September 18, 2009
Inspirational phrasesGroucho Marx Inspirational Phrase:
Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it."
Bil Keane Inspirational Saying:
"Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present."
Ralph Waldo Emerson Inspirational Phrase:
"Guard well your spare moments. They are like uncut diamonds. Discard them and their value will never be known. Improve them and they will become the brightest gems in a useful life. "
Finding Yourself Quote from an Unknown Source:
"Every one of us has in him a continent of undiscovered character. Blessed is he who acts the Columbus to his own soul."
Robert Brault Poem About Finding Yourself:
"Try to discover
The road to success
And you'll seek but never find,
But blaze your own path
And the road to success
Will trail right behind."
Anonymous True Friend Quote:
"Many people will walk in and out of you life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."
Best Friend Quote from an Unknown Source:
"Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."
Best Friend Quote from an Unknown Source:
"Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere."
Anonymous Best Friend Quotation:
"When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there. "
True Friend Quote from an Unknown Source:
"A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else. "
Henry Ford Goal Quote:
"Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal."
Michelangelo Goal Quote:
"The greater danger for most of us is not that our aim is too high and we miss it, but that it is too low and we hit it."
Vincent Van Gogh on Goalsetting:
"Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together."
Michael Jordan Inspirational Sports Quote:
"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. Twenty-six times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've fouler over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed."
John Wooden Sports Saying:
"Ability may get you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there. "
Muhammad Ali Inspirational Sports Quote:
"Champions aren't made in the gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them -- a desire, a dream, a vision. "
Emmitt Smith Inspirational Sports Quote:
"For me, winning isn't something that happens suddenly on the field when the whistle blows and the crowds roar. Winning is something that builds physically and mentally every day that you train and every night that you dream."
Vince Lombardi Inspirational Sports Saying:
"Winning means you're willing to go longer, work harder, and give more than anyone else. "
Marva Collins Quote on Success:
"Success doesn't come to you... you go to it. "
Dexter Yager Success Quote:
"A winner is one who accepts his failures and mistakes, picks up the pieces, and continues striving to reach his goals."
Vincent J. Lombardi Quote on Success:
"The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather in a lack of will."
Orison Swett Marden Success Saying:
"Success is not measured by what you accomplish but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds."
Thomas A. Edison Success Quote:
"Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up."
W. Clement Stone Motivation Quote:
"Thinking will not overcome fear, but action will."
Lao Tzu Motivational Quotation:
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
Dale Carnegie Motivational Quote:
"Inaction breeds doubt and fear. Action breeds confidence and courage. If you want to conquer fear, do not sit home and think about it. Go out and get busy"
Unknown Author Motivation Quote:
"Every great achievement was once considered impossible."
Kahlil Gibran Love Saying:
If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were.
Love Saying from an Unknown Author:
Some love lasts a lifetime. True love lasts forever.
Love Saying from an Unknown Author:
Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.
Samuel Johnson Perseverance Quote:
"Great works are performed not by strength but by perseverance."
Jack Dempsey Never Giving Up Quote:
"A champion is someone who gets up, even when he can't."
Charles De Gaulle Determination Quotation:
"Nothing great will ever be achieved without great men, and men are great only if they are determined to be so."
Self-esteem Motto from an Unknown Source:
"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."
John Atkinson Quote on thinking for yourself:
"If you don't run your own life, somebody else will."
let it go
9/18/2009 12:39:00 AM
September 17, 2009
Hi , everyone . I'm back . I have both good news and bad news. Which do you want to see 1st ? good news right?
The good news is that i past my english overall for the first time this year. I scored 29/60 for paper 1 , 23/50 for paper 2 . I was at the verge of failing english again when Mrs haffidz showed our overall. I got 56/100 because of additional marks from my oral. lols ... hahas . Was a little bit happy, but not completely, because i cannot continue this results. I must improve more .
Half good news and bad news . A math , I got 73/80 for paper 1 and 86/100 for paper 2 , so the overall will be 88....... marks . It an A2 standard for the O level. As we required 95 marks just for an A1. So i wouldn't be so happy if I get this marks .
Bad news . Sciece got 52.5/65 for paper 2 18/20 for paper 1 . I know I can do better de . And the few mistakes I committed is none other than those chapters that I thought is easy. Maybe my complacency in that chapter has set me off somehow . Adding paper 1 and 2 , I have 70.5 marks . I require another 4.5 marks from my practical to get A1 for my chemistry, Which i doubt i could from my incomplete work. Let this be a lesson to me bah. Hahas . It worthless to be sad now. 事情都是我一手造成的。 I will remember this lesson .
I got 45.5/70 for my chinese paper 2 which was a b3. I hope I can do better in future.
Many people including me are emoing, are going into conflicts and fights. I just hope nothing will happen as they are all my friends, my very best friends.
