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January 31, 2010

Fucking pissed at the cheeby botak head supervisor.


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1/31/2010 02:23:00 AM



Who are you? Last time you always showed me my mistakes and want me to change. You also always called me to forget forget forget. And now you are the one that is redoing what I am doing...

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1/31/2010 02:21:00 AM



January 24, 2010

My life is a shit, I am fucking hell sian, and cannot find a way out.


My family know that I have taken up sweet le.


I want earn more money.


But working suckss because I cannot play


I shall learn to accuustom with the life.


Shouldn't I ?

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1/24/2010 10:40:00 PM



January 22, 2010

Love carved into my heart back some time,
and it formed a powerful force with my heart
and their duties is to conquer any obstacle
that occurred in Love,
regardless of any difficulties and hurt.
This force also caused to be what I am
today.
Guy with empty mindset.
And it divided my heart into 4 sections,
labelling from love, money, family and friends.


Love also caused hidden unhappiness between people
They could hide their feelings.
But who know they might cry when they are alone
cry when they drank alcoholic drink
or even do some bad things just to soothe the
pain that has been caused.


So Love? or not?
Already forgotten or just trying to hide the painful feelings?
Continuing or just let it go?


What is my route?


Everything was a maze to me. And I felt loneliness.








Finally told 2 of my buddies the truth and felt more comfortable.
Because I do not want to hide all my bad stuff from them again,
if I continue hiding from them,
then I will not worth to even be a friend to anyone.


Lastly, I will try my best to help you, my family, my buddies and friends.
Conflict with friend is just so fuck-up.
I wish that What I did at chalet was worthy.
I wish what I heard is real.
I wish that I can be drown into drunken state for once to make myself forget everything.

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1/22/2010 01:02:00 PM



January 7, 2010

I'm starting work tomorrow. 7pm to 7am work. hope it will succeed. And I can earn some money.


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1/07/2010 05:46:00 PM



I saw it and you think that you really understand me. zzz.

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1/07/2010 05:42:00 PM



January 6, 2010

Hi, was like travelling like hell today. Slept yesterday at 3am. Woke at 5.45am . Went buangkok and michelle father send us together with harry to Chai chee for job briefing. After that went back tampines square to CPF building. Then went pasir ris park. Later, Return to sengkang. Go back to tampines. Take bus to change north and reached at 7 plus pm. Interview. In the end, Tomorrow maybe need to go back there again... zzz. HOpe get the job. Then I got money.


I think I gave up. I should occupied myself with jobs and forget these boring and ever-changing earth from now on.


Bored. My daily routine from today onwards will just be working working working. I wanted to tire myself out so I won't think about how all those happy events turned into 1 of my pain and sadness.


I don't think I want to live my life worrying about this and that. I sense the unfriendliness and I will slowly live my life alone and not on this headaches. I will treat them as illusion. Bye.

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1/06/2010 11:49:00 PM



January 3, 2010

This few days have been such a boring and tiring day with me. Have a temporary job at uniqlo at orchard ion. And the progress is so tired and tedious. NO job now again. Yesterday last day. So, WEnt to play basketball with brother at Nan Chiau high surrounding basketball court today. HAve some fun. Went to my grandmother house to makan and play game. Reach home at 12+ . Now blogging to no one I guess. LOls.

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1/03/2010 12:48:00 AM