins... long rite, zzz press until my leg cramp... then went hme, and actually decided to skip dinner but my mum again gan hao wanna to cook porridge and she called mi to eat.... muhahaha.... soon i will become the 2nd WEIJIE... haha lolz.... ok time to go le ... bb . hope every1 have a nice day and aso hav a good night tonight... bye bye...

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2/23/2009 12:24:00 AM



February 22, 2009

Dear readers , some how quite sad today .

Went for guitar today as usual , msg and called her quite a few times but she did not react . neverminds , she was busy . so finished the guitar lesson and she finally back to normal , reply my messages . :D
so offered to pei her for dinner and i went to take bus 3 with kevin . however when on the way , she say she could not go out . Stunned for quite a while and was quite sad . but does not blame her cos its not her fault . No worries dumdum . (:
went to punggol plaza and makan . bought bubble-tea and drank it all the way . suddenly felt so cold and weak when walking home . den reach home and took a nap .
she was reading her book when i was sleeping so , both benefitted . :D
now chatting with her on msn .
will be meeting her tomorrow . quite sian actually , cos still nid to wait till tomorrow . D:

feeling sick now , coughing . tomorrow still got english milestone . hais , stress sia . havent do some homework also .
Get well soon to myself bahhs .
and and again KIMBERLY : I KNOW YOU'RE STILL READING . MUAHAHAHS . XD

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2/22/2009 06:56:00 PM



February 21, 2009

Hey all , very lazy and tired to post larhhs , sorry .

Basically , today had remedial , den went to find kim and we went out .
went to compass and bought her phone , finally , congrats . :D
den went to posb to create her account .
Went to orchard road after that to watch a movie .
den makan-ed and sent her home . while i walked home after that .
SS got 28/42 for your information .
Quite disappointed cos i want an A ! DD:
neverminds , will work hard for it .

take care and goodluck for monday's milestone !! ( english compo ) .
goodbye ~~~

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2/21/2009 10:53:00 PM



hi every1 .... nth much to say about today except tat we basketball team has lost 2 matches since entering the sec round, it is hard... haiz sianz my basketball skill is getting lousier and lousier... anw i dun feel like playing basketball anymore after i finish my role in those matches... feeling quite sian after 4 yrs of playing... haha...
yay i love my physic result 95/100 hhaa first in 4b even though i did not study woohooo... dun sad bestie... haah u can do better than mi de... in 1 day, u will win mi... lolz JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS

Yay mdm yap is more kind towords mi ler... yay haha... mr tan teck meng aso... i enjoy lesson where teaher is good to mi, but i dun enjoy when teacher is biased towards mi... As promised to bestie, i will change to be a good student,and appreciate the teacher good work... and i will try to stop scolding vuglarities. and aso not to fool around in class... hehe... i can do it, i noe i can.... Confidence is wat i need, support from u is wat i wish ... lol... anw feeling tired after those events mention in darryl post... haha... short post... ok time to go ! good bye !

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2/21/2009 12:06:00 AM



February 20, 2009

Hello all . actually damn lazy to post derhhs . lols , but bo bian . D:

As usual again , went to school with cj yq n yf . but den today is yongquan late . surprise not ? -.- nvm , den went to school lorhhs .
Lessons after lessons lorhhs , den recess . Sit together with Kim during recess . den again is lessons after lessons . den den after school , went to play bball and Kim was waiting for me , sorry kim . :X
den den was concentrating on the game and did not notice the time . And it was 1 ?!?!?!?! Suppose to have chinese remedial at 12.45 . den how ? tio kb lorhhs , den nid to write another essay and nid to hand in on monday as punishment . Ma de , den muz finish 2 compre , 2 essay in 1 hour and 30mins time . wtf ? so chiong lorhhs , cos i dowan kim to wait very long . DD:
managed to finish fast and went to find her , den slacked at bus stop for quite a while as she say she wanna go buy phone but i lazy go , cos wearing sch-u and and the big bag , damned . Hmmms , den decided to send her home , muahhahahas . bus-ed to econ and she bought her late lunch . den send her home lorhhs . den i walked to sch , to play basketball .
Finished the game and went to econ with yq n harry . called her down , and went to rooftop garden to slack . all emo sia . :XX
den den she say she wanna buy phone , so all go compass lorhhs . cabb-ed to compass and i pay everything , taoyans~~ neverminds .
den den in the end no stock , tmr den can buy , poor kimberly . DD:
she bought her cup walker while i go shit , stomachache la , taoyans~~
den send her home while harry dunno go whr .
see i so good . :DDD
den walked home with yq and now posting . called her but she seems so sian .
Hais , my fault bahhs . Sorry kimberly . DD:
cheer up !! (:

tomorrow got history and ss remedial again , damn taoyans~~ -.-

cannot find lyrics liao la , cheh hahahahs .

This is for you : KIMBERLY , i know you're reading ! xD

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2/20/2009 10:13:00 PM



February 19, 2009

Hey all , will only be posting on today , cause i've forgotten about the past few days le . xDD

today woke up and went to school as usual , with yongquan , chenjun , yufei . den den went to spc but bought nothing cos the day before i've bought chocolates for KImberly le , :X den den met her at the junction and walked to school together . Sianz , den lessons lorhhs . History test , quite bahhs . (: den is recess , sat with kim and ate together . den again lessons . den after school , ate again . dunno why today had a huge appetite . den went to play basketball . after that went to watch movie with kim . saw joey , siying , javier , xinxing , cheng kiat . neverminds . den den went to dnt at 4 . actually should reach at 3.30 de , den i pei her for awhile more while javier wanna watch show . hahahhas . den went to dnt lorhhs . Did nothing and Kim came to find me . den slacked and decided to go play basketball at punggol there , dunno where la ! With karwong , yongquan , kevin , chenjun , harry . den played a while and went to chat with kim , TAOYANS~~ :XX
den den cj , kevin , harry , went home . while karwong dunno go whr , think he angry bahhs . Cool down karwong . :DDD
den went to econ with kim and yongquan and bought her chocolates . which is her favourite smarties! hahas , enjoy ! (:
den sent her home lorhhs . bet she's tired . hahahas , sorry .
den walked home with yongquan and now posting . ate dinner just now , see ? told you my appetite was huge today . :DD

-Nowadays so many test , damn taoyan sia . DD:

Take care all ~
&& guys , tag when u come our blog okays ? thank you .

