May 20, 2010
Please don't hate me for what I done. I know I suck I know... I'm ready to die... Not loving you is harder than you know, thus I decided that i will have to escape the fate. Escape from reality. Escape from myself. Dear god why did you want me to live, Can you help me understand. I suck so much. I sucks. It's impossible. Look at me, and you see a stupid man, who sucks. Will this nightmare be over soon? I don't know why, but I felt that I am falling too much into the trap, so in order not to hurt anyone, I decide to leave again. Accept my apology as I lose myself in anguish to get over you. This nightmare is killing me and is hurting me because of my little confidence in love now. HAIS.
Labels: I hit another dead end.
let it go
5/20/2010 10:05:00 PM