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June 5, 2009

藉口

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
來不及聽見　妳已走得很遠
也許妳已經放棄我　也許已經很難回頭
我知道是自己錯過　請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
就算是我不懂　能不能原諒我
請不要把分手當作妳的請求
我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
請妳回頭　我會陪妳一直走到最後
就算沒有結果　我也能夠承受
我知道妳的痛　是我給的承諾
妳說給過我縱容　沉默是因為包容
如果要走　請妳記得我　如果難過　請妳忘了我



I am yongquan. peeps , this is only for my corner , Please , if u felt that you do not want to read this post , please skip it. Sorry , I need to say out some thing , some thing that everything have being bored if you see it again . And sorry to her , for not fulfilling my promise to not be sad again . I think I get the answer that I wanted finally . Yes , its about her again , the her that I cannot forget. I still miss her ,I still love her . I'm sorry , I cannot stop it . I wanted to cry . I wanted to die . My heart is breaking . I just wish I am in the past , when you are more caring towards me . I cannot forget it . Ya , you are right , We do not belong together . We can only stay as best friends , but I don't know why I still felt like that , maybe it is fate , I must go through this , But I don't know how to do it . I need someone to guild me . Hais . I know you wouldn't want to know about all this . I'm sorry . Dui bu qi . Hais . Sorry . I wish , I be him , Which is impossible . Hais. Sorry. Please scold me and make me wake up . Hais.



Everyday , I am trying to drown my emotions by acting horny in school. but , I don't know how much it helps . Hais.

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