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December 3, 2009

Congratulations, I Hate You – Alesana

no one ever said that life was fair and I’m not saying that it should be
so knowing that you are where you want to be and I’m not comes as no surprise
but don’t expect me to be happy for you
and don’t smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too
I don’t want your pity…I hate your pity

taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness
as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams
…you took them all…
I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile

as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I’ll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride

beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries

suffer alone in emptiness
I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake
disgust lies deep within your empty gaze…

beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes

my envy can’t describe how I loathe you for having all the stars
leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine
yet it’s you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve
I’ll tear off your face to see your smile.

as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes
I’ll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy

swallow your pride

beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries
send stares into your meaningless eyes



Alesana-Apology

Sweat drips in my eyes (you’re everything)
Screams of lust we cry (you’re everything)
Tonight, you are everything (you’re everything)
You’re everything to me
No more as I wake
From this perfect dream
I can not stay down
Live this lie for I
Now must think only of myself
And to think that you will not be
Scared or surprised I severed
All these ties (this is the end)
This is the end

I’ll lose myself in anguish
For tonight (this is the end)
Help me get over you (I feel so numb)

I feel so numb too
See this bitter end
It has come to this
One last kiss
Broken pieces will not mend
To save our past
Save our past now
(this is the end)

I’ll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you (this is the end)
Can one last false apology
Help me get over you

In my mind blood drips from your eyes
A beautiful last goodbye

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let it go
12/03/2009 03:58:00 AM