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2/19/2009 09:03:00 PM



February 17, 2009

sry guys for not posting for a long time ... as i am busy and nid to do my homework... well will be posting about 14 feb... Valentines' day.... well sad tat did not have the chance to go out with my loved one... but nvm i will still wait for u... then went out with karwong , gerald goh and dorothy... chat at kovan,then nth do went to eat at dunno wat restaurant veri expensive de... then went to esplanade art library with them, tot that it was a normal library, but in the end it was not. sat there lonely as they went to check out their books...

then we accompany dorothy to walk to bugis and then went off.... we 3 nth do... suddenly kar wong hungry and we went bak to esplanade to eat zzz... after tat went to bugis to meet the groups tat is celebrating melvin birthday...so mani ppl... in the end i went with karwong group to dunno where de burger king... sat there watching them eat as i dun wanna eat... then went to bugis seol garden... went in juz by paying dunno 7.50 or 10.50 dollar... but we are not allowed to eat their tings inside... but when they are not here , i juz put some beef in to my mouth lolz.... then sang birthday song for melvin ...

then play at the toilet outside the seoul gardaen which is for the handicapped ones...zzz ... then at last went to e hub... actually tot they wanna go pasir ris park de... sry bestie for telling u tat we r gg to pasir ris park when we r gg to e hub... sry... play arcade awhile then went home...


then 15feb, onli 1 ting is tat i went to cj hse to copy hist notes... nth much...

16feb, went to basketball match, then won, the team tat lost all point middle finger at us, but we juz wave goodbye to them lol... haha.... then today...17 feb, went to lesson thenbasketball at recess and after sch... well tiring... and was noted tat tomorrow had match again... zzz .... sadded every1 wish mi good luck as tomoorow team is strong as tis is sec round ler.... Anw lastly , to bestie, i promise i will change ... giv mi some time...

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2/17/2009 07:58:00 PM



February 16, 2009

this one is during self study on 16/2/09 when dean kana raped , LOLS Cake smash , MUAHAHHAHAHAHS HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN !! AND ALSO HAPPY VALENTINES ! Kevin's ice cream but yufei put something inside , LOLS !!

Dean kana raped , MUAHAHAHHAS


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2/16/2009 10:30:00 PM



Hey all , this would be quite a long post as i did not post for the past few days .
Bear with me alrights ? quite busy anyway .. (:

14/2/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN !! :DDD
Went for SS remedial and played bball after that .Pei yongquan to have his haircut at rivervale mall , den i went home to slack , till 6.00 . den was supposed to meet yeezheng at 6.00 at compass as we decided to buy a present for melvin . But in the end , he came late and whole group was late because of him , damn you yeezheng . -.-
Trained with lots of people to bugis and went to seoul garden . The queue was like , DAMN LONG ? but other restaurants are even worst . So , slacked for quite a while and we splitted into smaller groups . I was with kevin , yufei , melvin , yeezheng raphael , audrey , shirley , marilyn . (think so) and we went to seoul garden . Ate for quite a while and i was like , sweating like hell ? den jiayi came to find us . Den after a while i really cant eat le , so just wait for them to finish their food and we started the birthday song . Everyone was like staring at us ? Maybe because of the 3 girls' voice . :X Den cake-d melvin on his face and all of us was laughing . HAHAHAS SONG .
After that , went to pasir ris , the E-hub , with lots of people . (lazy name) HAHAHS . den yufei and gerald played drum till yufei hand got blister . Hahahs huo gai . :DD
den gamed for a while and cabbed home . I was with yongquan , yufei and audrey . as all stay near each other , :DD
den realise that some presents for melvin are in my bag !! ROFLMAO !!
den melvin msg-ed me , hahahas . Promised not to touch anything and will be returning him on monday . (:
~~END~~

15/2/09
woke up and went to guitar at whitesands Carmel church as usual with raphael , kevin and yufei . (:
Practised till about 2.30 den went to play lan . The shop damn lousy , as it provides as LJ com . cant even play dota , so went to play left 4 dead .
Started to shoot francis (zombie) as CS also cannot play. -.-
reached home , bathed and started to study history till around 11+ . Slept as i was damn tired . :X
~~END~~

16/2/09
Met cj and yq as yufei was late again . He damn cb sia , lols . Went for milestone and managed to complete the history paper . CHEERS !! :DD
break-ed and went to hall to tok about some 'o' level thingy . den went back to class . Physics-ed and SS-ed den was recess time . Met Kim and passed her some of my sweets den went to makan . Two periods of english and Mrs Haffidz didnt come due to her course . den enjoyed the lessons of playing and slacking . hahahhahas , throwing erasers and laughing all the way , LOLS !! den was assembly time . wa knn , super bored , den was sleeping and sweating . damn xinku , DD:
Had headache during assembly and ate two panadols which is taken from raphael .
Felt better and went to spc after that as i'm going for self-study . Good right ?
actually not larhhs , cos msg-ed Kim and know that she was going to watch a soccer match and will be back at around 5 . den stay back because of her leh . So nice right ? i know . LOLS !! So slacked till 5+ in class and had some fun . after that , she still havent come back leh , so play basketball lorhhs . hahahhas . Played awhile and yongquan came back from his match to join us . So was playing till very hiong , for me larhhs . :X
den finished the ball game at around 7 and she finally came . so pei her go home lorhhs , as she decided not to eat her dinner . den again , went to spc to buy some things and send her home , with yongquan . den when reach her house downstairs , she suggested of another ball game . LOLS ! den we agreed and she went home to change . den took her basketball which has no air . yongquan call me to call Karwong and i called to ask him for an air-pump . Went to his house and then , went to the basketball court . Played basketball for quite a while and she wanna go makan . Den she say go spc again , LOLS !! so went to spc and bought some drinks and food . den den send her home lorhhs . hahahas , so walked home with yq . Damn tired and both our mom's was like , calling and kaobei-ing us . LOLS !!

ANYWAY KIMBERLY , THIS IS FOR YOU !! : YOU RUN VERY DRAMA , HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHS !!

reached home and bathed . Had my subway and it was supposed to be my LUNCH , lols !!
Now u guys know why my mom keep spamming calls already ? hahahahs , today had no homework and will be playing my guitar later .
Is this post long ? sorry guys , hahahhas .
~~END~~

PS: i'm still a guitar noob so dun expect too much from me !!

