May 26, 2010
Well, kind of feeling better with the answer. But, I think I won't be okay soon only after some times. Please give me some time. If I have just a little chance, I will wait for this 3 year. But nevermind since now I know that I don't have much chance. I will be well one day. I just wish to cry out one day and scream out. Don't feel bad. I promised you that I will be fine one day. And I will. I'm a man of my words, and I will do what I promised, since I hate people who break promises. I will be strong and will be happy whenever you are happy. Please stay happy girl. It's not your fault. It's my choice. I knew that it was impossible, but I prefer knowing the truth. Sorry for making you sad too.
let it go
5/26/2010 09:38:00 PM
May 20, 2010
Please don't hate me for what I done. I know I suck I know... I'm ready to die... Not loving you is harder than you know, thus I decided that i will have to escape the fate. Escape from reality. Escape from myself. Dear god why did you want me to live, Can you help me understand. I suck so much. I sucks. It's impossible. Look at me, and you see a stupid man, who sucks. Will this nightmare be over soon? I don't know why, but I felt that I am falling too much into the trap, so in order not to hurt anyone, I decide to leave again. Accept my apology as I lose myself in anguish to get over you. This nightmare is killing me and is hurting me because of my little confidence in love now. HAIS.
Labels: I hit another dead end.
let it go
5/20/2010 10:05:00 PM
May 10, 2010
The murderer by alesana
It is about time?
Oh yes it is, it really is!
Let's get this party started!
My hands are shaking...
Just take a drink, steady your nerves.
Let's get this party started!
Are you ready to run?
I've been waiting patiently for this...
Are you ready to run?
I've been waiting patiently for this...
Are you ready to run?
I've been waiting patiently for this...
Are you ready to die?
Cause lately it seems I'm going insane!
Please don't get up!
Oh no, you're fine right there!
Just don't mind me as I take you all in!
So drink 'em up, oh yes just slam 'em down!
Have one on me as I lock you all in!
My sweet little sheep your wolf has come...
You should know I'm dangerous.
My thirst for blood turns me on...
How sweet...
Is this what we pictured the night that we said, "you're the one"?
I'm going crazy without you.
It's hard to believe but I'm having fun.
Annabel, look what you've started!
The knife slides down to the tip of my tongue.
I'm finding pleasure in watching you writhe.
I lean in just to lick the sweat off your face.
I taste the reverence dripping down my throat.
You should know I'm dangerous.
My thirst for blood turns me on...
How sweet...
Is this what we pictured the night that we said, "you're the one"?
I'm going crazy without you.
It's hard to believe but I'm having fun.
Annabel, look what you've started!
Are you ready to run?
I've been waiting patiently for this...
Are you ready to run?
I've been waiting patiently for this...
Are you ready to run?
I've been waiting patiently for this...
Are you ready to die?
There is definitely something wrong!
Will they scream?
Will they cry?
Will they beg as they die or have to accept that this is the end?
Are you ready to die? Are you ready to die? Are you ready to die?
Are you ready to die?!
I'm so glad that all of you came!
Looking in I see a lonely man etching tallies into the bar.
Looking on I see a desperate man repeating something on the floor.
Oh how blood turns me on...
So sweet...
Is this what we pictured the night that we said, "you're the one"?
I'm going crazy without you.
It's hard to believe but I'm having fun.
Annabel, look what you've started!
Labels: "you're the one"? I'm going crazy without you., Is this what we pictured the night that we said
let it go
5/10/2010 10:13:00 PM