Heard you have a serious argument with someone which I don't know. Hope nothing will happen to you and anything call me. I'm still here for you if you treated me as a friend. You know de .
Let this be a lesson to me ... all this things plus prelims. I will try my best from tomorrow onwards. Hopes all this will not be just talks but guarantee.
Competition and tensions are rising among secondary 4 express. Hope no 1 will feel hurted .
And lastly , a very sweet goodnight to all of you . May all your wish come through.
P.S
If we are not meant to be together from the very begining, then I just hope that you will be safe and happy .
Losing is not an option for me again ....
Labels: I survive just for the sake of winning not losing .
let it go
9/17/2009 11:32:00 PM
September 16, 2009
I remember the smile of you every time . I was pondering onto my troubles yesterday night. And god worsened my troubles, by sending you into my dreams. When I protected you from an unknown guy. Its impossible. Hais . I'm incapable.
let it go
9/16/2009 03:40:00 PM
Hi. Many things happened. I failed my english prelim composition once again.
Yesterday, helped my friend to get out of trouble. In the end, I was scolded by my mother and brother. Can you leave one of your very best friend to die or hit. I can't. I can't. They are so big while my friend are so small. I can't let my friend get beaten under them. But what can I do? My brother say he cared only for me. But I cannot leave my friend to get beaten right. He my best friend. I hate myself for my incapability. If I am stronger. I will help my friends. But how am I going to be stronger. I may look stong in front of my friends. But I am so weak in the eyes of many people outside. I am just a weakling. Nothing more. Been thinking through since yesterday. My best friend has helped me so much. But my family don't allow me to help him when he was in trouble. What can I do? Hais. Its not his fault. Its all my fault. I am just a fucking weakling. I want to train to be a real fighter. But now, I am still incapable of passing english. What can I do? My family don't understand me at all. Next time, if my friend gets into trouble, I don't know how to help him anymore. I am a fucking noob. Hais. If I am strong enough.
Science pratical was thrash. If [you] noticed, I have almost the same thing as you in science practical. My graph was positive gradient and my gradient is also positive. I did not complete my chemistry pratical. And nitrate acid pour on my paper. Fuck. It more difficult to get A1 for now, with my practical so lousy.
I got 43/50 for my history. I can get 46/47/48 like this de, just because I write wrong 1 source plus I can do better for my SEQ . Hais . Hope Social studies this time will not fail me . Hope I can get A1 for my Social studies.
Heard from Mr Ong I got 67/75 for my E-math paper 1. 81/100 for my E-math paper 2. Was pleased with paper 1 result. But for paper 2, I can get 90 something mark de. I got the feel de. And mr ong say I got 1 very big careless in the paper 2. Maybe that the cause that pull me away from getting 90 something. Hais. Fucking carelessness. Screw myself. I want to prove to mr Ong that I am not lousy, I can win all of them. But where the confidence I used to have when I get first in Math in 4B last year. My confidence seems to be gone.
Heard from Mr ong I got 90 something marks for A math. I remember I had a mistake in there. Fuck it. And somemore many people get full mark. I believe I can go on par with them de. But, I am fucking pissed at my incapability in many things.
I ask myself, I ask, Why am I so incapable? Why am I so weak? I was a crybaby in the past. I was bully by many people in primary school and secondary 1. But in Secondary 1, I was also very guailan. Sec 2, everyone detested me more for my defiance.
Till secondary 3, I did many wrong things. The first thing is never really practice on English. There are still many things that I don't felt like mentioning. I believe my best friends know the wrong things I had committed so far In secondary 3.
Its been 1 year since the incident. Till now, I still reminisced the event clearly in my mind. And whenever I remember, My heart start to ache. I am stupid you see, I get jealous easily, whenever ........ Hais . I am a fucking useless piece of thrash.
所谓‘知错能改，善莫大焉。’。 但是你可知不知道，‘浪子回头金不换’。 一切的改变，已经太迟了。
Labels: 没有用的废物。
let it go
9/16/2009 02:13:00 PM
September 10, 2009
Hi, I am back. I here to post about yesterday. Yesterday, after math, my friends and I went to play basketball at 188. We played till 5. After that, Yee Zheng went to my house to wait for me bathe and change, before walking to punggol plaza. I ate roti prata once again, and Kevin went to meet us. We bought bubble tea, and sent Yee zheng home.
Kevin and I went to school for night study. We signed in and proceeded to the class. I did E-maths homework, and as usual, shaun guys ordered Macdonald. After night study, I together with chen jun, clarance, jiunn liang, jermyn walked to punggol plaza for dinner. After that, the guys went off to meet yi xiang 1st while chen jun and I waited for yee zheng for dinner. Michelle came too. After that michelle followed chen jun and I to find clarance group.