-i wont count anymore as u don't want me to . (:

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2/16/2009 09:45:00 PM



February 13, 2009

Hey all , tomorrow valentines le , bought ur presents already ? (:
anw , still nobody jio me out , lols sad . T.T

Today went to school as usual , chenjun nvr go sch , so went to school with yongquan only . During morning assembly , dunno which cher say nid to read book , den saw Kimberly asking me whether i have extra not , lend her mine as i'm not reading . Lols , den when after assembly , she wanted to return me den i dowan , i say later .
Alrights , Had dnt followed by PE . Had some innovative games and went to recess . Sat with her as she call me to sit with her , lols . After recess , went to class to have lessons . Should be Emaths but mr philip tan took over , so copied seq and end of his lesson . Had chinese , boring larhhs , folding paper the whole lesson . Den is physics test , quite easy larhhs , but cannot full marks , hahahs .
After the test , went to canteen den got a Straw heart from xinwei , den tried to fold and call Kim and xinwei to teach me . In the end i still dunno , lols sorry larhhs , stupid mahhs .
Den is chinese mock exam (paper 2) , sibei sian . finished quite fast and went down to canteen with javier . actually should have dnt de , but all never go , LOLS !! Even javier and ashley , jieying all never go . So decided to go Compass point with harry , kevin , vivian and qiaolin . Down there hang around and harry bought his valentine present for his girl . (:
to harry: i nvr betray you hor . LOLS !!
Slack-ed and went to Comics Connection . den followed by popular .
At popular slack very long , cos down there browsing magazine and chatting about rock bands . hahahhahas :DDD
den Msg-ed Kim and she say that she coming compass alone . As i dun like girls to be alone so i offered to pei her . hahahas .
Met her and went to kfc to slack , followed by Macdonalds . Chatted for quite a moment and she say that her friends eating sushi , so she wanna join . Bwg ..
Den send her till the sushi there and decided to go home . But when taking out , dropped my mp3 player . TAMADE , suay , lols .
Walked to lrt there and saw harry kevin vivian n qiaolin . Den they say they wanna go slack , lols .
Joined them and went to starbucks to slack . On the way , saw Kim , lols , hahahhas , small world . :DD
Den down there talk about alot of things , den teached them some hand tricks , which is stupid de , hahahahs . But they dunno how leh , LAWLS .
Gossiped about many many things , lawls , bo bian , slack jiu shi lidat .
den chatted about bands and also friends .
den kevin went off first . as he has tuition later .
Saw CHEONG HWEE and his 'stead' dunno real anot , hahhahas and his friends too . (:
Den ivan went to dunno whr , and kevin came .
Den kevin chatted for a while till zan kai came and he go . Den ivan come again , zzzzs .
They mei you yuan larhhs , suay . ahahhahs . den we keep suan ivan damn joke . :DD
Den until around 7+ den harry tired and say he want go home . den vivian wanna da bao her dinner , so pei her lorhhs . Den lrt with harry while vivian and qiaolin walk home . :X
Tired larhhs , den playing dota with harry and cj now . should bring work to cj hse de , but very late le so lazy . hahahahs tomorrow bahhs . And tmr SS is 9.30 in classroom , pls be reminded .
to CJ and YQ: tomorrow meet 9 at yq hse downstairs pls , thanks .

PS:the phrase on top is from a song called Tonight . (FM Static)

-Days without , and waiting for her . 17 days and going . It just seems like forever .

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2/13/2009 08:59:00 PM








HAIZ WILL BE MISSING MY HAIR, they are gonna drop after sunday...

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2/13/2009 07:26:00 PM



i am yq.......today went sch help to ask papa and mama(cj and slyvia) to cheer up de... then normal walk to sch... then fucking ting happens at the assemble place... mr philp tan as usual saw mi putting my hand and pressing my fringe down...he giv a smile and then go tell mr hisham... wah gan dulan.. i noe i am wrong to hav fringe... but tis is the last yr in sch and i gg to cut bald soon y dun u giv mi time....

mr hisham--- stand up
mi--- dun wan
yilin(dunnoe spell correct ma 4n1 de)--stand up later u defiance or wat...
mi---wah nbcb
mr hisham--- wat is tat meant to
i ignore him cause dun wanna tio suspension... and arent u stupid isnt it obvious i am saying u....
mr shumugam walk over and call mi to proceed to the general office...

he took 1 form out and call mi to sign and aso muz be sign by my mum... if i mon did not cut my hair i will be sent home... well emoed when ms tan jia sian tok to mi... and then proceeded to my amath lesson, and emo till 2nd lesson which is PE...

well the reason tat y i am tulan is because:
-i was getting angrier and angrier with mr philp tan, i sat there for so long no one notice mi and u did tis ting to mi... i dun care tis time if i am unreasonable or wat... i juz dun care... i am yongquan.... the 1 tat u dun like , u wan to be bias to... scold mi for all u wan... do anything to mi if u wan... but i can tell u when 1 day when i cannot endure anymore, u better be careful... told ms tan tat i had been veri good in the lesson nowadays... u say i good and u aso still scold mi for nth...i dun like it... and i won like to endure it... i HATE U!!! i HATE U ! U BITCH! i cannot endure anymore... no matter wat u c it or dun c it... i juz wan to scold u... u fucking asshole... ok i noe mani ppl like him... if u dun wan to c all tis... scold mi... plz... come on... let mi be more tulan with him.. let mi lost control when i saw him again...i fucking crazy ler... i HATE HIM...1 day i tell u 1 day u will realised tat i will become bak to the defiance yongquan... although i dun really wanna , cause i hav got O lvl tis yr... i dun wanna any trouble ... but wat u doing...得寸进尺... i stop myself from flaring my temoer at u for so mani time... do u noe? u tot i am bad when i did the good tings sometimes... wtf when i was doing good tings i was scolded , i was doing bad tings i was scolded... then y dun i be the bad guy and do the bad tings so i won get scolded for tings i had nt done....i onli noe tat i had been avoiding him whenever i saw him anywhere today.

well dun wanna continue tis suxing sub...
today PE is better, no1 injured during the game lol... anw starting i was in karwong group, maybe teacher c mi running so fast or wat, so change mi go darryl group.. lol he say tat i play well... haha i so bhb... no la actually not mi play well. i play anything is the same de, i use speed to win any1 even when i am sick,i run slower but i will tried my best...
skip to other tings.... today mr cheong class, we had test again...so easy sia... then after sch had chinese lesson and had chinese test. erm not so easy, but i complete fast and joker joey coughed like dying behind mi lolzz... gav her sweet the fisherman friends she ate and stopped coughing... ty mi every1 i stopped the coughing... then went to play basketball till 5.30 and went hme... sianz ah tomorrow valentines day ler... gg to be lonely again for tis yr valentines. ANW thanx for giving mi the present,although u gave it to mani ppl, i still tink it is special. in it u told mi to try my best to get wat i wan, i will really try my best really...


haiz decided to cut my hair till near bald.. any1 wanna join mi for the cutting or go to c mi cut my hair, tell mi... maybe gg on sunday... i still dun bear my hair i had wait so long for it to grow... nvm i will be convincing myself tat i look better in bald...lol cause my mum always say tat i bald more cute...lol...
haiz off to emo i dun wanna cut my hair but i will be sent home if i dun... bye bye every1... haiz confirm tio laugh de when i cut bald....

