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August 15, 2009

爱转角

我伪装着 不露痕迹的 想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边 骑着单车 往前行进着
某个路口 爱在等着 你往前走 不回头看了
记忆的笑脸 缓缓的敲着我的琴键 我不舍得
让你孤单单的 我爱你的 心牵挂着
心不再拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以后
你会怎么说 一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美

心不再拼命躲 不去害怕结果 假设有个以后
你会怎么说 一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口 你会看见爱 有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美


Recently, I have been avoiding her again. I'm sorry. I found out that whenever I am near you, I will recollect the past unknowningly. Give me some time. I promise we will be true best friend when I truly forget about you. I'm sorry. Whenever I think about it, I will be filled with unhappiness. I have try to conquer these unhappiness for nearly 1 year le. I don't know why, why It is so hard to forget you. Many of my friends will think that I'm useless because I cause myself so much hurt for waiting for you and also because I cannot forget you. I sorry for always avoiding you. It is not meant to be. Sometimes I will still steal a glimpse at you. I admit. Especially today, after Social Studies, when you are at the bus stop. You are standing alone without your friends. I was thinking all the way. However, I still do not have the courage to walk over. And run to the bus immediately when the bus arrived. This is the only way I could get myself away from all those sadness. HAIZ. DUIBUQI.


Those above is just something I need to apologise to someone.


These week, I suddenly found back a little of my interest in maths and A.math after teacher bought us the PASS WITH DISTINCTION BOOK. I wish this interest will bring me all the way across O level, if not I will be slacking all over again. And, I wish to get back my interest in Science again. For a few times, I felt so happy when I got first in math and science. But after the "dark clouds" have covered my bright sky, I started to slack. For the remaining days till after O level, I must prove that I can be the best. I must beat anyone that have higher results than me in the past. For once please , work hard for O level. Let your name be remembered by every punggolites for once. Try to be the favourite in polytechnic. Try to get 6 points . A1 for all subjects. I must not fail. I must not. I must conquer English. I have no fear of English. Because I will be taking English oral on my big day. My wish is To get the best result Punggol ever had In O level.


My Chemistry and physic skills is getting lousier. I sure need to buck up on it. But the first thing I should be concentrating now should be English.

I have only think of Finishing O level. After O level, I am going to work, train basketball, and train muscles. I want to be stronger. I don't want to lose to anyone again.

Furthermore, I want to prove to all those that had been looking down on me from the starting of even secondary 1 till now. I want to prove that I can win them. Come on, continue to belittle me. Tell you, you may win me in the past, But I will strive to win you in future. No matter of any subjects. Especially English. I will win you. I will win you. I will win you. I will win you. I will win you. NO matter how hard it is going to take. I am going to win all of you, including myself. I will prove to myself too that I am not a failure, not a useless faggot. I will try to change. But I need time. Change change change. I love English. I love chinese. I love Social studies. I love History. I love A-Math. I love E-Math. I love Chemisty. I love Physic. In my heart, That will not be 'you'anymore. Because it is filled by all these subjects.

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