February 13, 2011
难道我为你做的一切，一点都不如他吗？难道我所为你做的一切还远远不够吗? hais
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2/13/2011 03:24:00 PM
February 11, 2011
Now i have no one i need to confide to. No one to accuse me. No one to talk with. No one to be with. Are you pleased with yourself ?
Labels: Am I really enjoying this?
let it go
2/11/2011 09:32:00 PM
I enjoy to be accused by people. I enjoy to create a bad name for myself. That's me yong quan :D
let it go
2/11/2011 08:24:00 PM
February 10, 2011
What the point of helping 1 person and in the end he say you all those. I've enough. Trying to help you to score well and this is what you give me. Nevermind, i had used to it. i shall not own you anything. by next week, i am returning everything i own you to you. after that, we don own each other anything. If you want 4 years like this gone, well i can do it too.
I am not scare of you. I am giving you face now. don push me to the limit. this is the very first time, and if you want play, come get it then.
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2/10/2011 08:42:00 PM
February 7, 2011
Such a long time without posting. My blog doesn't seems like last time anymore. no more visitors i guess.
I find myself very useless in life. Life is like 3 years ago. Every time i remember the past, i just find myself in tears. I know you will not see this. But I don't know how to forget you. Is this jealousy again ?
With/without talking to you, there is no difference. I just couldn't change my feelings towards you. Yeah, you might not be my first love. But you are someone I love the most now. I know I cannot change your feelings towards me. But I do not have any way now. I am just useless.
I find some of my friends not really worthy of my trust. What the use of being loyal to a clique, and then get dao-ed and sometimes only come and find you when they need. What the use of being with friends that only know how to find you when you are useful. What the use. I just hope that not anyone of you is capable of making me flared up totally. I'm scare of become real violence towards you all. But...
Family problem arising. And I just couldn't do anything. Can anyone tell me how to end all this sufferings. Hais.
Labels: Love. Friends. Family...
let it go
2/07/2011 12:02:00 PM