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2/13/2009 06:36:00 PM



February 12, 2009

YAAAWWWWNNNNSSSS , just woke up from a nap and now posting . Bored , nowadays very sian , dunno why leh , lols .

Today as usual went to meet cj , yq , yf . went to sch tgt and saw raphael .
After that is class , boring larhhs . Keep feeling sleepy in class , dunno why , esp chemistry . lols , den is break for an hour .
went to play bball with some guys and had a slacked match , ok ok larhhs . Den went to chemistry remedial , had retest twice and can go . Anyway , i remembered that we must queue to hand in chemistry paper to mr low , den i carried a chair and put it in between the queue , meaning that i cut almost 3 ppl's queue , den all was like shouting at me , LOLS !! HAHAHHAS OWNED !! .
After that was Dnt 'remedial' . discuss-ed with mdm lim about my project and started to play with markers . Came out with some stupid chinese idioms quiz , super lame derhhs . lols .
Went off as we've got nothing to do . so me , kevin , cj , harry went to spc . Bought some food and went to take bus home .
reached home and bath-ed . On com and took a nap , sleeping for around an hour .
woke up and now makan-ing .
Tired , maybe later will do the second dnt idea and study physics bahhs , as there is a test tomorrow . Hope i score well for this test . (:

PS: the phrase on top is from a song called Warmness on the Soul . (avenged sevenfold)

-Days without , and waiting for her . 16 days and going .. It just seems like forever .

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2/12/2009 06:58:00 PM



Well nth much to say bout today... juz tat i failed my chem test sianz... 1st time sia... haizz... not being in 3 chem lesson already because of basketball... haiz... anw after sch had the retest and then went to 4a read the storybook tat mrs haffidz lend us... lolz mrs haffidz aso started to noe mi ler haha ... then awhile after i play basketball in 4a class... lolz jiunn tat was being cross over mi mani times by mi... haha owned...then went bak hme and post rite now... i noe i missed mani tings out but i dunnoe wat... haha maybe darryl will post bout it... lolz ...sry i not time to post tis few days.... 2 more days to valentine day...dunno wan go where lei... or maybe stay home? lolz....

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2/12/2009 06:33:00 PM



February 11, 2009

sry for not posting tis few days cause no time... lolz... anw yay she finally forgive mi... yay thanx ... anw not so hyper active tis week as i was sick finally.... saturday had fever, sunday throat pain so cough, flu and gastric all came to say hi to mi...lolz... sian sian sian... anw same as darryl loner for valentines... anw i had not go out on valentines day be4.... lolz... tis yr aso no more ... sian... lolz...i enjoy with my coffee ba... we horny brothers ... lolz jkjk... anw suay sia police came to our sch and find us juz for our sec 2 prob lol
anw dun be mistaken, we are the victims haha.... the police veri joker plus horny aso haha...

will not posting long as i had long forgotten wat had happen tis week haha... tis is the prob for not posting everyday haha .... lastly sad my team lost to chung cheng sec sch ... i cannot run much in the game as i was sick sianz... 3 win 1 lose... if i am ok ... i will try my veri best haizz... anw gd nite to all of u ... slp well

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2/11/2009 07:48:00 PM



Hey all , damn tired . :X 他妈的！ Miss farah just announced that SATURDAY GOT SS REMEDIAL . Damn spoiler sia , what a valentines . lols . Sians 1/2 .

Today nothing to post larhhs . Starting , went to school with yufei and yongquan . Chenjun nvr go school today . Assembly-ed and went back to class lorhhs . Had lessons as usual and got 2 test . Chemistry i jialat , dun even noe hw to do a question . lols , tmr nid go remedial le . Den the next test is maths . Maths i got a careless at the last question . So no full marks le . T.T
Sad larhhs , lols . Den class ended and got maths remedial next . wanted to play bball but shu hao say got npcc training so cannot lend ball . Fcuked up and went back to class . Had maths remedial and went home with clarance .

Makan-ed and now posting . Finished my english and ss le . Later doing dnt bahhs . Now no mood for everything , dunno why these few days very tired sia . Maybe not feeling quite well bahhs .

To Cianyuhh : Now we're just normal friends .. Although i dowan but but , best wishes for you 2 yea . Last long , i've already been forgotten . All the days we had together , its just the past , which won't happen once again ..

PS: the phrase on top is from a song called Crossroads . (avenged sevenfold)

-Days without , and waiting for her . 15 days and going . It just seems like forever .

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2/11/2009 07:01:00 PM



February 10, 2009

Hey all , valentine is coming , has everyone got your partner ? Well i dun have any , aiya loner is lidat de , so guys , muz prepare yourself well and surprise her ah . All the best !!

9/2/09 ;
i lazy post larhhs , T.T
anyway its her birthday on 9th feb , so waited till 00 00 to wish her but but in the end , she dun appreciate . Neverminds , went to bed after that . As usual , went to meet chenjun and yufei and yongquan to go school . den yufei this cb dunno why keep late sia , f*** him la hor . lols . den school is boring ..
Skipped the self study and went out with yongquan and harry to makan . Harry has to wait till 5 as he has some personal things to do so we pei him . went to my void deck there and did my homework . Pei harry to deliver his things to her and harry went off . so yongquan and i decided to go home to complete our homework . Reached home , bath-ed and on com . den xinwei mei msg me to go do homework with her . Wtf ? -.- Neverminds , called yongquan and i went to find her first . den we went to yongquan hse to do . Saw his dog and its damn cute . :X But yongquan de dog damn horny sia , just like the owner . LOLS !! the dog keep fucking me with that position and keep touching my sensitive part . 妈的 , lols , entertain-ed the dog a while and went to complete my english compo and chemistry . den played with yongquan while xinwei go home first . Went home at around 10+ and finished my homework and went to bed , tired day .

10/2/09 ;
Again , went to sch with chenjun and yongquan . Yufei leh ? He fucking late la , lols . School-ed and went to the damn english remedial . Nvr bring Kingsway and tio kb by eng cher , sua . After that is history and we managed to cover 2 seq today , good job !! :DD den M&M's time . got 3 packets total but shared with friends . Went to play bball today but still very tired . There are quite alot of players there , namely me , cj , yq , clarance , yx , dean , francis , jermyn , jl , harry , raphael (hehehehehhe) , zan kai , sam , melvin while kevin and jiunn tat join us later (sorry if miss out any) . Play half-court at first followed by full-court . Today my shooting and skills not bad , quite on form bahhs . :DD
Spc-ed and went home . Now posting , feeling tired and no appetite .