We slacked at void deck. About 11 something, we proceeded home. Chen jun and I first sent michelle, clarance, jermyn to bus stop. They broaded their bus. Off we go. Chenjun and i rushed home as I was about to get scolded by my mother. Reached home, my mum scolded me for nothing, not because of being late, but because of don't know what. After that, I bath and went sleep. She quarrelled with me again for nothing. ZZZ.
Nevermind, we have our quarrels almost everyday.
Meanwhile, before I came to post, I went to see the older post from me. I felt very stupid to post all those stupid things from january all the way to now. I believe that everything will be over soon, since it has past 1 year le. Everything will be over soon.
Labels: 很快就雨过天晴了。
let it go
9/10/2009 06:04:00 PM
September 6, 2009
There was a boy
He was naive
He waited for a friend
But they never came.
Is it his decision
To avoid his friend?
Or is it his friend
Who hated him?
He cried in pain,
uncontrollably pain.
He wishes for the day,
for his friend to understand him.
Was he his fault?
Is he the cause?
What did he do
Which caused this pain?
He was the boy
which suffered immense pain
Which waited desparately for a friend
a friend,
that he could really relied on
and trust.
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Firstly: Maybe I did something wrong, that caused all these.
Secondly: Maybe I was too sensative to notice all these imaginary things.
Thirdly:Maybe I brought these all on myself.
I really treated you all as my best friends. However, you all might not have regard me as the same way that I regard you. Maybe all along, I have being imagining that all of you are treating me as best friend. Maybe I have already been accustommed to the feelings of all of you as my closest and best friends. I know I was sensative. I don't know all these things is because they really started to hate me , or is because I was too sensative to imagine all these Fucking imaginary things. Maybe I do not deserve to be their best friend. Nevermind, whatever will be, will be. If all of you are not my best friend in the first place, and that it is me that is thinking too much, then I think that I shouldn't pursue the friendship dreams and commitments. Because it would be meaningless. I hope that it is me who is thinking too much. I hope that I can stop thinking again. These will only brought pain and suffering among us. Maybe I don't deserve to be your friend. Sorry for suffering if you hated me and I kept pursued after you. I will slowly distance myself away from everyone, till the day when I can find out the truth. Is it all my fault? Nevermind if you don't treat me as your best friend. I do. I will wait in the darkness till a day when I find out the truth. Forever unknown best friend .
On the above, is the feelings I get from some of my best friends. In fact, those are the friends that know most of the things about me. I trusted them.
Below, I have going to speak a short short true story about one of my best friend.
He was one of my best friend. We teach each other any things we don't understand. We solve our problems together. However, he had a problem with another friend recently. I do not know how to help. I just wish them to be together again. But..... Maybe he don't trust me. It hurts to see him running off yesterday. I wish everything will be okay again.
The end
Two more last things that I want to tell those best friend that will come to my blog. Remember this. I am always here, if you need any help, find me.
And, I don't wish one more of my another friend to be beaten outside. I wish he can become back to himself. Because he is walking more and more like a gangster. And, he might not have know, I don't wish him to get hitted outside. I wish them to be happy onwards. No troubles. Even though I was really disapproval of your new stead initially. I can only wish you all happiness. I won't get immerse in your matters ler. I will leave.
Anything, Call me if you want. I will be there.
Labels: Your silent friend?
let it go
9/06/2009 10:59:00 PM
September 4, 2009
Whatever will be, will be. The situation is not mine to seize. Whatever ever.
I regret seeing all those, It made my situation better. Nevermind, like what I have said, whatever will be will be. Whatever its not mine, its not mine. Maybe the one you love can do better than me. Or maybe others who like you can do better than me. I in no position to say all these. I can only watch your happiness or sadness which comes and goes. This pain can never be cured so easily. 其实，我敢自问，有谁会比我跟痴情？有谁会比我的心还要疼？当我看到你每次的伤心，我的心就算是痛得似乎伤痕累累。当然，你一定会觉得有人比我还要痛苦。当然，你没错。没有人错。因为我的恒心与痴情不能用尺或者什么工具来量。我说这些并不是要和人争斗或者搞的事情更复杂。我只是想要把所有不开心的是写下来，好让我别再这么无聊的等与想下去。对不起。
history and social studies were super duper easy for me . But history sbq will get penalised at 1 part. Social studies, i am trying , see if my method suited what ms farrah wants . Chemistry, Emath, Amath was easy . Hope can get A1 for all these. I am really confident. Please don't spoilt my super confident power, if not i will slack again.
I want to get out of these schools. But I don't want to forget all my best friends namely:Chen jun, Yixiang and co , Harry, Karwong, Yee zheng, kevin and bestie. But I wish to escape from this emo ground and stop thinking of everything. I want to have a girlfriend after O level. I hope that I can find that girlfriend that love me and I also love her back.
Okay . Shall stop here. A sweet a day, make me stop emo everyday. My specially stress sweet.
Labels: 别说我的眼泪你无所谓。
let it go
9/04/2009 04:53:00 PM
