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January 22, 2010

Love carved into my heart back some time,
and it formed a powerful force with my heart
and their duties is to conquer any obstacle
that occurred in Love,
regardless of any difficulties and hurt.
This force also caused to be what I am
today.
Guy with empty mindset.
And it divided my heart into 4 sections,
labelling from love, money, family and friends.


Love also caused hidden unhappiness between people
They could hide their feelings.
But who know they might cry when they are alone
cry when they drank alcoholic drink
or even do some bad things just to soothe the
pain that has been caused.


So Love? or not?
Already forgotten or just trying to hide the painful feelings?
Continuing or just let it go?


What is my route?


Everything was a maze to me. And I felt loneliness.








Finally told 2 of my buddies the truth and felt more comfortable.
Because I do not want to hide all my bad stuff from them again,
if I continue hiding from them,
then I will not worth to even be a friend to anyone.


Lastly, I will try my best to help you, my family, my buddies and friends.
Conflict with friend is just so fuck-up.
I wish that What I did at chalet was worthy.
I wish what I heard is real.
I wish that I can be drown into drunken state for once to make myself forget everything.

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let it go
1/22/2010 01:02:00 PM