Feeling quite sick today , very weak and tired . Cough + lil sneeze also . Felt cold and will be bringing jacket tomorrow . No appetite to eat leh , but later gastric . So what should i do ? hais .. DDD:

To Cianyuhh : Days without you were tough , but i'll still try to fight back alone . You have his accompany , so you wont feel alone . Hais , i hope you're my valentine , but now its all gone , all gone .. You take care bahhs . Hope you enjoy your valentines . Best wishes and all the best .

Still waiting for a miracle , but its most likely impossible . Blasting music in my room , lols sian mahhs .

To every couples : You must cherish what you got now , or it'll be too late to regret when she/he left you . Last long .

I'm still available on saturday , anyone jio me out ? Or i'll be at home during valentines , every year is the same .. Loner would be the best word to describe me .

-Days without , and waiting for her . 14 days and going .. It just seems like forever .

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2/10/2009 07:41:00 PM



February 8, 2009

Hey all , today quite a busy day , good to post . hahahahs .

In the morning , my cousin and uncles came to my house . But cant pei them cos gotta learn guitar . :DDD
Met yufei and bus-ed to white sands . Makan-ed and went to the church . hahahs .
Self-intro-ed and start to learn . Learnt the placing and handling of guitars . Splitted into groups with me yufei and kevin . Raphael tio pangseh . LOLS . Den leant the G, D and C chords . and the damn guitar keep out of tune so must call the teacher to help us . QUite fun anyway and got refreshments with donuts !! Woohoooo .
Den stay-ed back after class and played for a while . Chatted with lots of teachers and went out . Decided to visit the 'Red House' even though could not go in . Saw AZHAR'S name . hhaahhahas joke . Heard stories about the 'Red House' and seems like its quite normal . Neverminds . Went to E-Hub to have a drink . Cup walker-ed and raphael went home first . Den kevin went to sign up for his Nebo . Slacked for around 30mins so that kevinc an collect his card . den went to arcade to play . As kevin use his voucher . den yufei also have . den daytona-ed for a few rounds and went to play bball . HAHAHHAHAHHAS DAMN FUNNY !! Kevin put his card in his pocket , when he play basketball . den the scanner was just in front of his pocket when he play . So went he shoot the ball , the scanner will scan the card . den we keep got credits , PLAY UNTIL WE DOWAN PLAY , AND WE ANYHOW THROW , LOLS !! DAMN JOKE . Played like around 10-15 times bahhs . Hand damn tired , den we anyhw throw . Took a video below , hahahs and its very very fun !! :DDD



Den went to eat SUPER RAPHAEL . LOLS !! Should be superdog bahhs . hahhahas , den went down . Kevin actually wanted to check his bank account balance but i go press $100 when he is checking . den he withdraw 100 for nothing . LOLS , den he guailan me all the way home , :XX
Reached home bathe . Played guitar just to practise . den den on com for mails and msn . Gonna study SS later bahhs . Yawns . Bored .

To cianyuhh: Hais , i've got nothing to tell you anymore . Just just , take care . Goodbye my love . Anyway , Happy birthday to you . May all your wishes come true ..

PS: The phrase on top is from a song called 擦肩而过 by Sam lee (李圣杰)

-Days without , and waiting for her . 12 days and going ..

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2/08/2009 08:44:00 PM



February 7, 2009

Ohayo readers , hahas . Today is a boring day ..

Woke up in the morning , prepared and went to meet yongquan and chenjun . In the end , chenjun overslept , so left me and yongquan . lols , -.- Den went to spc , bought food and walked to school . Den saw chenjun as his dad/mom drove him to sch . lols . 真好命.. den SS remedial-ed and is history turn . Finished history and went to the econ there de hawker centre to makan . Den saw a china guy ask the bangala the prata how much and he speak chinese to him . Me and karwong laugh until cannot tahan. LOL , saw mr stephen low and he sat with us . Makan finish and went home . Packed and went down to find yufei . Bus-ed to white sands to find kevin . den we cabbed to the church but when halfway , that guy called yufei as yufei miss called him earlier . den he say today cant register , and register through phone jiu ok le , no nid come down . WTF ? F u yufei . den cabbed halfway and called the taxi uncle to stop . in the the cab fare was 3.60 cos we just went a U-turn and a short distance . damn joke . den discuss-ed for a while and decided to go peninsular to buy raphael's guitar cos he attending the course with us too . lols . den AGAIN cabbed to penin . Bored boring boredom . den he bought and we AGAIN AGAIN cabbed to parklane to play lan . Dota-ed for 2 round , both rounds own them , hahahas . CS-ed afterwards and raphael damn funny , he screams when he kana killed . LOLS !! den went to plaza singapura to have my dinner . Mac-ed and train-ed home . yufei was sick halfway , den he slept in the mrt . lols .. thats for today .. Yawns .

To cianyuhh: now i realise everything was just a lie . Everything was over . You're gone . Maybe M.I.A would be the best way for me , but u can contact me anytime you want . I'll lend a listening ear and a caring shoulder . Take care baby , goodbye . All the best for him , wish you 2 happy ending . D:

PS:the phrase on top is from a song called your call . (secondhand serenade)

-Days without , and waiting for her . 11 days and going ..

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2/07/2009 09:08:00 PM



went to sch after ss is history ... then i emo till end of class and then mr philp tan tok to mi...he noe tat i am veri angry with him then dunno say wat if the camera caught mi, then will have to retake.... zzz then he onli scold mi tat day cannot not say properly meh...


ok after sch we went to eat , and all went hme except mi and karwong, we decide to go play basketball.. after awhile, we went to the punggol sea there... windy... ppl say tat u can stop emoing when u r near the sea... but tat absolutely dun work for mi... tinking of her every minutes... then we decided to play stones and c hu can throw the furthest... ok then after tat i leave his hse and went home... on my way i send a sms to her... but it was suppose to send to kar wong... i am so stupid...

then after reach home i found out tat she was angry when i avoid her... i had totally misunderstood her... i am darn pathetic... i am darn stupid... and i am really a fucking bastard...Plz forgive mi forgive tis fucking bastard... Dun be angry anymore plz... Plz i do tis because i love u and i tot tat u would not like mi and had like another guy... but i wrong ... i am sry... plz forgive mi... i really cannot be without u... i really nid u.... plz forgive mi... plz give mi sometimes let mi change for the better... i plead for ur forgiveness... i noe it is difficult to forgive mi... but i am sry... i can onli say tis i am sry... and i love you!!!PLZ

