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December 2, 2009

I felt that the feelings I have for her is gradually decreasing in this few days. I seems to get back some of my cheerfulness. Hope everything will be well.


And, I am no longer troubled by friends. Because, I am gonna show them that I can be alone. Last time, I planned to find work together with them. But now, I preferred working alone. Having an interview with an agent soon which my brother has introduced. Will soon gonna have my job.



Within these few days, I have so called 'opened' my mind. Whenever I have troubles they won't care. Whenever they have troubles, I tried to help.


It is so unfair. And I am not gonna to care for it any further. I want to be myself from today onwards. Because I am yongquan. Don't think of even changing my mind. My friends are myself. And I'm gonna work and be myself. Got troubles don't call me. And you could call me a coward if you want. Because I am so gonna not going to risk my brother and myself again.

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let it go
12/02/2009 09:42:00 PM