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June 14, 2009

Hi , I am Yong Quan . Me went play basketball for these 3 days . 1st day, actually wanted to meet up yee zheng to jog , but we chat for so long and no jog but went play basketball awhile. 2nd day , went meet up with yee zheng , chen jun , cheng han , melvin , melvin brother , michelle , mabel to play basketball . play till about 12 something . Me, Yee Zheng , Cheng han sent michelle and mabel home as we thought that it is unsafe for them to go home alone so late at night . Ate supper , sent yee zheng home , and went back home . Reached home at about 3 going to 4 in the morning . bathe , psp and went to slp at 4.30 something .

3rd day , wake at 5 in the afternoon . ate dinner and went to meet up Yi Xiang , Ashley ,Darryl for basketball. My bro came and we play against other people at the court. Play till about 11.30 send yi xiang to bus stop and then darryl and i took bus 86 to rivermale mall to get our drinks while chen jun went home . Reached home. Scolded and nagged by my mom , and heard some unpleasant things. Not going to say out , just going say that maybe something going to happen between me and my brother. Fucking backstabber , backstab me so he can go out and enjoy . good lor . help him so much still like this. Nevermind , I won't lose him too . zzz. Is it going to be Cold War or War in Yong Quan 's Home .


Why , even though I know that I myself is living in the lies of people , but I still refuses to get out . Why , it is a hindrance to me . Hais , i must forget , i must . 可否给我一杯忘情水? No matter how much i tried , it seems so impossible . Even though i disliked the actions , but , I still cannot forget . Hais. Maybe , I am stubborn , but , how can i stop it ? What i must do to forget ? Hais , how i hope that i could find someone that I love and who love me too. However at that time , can i sustain the relationship ? I am a useless piece of shit , because , I just love her .


Am I going to be a rich guy , or a gangster roaming the streets or a beggar lying on the streets , being looked down by everyone . If I can predict my life , hais.

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6/14/2009 01:40:00 AM