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2/07/2009 05:05:00 PM



i remember u once ask mi y i love u. i dunnoe how to reply u in the past but now i noe the answer is "nothing because 爱情是麻木的。 爱你就是爱你，不能改变的。 爱情是不用原因的。我只想说我爱你永远永远。"

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2/07/2009 12:23:00 AM



February 6, 2009

WELL composed `1 song with my gugu XINWEI today... lolz... suppose to juz to make myself cheer up everyday, so i decided to compose the song lolz..

the song is like 童话 AND WELL here it goes


name = 童话=小鸡(name by mi)

我愿变成农场里，你养的那只小鸡，
张开翅膀转眼便成一只鸡，
你要相信小鸡长大后会被送到KFC
煮熟后炸鸡是结局

composed by: xinwei and yongquan...
GUGU and NEPHEW

well its short.. every1 comment on tis song lolz

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2/06/2009 11:49:00 PM



i am yq!!! i duno y , y teachers are so biased towards mi .... mi wrong scold mi , mi rite scold mi . mi nvr do anything aso scold mi...

today CHANNEL NEWS ASIA REPORTERS came to our sch ... they went to sec 4a and interview them... i had nvr seen how a reporter work so is veri happy... and peep in through the window with kevin.... well then mi alone was scolded by kevin... kevin tis is not scolding u... but i am rather unhappy with mr philp tan... wat aso scold mi....

tis is the conversation...( tink is almost the same)

MR tan : yongquan, u think is funny ?
mi : wah when did i tot tat it is funny i aso nvr say anything, u all aso nvr say cannot c... c got wrong meh...
MR tan : u better dun giv mi tis face...( well when did i giv u any face wtf)
mi: WAH.....( then MR chiu pushed mi into the class....maybe he noes tat i get veri angry easily and if i shout 1 vagualities, punggol sec reputation will be ruined.....

wah mr tan u tink i am afraid of u, i can tell u here tat i am not even afraid of u ... u wan to noe how a bad student act i can show it to u... last time not i shout vagualities aso say mi shout wtf... dun u tink tat u r pretty bias to mi... u call mi to change and u aso always accused mi for nth... fuk man ... u wan cane mi jiu cane mi la , i dun care now. NB kevin aso there u juz scold mi, y u think bully small or wat sia... if not for mr chiu i can tell u i will argue with u to the end even if i will have a definance case or canning.... wah i aso dunno tat i cannot peep through the window... i am juz too interested with the reporters and u tink i am trying to cre8 trouble...zzz....u noe tis is the 1st time i saw reporters... i really veri tulan now.... interested with reporters aso muz get scold , and somemore is alone get scold... call mi change and u gave mi such a fuking attitude and how to u expect mi to change... darn ur excuses... darn u... i can tell u if u accuse mi 1 time i will juz flared out... i won giv a darn even if u are the lvl deem...
and plz la u wan mi change and i was trying and u so bias towards mi ...wah tink k, wah...


PERSONAL MATTERS:i really duno wat i am doing... i am so much feel with jealously... i onli noe tat i had started to avoid u again... i noe i sldnt be jealous... but whenever i c u and him , i will juz walk past and treat as nth has happen..but nowadays i noe tat i being avoiding u again... my reasons of avoiding u is tat i dunnoe how to face u ... whenever i face u , i jiu emo ler.... i really wish all tis would not happen... SECONDLY, i dunno wat sld i do whenever i am in ur presence... i can aso peep at u sometimes from my corner of my eye... sometime i tink when our eyes are nearly met i will immediately move my eye somewhere... i dunno y ... i juz cannot control... i am still scare to approach u.... i cannot forget the days be4 sec 4 ... the dark days when i was always alone... when i tink of u... Well actually when u told mi to be bak as ur best fri, i was kind of upset for a moment... i was tinking tat u dun like mi anymore, u sure dun like mi anymore...AT tat time my heart aches alot...WELL whenever i tot of u , i felt like crying... i noe i am foolish, but i juz cannot control.. so wats the fucking problem is happening to mi...NVR SMS U AND CHAT WITH U FOR 2 DAYS as i tot tat u would not nid mi, but prefer speaking to other of ur friends... So i decide not to sms u on both of tis day ... but whenever i remember u , i will pick out my phone... but still nth ...i really wish to c ur sms everytime or c ur name appearing from a incoming call.. i noe i still cannot forget the life when we always chat with 1 another every nite... but will tis happen again... i cry, i plead , i shout, i endured, and i emo... but tis days will nvr come bak... i missed the days... i miss u ... i miss the moments... i plead them to be bak but till now there is still nth... i realise tat tis days will onli come bak, but onli in my dreams...

u will nvr remember mi, u will nvr miss mi... but i really miss u... really love u.... I noe i am breaking my promise of be ur best fri... but i really cannot help it, i cannot resist it... i am scare... PLZ call mi a coward, plz call mi a sucker, or plz kill mi... but i will still remember u... i am stating tis unhappiness in my blog not to blame but juz to confess my feeling... i juz hope tat u will understand y i still avoiding u .... i won blame u... its my fault... i sld not had tot tat u will love mi anymore... I am tis sucka sucker yong quan....

WELL chat with darryl as darryl has said... then spoke to zice evelyn and darryl again , hoping to cheer myself up.. darryl even tried to tell mi jokes, but i still cannot laugh... i still tinking about uuu!!!!!!!

not gg to do hw again as i am totally not in the mood to do... done juz 1 math question in the self study today, slept all the way through the self-study after... well, yq listen u muz concentrate on ur work starting tis saturday 7/2/09 ... u muz worked hard... i do not want to be depised, i will prove to all teachers tat look down on mi... i will shoe them tat i can be the veri best.... i really wish i can do tat... but can i?

yq work hard work hard...

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2/06/2009 10:48:00 PM



This is the damn blister , DD:

Yes, the new spiderman just climbed over the fence . lols .

King of monkey , LOW YONG QUAN . :DD

Monkey francis lols .

Litter school , lols .. i did add abit . :XX

kelian de raphael , heheheheheheheh , LOLS

Mushroom lye , kana pranked . LOL

clarance long 贱 ouch , LOLS !!

