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May 27, 2009

This is my second post of the day. I know that many people are shocked at my actions today because I had not being like this in the while. I don't know why I will become like this. However , I know something. I have a very bad mood recently.



Firstly, i don't know what happened. I suddenly thought back of her. I don't know why. I just feel very pain in my heart suddenly. To those who sit close to me should have notice me kept rubbing my face in a fuss. I don't know how it happen. But I suddenly kept thinking of her in the class. Hais. O level reaching ler and I am still in this type of situation, i think i cannot make it ler. Let hopes myself all the best.



Secondly, It about friendship which I have mention in the previous blog. I wanted to ask, Have I changed? In the first day of intensive chinese, I felt everyone is avoiding me . Is it because you are using me in the 1st place or is that I have really change.



I knew that many of you thought that I behave like a gangster . However, No matter how hard I tried to change, all of you would never notice a change in me. I am gangster. OK , Let me be 1.


Today in rivervale mall nearly get into taiji again. Went back home, told my brother, and he says he going to find the guy. Fuck bully smaller guys nia.




I swear if you guys really wanted to avoid me and stop having a paikia friend like me, then so be it . Because , I am already used to the coldness everyone gave to me.


I wish everyone score well for your chinese O level on Monday.

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5/27/2009 11:42:00 PM