March 16, 2009
i am here today to post about 15/3/19 and 16/3/09......
15/3/09
nth much happen except slp . study and slp again. lolz.
16/3/09
have chinese paper 1, paper 2 and chinese oral at sch. felt tat i could pass in my paper 1 , but paper 2 dunno ler. cause in paper 1 i wrote alot of points, hope i could get to my target... paper 2 , hard... not much confidence i can pass, as i could not understand the 2nd passage. Oral, can pass , but not quite well bah.... Nvm i muz perserve, to get to my goals. i dun care any obstacles, i dun care any1 hu look down on mi, i juz noe tat tis is my dream and i fucking hell will accomplish tis dream. If those guys hu noe veri well bout mi, u sure can c i am darn serious bout it... and i will accomplish it...
after oral, went slacked at the table. then lots of ppl were there too. then suddenly dunnoe y tot of u again, so decided to have some peace at the stairs. went to stairs there emo awhile, listening music. then joey came consoled mi and walked away. awhile later darren came and aso consoled mi. thanx to those guys hu console mi, i really hope tat i could forget her. but it seems impossible. i muz have the discipline to do wat i do not want to do. and tat is to forget her. I have walked the 1st step by deleting all the sms and picture from her. so dun worry. i cannot walk bak from here again. i will nvr reverse the situation again.. i will nvr become the fucking yongquan hu cares bout relationship and not study and friendship. friendship and study are definitely more important to mi now. i will not step into relationship again. unless a girl likes mi and i really like her bak. i will step bak into relationship until if a girl can proved tat she really love mi, and if i aso love her bak.
after waiting from 2 to 4 for darryl. veri tired, couse i play basketball from bout 3 to 4 like tis. then walk to spc brought starbucks coffee. nice sia. then walk go econ with kevin . bought burger and took bus 3 to the prime market and walk home ... and after bathing , now blogging to u all... hope every1 has a better day than mi, dun learn from the emo brothers.. goodbye
Labels: how i swear i would forget u. but the fact now tat i love u still remains the same. tell mi how am i gg to change tis fact to some girl tat could reciprocate the feelings i have for her.
let it go
3/16/2009 07:01:00 PM