Javier who ? KANG JUN larhhs . LOLS

Javier who again ? KANG JUN !! :XX

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2/06/2009 08:50:00 PM



Hey all , bored boring boredom . Trying my best not to emo , give me some time peoples . D: and and , imh . ):

today first lesson is dnt , mdm lim dunno why damn high and guailan in the morning . Machiam ki siao lidat , made our sch laugh like siao . hahahas , what a good day to start . Den den its PE time , played so called 'baseball' but use mini-tennis equipment . lols , quite fun . den den tragedy happened . Yongquan knock-ed down darren and he hurt his hand , but no1 blame you , so dun be guilty or what . (: Next , recess . Dunno why my hand keep trembling , lols . hahahs joke . den den is emaths time , quite fun . AND AND I'M LEARNING RUBIK'S CUBE . Learnt halfway and know how to make till second row le . left last step , hahahs . jiayou to myself . den den is chinese , aiya TTM de lesson damn bored de larhhs . say abt the format , lols .. yawns . Den is physics . The stupid clip damn funny , lols .. Mr Cheong so cute . :DDDD after that , went to spc . went back to class and took the chinese mock exam . waste time , -.- finished quite fast and went out to the Dnt self-study . Reached there , complete the internet source and slacked till 5 . damn funny sia , played with markers till mdm lim come back ffrom her meeting . We put ppl's name and draw a mind-map . Linking all those craps , damn joke . HAHAHAHAHS , i love the dnt class, :DD after that , went to play bball . Ma de , again tragedy . but the victim is me . T.T anyway , darren went to see doctor for $40 but he claimed insurance from the school . LOL . den den played for quite long of basketball . the result of the basketball for me is a SPRAINED LEG , 2 SCRATCHES AND AND A F***ING BIG BLISTER . DDD: Went to spc again and went to yongquan hse downstairs and share our stories . Appreciated cos i makes me feel better , thanks yongquan . :DD den went home and now posting .
Tomorrow need to go back school , yawns . gotta go learn guitar tomorrow with kevin and yufei , hope i can learn something . Busy day tomorrow . :D

To cianyuhh: Hais , we're drifting apart , but but i cant help it anyway . baby take care . Hope ur sorethroat faster heal , cos its painful for you , && i dowan !! Get well soon baby , *prays* . Baby , u must do well for ur studies . You dowan tag jiu dowan tag larhhs , i dowan force you . idk what happened , but but , i dun like this . Just a tag , izzit so difficult ? Maybe is my fault , i apologise .. But at least tell me what happened ?


PS:the phrase on top is from a song called your call . (secondhand serenade)

-Days without , and waiting for her . 10 days and going ..

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2/06/2009 08:23:00 PM



today got basketball match with caberra sec and we won by 1 point... was veri jin zhang at tat moment...
1st quarter--->i was not in but aso veri jin zhang caberra sec versus us 10 to 0 respectively... means tat we score 0 in 1st quarters...
2nd quarter----> i was in.... and scored the 3rd goal for our team 1st and 2nd goal was by sheng yang...hooray... i am not so stressed anymore ... i noe i can do it...
3rd and 4th quarter--->chased up them.... and win by a free throw by herman lolz.... so 37 to 38...

after tat sat bus back sch, tok to my gan kor kor Vincent(he is my gan kor kor cause mani ppl say we veri alike in looks and nature lolz)... tok bout mani tings...

reached sch went to class and found out tat our class is playing rubber bands war ...zzz wtf.... then went to play basketball with friends... lolz wtf so happy at the competition and back here i find tat mi not on form again... lolz... nvm still can win...

went econ eat with karwong and tok of mani tings....appreciated tat tok ... we tok till about 8 sth and ivan and jun hao (juz noe today) came.... tok tok tok and at 9 mi and karwong decided to go hme... reached home darn tired , bathe and decided not to do my hw today and will leave it till sat to do them.... call mi lazy if u want....

From all the talks with fri and bro today, i understood mani tings... even after seeing darryl post, make mi understand more which is aso equal to EMO EMO EMO...

i dunnoe wat i am doing recently, but i will not say out y i am suddenly feeling so emo... i really dunnoe wat to do... really wish tis would nvr happen to mi...

And darryl dun suicide becuase of all tis tings, it not worth it ... U remember tat time when i told u i wanna suicide tat time, if it not because of u, maybe i am not standing here ler... i really dun wan all tis to happen...

Y? tell mi y ? Y muz this kind of things happen to us.... i would nvr forget...

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2/06/2009 12:47:00 AM



February 5, 2009

Emo not ? thinking of this just now . can i ? DD:

During chem i tio cancer , keep dropping hair ..

Hey , i find that the blogskin is okay , so no worries yongquan . :DD
today quite sian , but still ok larhhs . Kana scratch by zankai again , yawnns , same pattern somemore , wtf .

Schooooooooooool time , nothing interesting to elaborate , just that msg her .. But , she say she wanna msg other guys . So , bwg let her lorhhs . hais , D: . Off-ed my phone for 2 hours , den on back when sch finished . den she say nvr msg le , hais so continue . Play raping game in class and went to play basketball . Den nvr notice a ball flying towards me , den hit me on the head . Damn pain , you noe why ? I bite my tongue , Knnbccb . fucked up. Den played basketball with lots of guys and finished . Went to spc and bus-ed home . Skipped the self-study cos very tired . den walked home with chenjun . Emo-ed on the way but didnt show only .
I told her that i want emo , den she say anything .. i bwg , nvm . i told her i wanna die , she say can dun keep say die die die anot ? Very piss de .. Wth , neverminds . i went to the 4th floor on my block , stay-ed there for a period of time . i asked about the essay i helped her , in the end , havent hand in .. Neverminds , den i told her i wanna jump off the building , goodbye . guess what she say , SHE SAY -.= TAKECARE , TATAAA~~~ . WTF ? den i took the picture on top , and thinking of going to the 17th floor . but but what about my parents ? My friends ? decided not to and went home , hais .. most emo today .. den went home , bath-ed (35mins) and went to my room . Anyway , i didn't msg her at all till now . She didn't even care .. so i asked my mom . Below was my conversation between me and my mom about suicide :

darryl: 妈，如果我自杀你会怎样？
mom: 哭死啦 ， 干吗突然问这个？
darryl: 嗯，没事 ， 问爽而已
mom: 如果你爸爸死你会不会哭？一样的吗。
darryl: ...... *went back into the room*

Hais , i should not yea , suicide . Maybe must think of other way le .. took a nap for around 1hr+ and now posting . Anyway , chenjun oso got a blog , tag him soon after his CBox was made. (:
Anyway , i love the picture on top . Very emo . lols . and and i miss her alot . DD:

To cianyuhhh: why must you treat me lidat ? DDD: neverminds , i dun blame you . So dun take it to heart . Hope you find a better love , far better than me . and and , hope you happy . You can't speak because of sorethroat , but that makes you even more cute . take care baby . Drink more water and cover blanket when u sleep . I won't expect that u'll miss me , maybe i'm already or SHOULD BE ALREADY dead in your heart . ily , but u don't . iwy , but u dowan . imy , but u don't . iny , but u dun nid me ..

