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August 28, 2009

Its being a long time. Its being a long 4 years. We are finally going to reach the destination. Buck up Everyone. Its prelim now. Without another long time, we will be at the examination hall taking our O level. I swear I have been waiting to get over O level for very long. I have contained my hyperactive inside me for long. After O level, It is going to explode. You will see me playing basketball. Playing anything. As long as it is fun.

English prelim was Okay. I was confident for paper 1 but there are some vocabularly mistakes. But paper 2 , I have no confident. Hope I can do it this time. Chinese prelim paper 1 was quite difficult, I think I will get very low grades for it. Social Studies prelim is quite Ok. I think I am going to do it this time. 5 days of rest before another start of prelim. I need to prepare. But today, I think I will be resting and playing. Not gonna study. Prelim is the reflective results of our O level. Hope I can get my desired results , which is quite untruth for now.

Lastly, I want to point out 1 thing that I bloody hate about Mr Ong. Don't you think that it is very sensative to joke around with my future. You say that I cannot make it to O level. You say that I will retain. You are trying to look down on me right. I hate your prejudice against me. I hate it when you everytime use me as bad examples while you use other people for good examples. Tell me, when did you ever truthfully praise me for the things that I did? No matter how well I try, you will just think that it is not enough. Whenever your joke makes me angry, My friends will call me to tolerate you. Why? because they do not want me to get into troubles? or because they respect you? If that is gonna be the respect you gave to me, I think I am very wrong in choosing you to be the dedicated teacher. I think that I should not be respecting you so much. You looked me as the same as my brother. I know my brother and I had caused many troubles in the school. But have you ever wondered why we did that? Have you? I tell you . It is because of the respect you teachers gave to us. You thought that we are always wrong. You looked me upon like my brother. You show me a black face whenever I try to tolerate your nosense. You always try to point me out as the bad example. For instance, if that is something bad happening, you will sure point to me and think that it is me. I hate the attitude you are giving me. I gonna warn you. If I really cannot go across O level, If I really retain, I swear you will get it. I swear I will not forgive you. I swear I'm really going to do something about it. You always say that you have been supporting me. But where the support? I only see the prejudice towards me. I know you dislike me. There are so many good students. You can pick anyone to be your vice-chairman. You do not need to choose me. Seriously. If you think that I am really that bad, you shouldn't have chosen me. What the hell am I going to tolerate you when you are discriminating me. Sometimes I looked you as my motivation pillar to study and turn better, but where the support and motivation I need. I hate you to joke at my O level . Yes I am petty. I am sensative. You know it. And you should know you should never cross the border.

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8/28/2009 05:01:00 PM