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February 7, 2011

Such a long time without posting. My blog doesn't seems like last time anymore. no more visitors i guess.


I find myself very useless in life. Life is like 3 years ago. Every time i remember the past, i just find myself in tears. I know you will not see this. But I don't know how to forget you. Is this jealousy again ?


With/without talking to you, there is no difference. I just couldn't change my feelings towards you. Yeah, you might not be my first love. But you are someone I love the most now. I know I cannot change your feelings towards me. But I do not have any way now. I am just useless.


I find some of my friends not really worthy of my trust. What the use of being loyal to a clique, and then get dao-ed and sometimes only come and find you when they need. What the use of being with friends that only know how to find you when you are useful. What the use. I just hope that not anyone of you is capable of making me flared up totally. I'm scare of become real violence towards you all. But...


Family problem arising. And I just couldn't do anything. Can anyone tell me how to end all this sufferings. Hais.

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let it go
2/07/2011 12:02:00 PM