Dear god , please heal her sorethroat , u can have the punishment on me . thank you .

PS: the phrase on top was from the song called thunder . (Boys like girls)


-Days without , and waiting for her . 9 days and going ..

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2/05/2009 06:47:00 PM



hi sry for not blogging oftenly and aso tis post is to tell u tat the blog is ok ler ..... Sry for the disturbance.. anw today get bak math paper and my mark is 22/37... low bah lolz ... i dun mind actually cause i did not study veri hard in tis paper... lolz mr ong kan bu qi wo... mi confirm prove to u c tat i can be the best in the class... i wana study ler... but lazy zzz hw aso nvr do... sadded....

haiz gg to suffer a sorethroat tomorrow...cause shouting formation all those in basketball cca and eating macdonald as supper cause i nvr eat any dinner.... no money lor sad... tot i nid to endure the whole hungry ting till the next day recess but my mum suddenly ask mi wanna eat macdonald lolz... too happy to hear it and immediately agreed... i treated her with my piggy bank money cause it her birthday lolz....today 4/2 is eng bithday ... tomorrow 5/2 is her chin birthday lolz....

aiyo actually wan chat with bestie de but she too tired ... sobs... nvm..continuing working hard on ur studies .. i noe u can make it to ur aims to be a meridian next time.... jy i will always support u de... although we has our misunderstanding u will always remain as my most important person...

lazy do hw so on computer make blogskin lolz.... finally succeeded finding a new blogskin although got alittle bit gay....


PS: CIANYUHH, pplz dun blame darryl ... he is already veri stressed in exam in realationship..... if not we won shared a blog call emo boy ... we cre8 it juz to express all our feeling... And darryl she is not dun wan to tok to u... but muz wait for chance de ma... u noe like a queue like tis answer 1 question at a time ma.. and kevin is her pri sch fri ma so will communicate better... so u all dun quarrel over such a trival matter.... And darryl is tis blogskin nice?

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2/05/2009 12:36:00 AM



February 3, 2009

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Posting on todays happening .. Boring ..
Went to school today , aiya , chenjun and yufei late again . Everytime lidat de .. Chenjun still ok , but yufei yufei , jialat . -.-

School-ed today and was very normal . However , after school got a hour of break . So went to play soccer .. Ok la , quite fun . :DDD OH YA , play with clarance den den he hug-ed me , lift me up and dropped me . Nabey , lost balance and fell on the floor straight . Super pain , ma de . Went to the toilet and made a washed up . lols , den got remedial english first . Played in my group , namely francis , yixiang , ashley and joey . They not our group de , cos darren and shu hao got bio . den dey join lorhhs , nvm . Den SS self-study next . Managed to finish the sbq given and was quite emo there . did not tok at all .. :X
Played basketball after the self study with me , yong quan , chenjun , kevin , raphael , harry , Jasmine , kar wong . Quite fun , den SPC-ed and decided to go makan at kevin hse there ..
Went there with cheng han , yong quan , karwong , kevin , gerald , yufei and me .
Some ate fried rice , except for kw , ch , yf gerald . Payed , and went to the PP there de bus-stop . Walked home anyway . -.-
Quite free today as no homework . hahahas . Finished actually .
But But , i still miss her .. DD: Hais , sad ..

Anyway , hope teacher nvr catch my hair tomorrow .
&& yufei , wish you good luck . :DD

To Cianyuhh : you must take care . Cover blanket everynight as u gets cold easily .
Drink more water and sleep early . && , ily , imy , iny , iwy . D:

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2/03/2009 08:53:00 PM



February 2, 2009

Lols , emo with my guitar . :XX Anyhow play de . xDD

Playing with my hair in the toilet . :XXXX

Chenjun acting cute , lols .

Hi kevin . :DDD

Sam bei tou pai ? LOL

Dean kana raped in class .. HAHAHAHHA


Alrights , Start the day with maths test ..

Wahhs , difficult , fail liao . :X den Class-ed till end of the day . Den got assembly , wahhs not very bored . :DD
Den den , went to spc to buy things . Bought chips and drinks and went to class . Cause got self study mahhs , den buy lorhhs . Slacked a while and started to do my SS . Managed to finish and started to play with chenjun and jasmine . Took her wallet and pencil case and played monkey . LOLS , den she poke my mouth , nabey damn pain . lols , neverminds . Den , again slacked till 5 and went to play basketball with cj , kevin , sam , melvin , cheng han . called clarance dey all but they dowan . Sua , we play ourself . Den play till damn funny and tired liao den saw clarance . He joined us for around 2 games den all went off . Very tired , hahahas .
Now posting and maybe will dota later . Very tired sia , the self-study . DDD:

PS: To everyone who noe abt me and her , yea its gone .. She's gone . So , i dun think i stand a chance . But but , i'll still wait . && thanks guys for concerning .
Appreciated alot . Brothers for lifes . :DDD

take care and enjoy ur sec 4 life , LOLS !

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2/02/2009 08:26:00 PM



no scoldings except luckily getting a 10 dollar popular vouncher lolz... anw today basketball CCA sux... all those graduates came bak included those tat i hate ... but mostly is good to mi, onli got 1 or 2 i dun quite like.... then play half court match lose mani time cause got brendan and dianel(dunnoe spell correct ma) in... wtf i am not even half of their height....

then proceeded to full court match... my senior player lost to those graduate... but luckily we win those seniors.... i score 1 layup and was foul so counted foul in got 1 free throw...But sad ah the ball not in...sadded nvm still win...

funniest tings of today basketball cca when i was jogging, i saw 1 sec 1 basketball boy tio mr ong kao bei tio cry cause he scolded vuagarities at ming yang... lolz dare scold jiu no nid cry ma ... though he even go 顶撞 mr ong...stupid... but 顶撞 mr ong is no prob to mi lei onli angry at mr ong awhile nia... my darling lei u tink wat lolz...


tis is the voting result now:1 person vote( 1)
5 person vote (2)


zzz sian my pocket money is gg to kevin mouth ler....



tis is to -
tings has passed so dun tink bout it concentrate on ur studies and dun grieve over it anymore... i really dun blame u anymore... BE HAPPY!!!


let it go
2/02/2009 08:23:00 PM