February 7, 2009
went to sch after ss is history ... then i emo till end of class and then mr philp tan tok to mi...he noe tat i am veri angry with him then dunno say wat if the camera caught mi, then will have to retake.... zzz then he onli scold mi tat day cannot not say properly meh...
ok after sch we went to eat , and all went hme except mi and karwong, we decide to go play basketball.. after awhile, we went to the punggol sea there... windy... ppl say tat u can stop emoing when u r near the sea... but tat absolutely dun work for mi... tinking of her every minutes... then we decided to play stones and c hu can throw the furthest... ok then after tat i leave his hse and went home... on my way i send a sms to her... but it was suppose to send to kar wong... i am so stupid...
then after reach home i found out tat she was angry when i avoid her... i had totally misunderstood her... i am darn pathetic... i am darn stupid... and i am really a fucking bastard...Plz forgive mi forgive tis fucking bastard... Dun be angry anymore plz... Plz i do tis because i love u and i tot tat u would not like mi and had like another guy... but i wrong ... i am sry... plz forgive mi... i really cannot be without u... i really nid u.... plz forgive mi... plz give mi sometimes let mi change for the better... i plead for ur forgiveness... i noe it is difficult to forgive mi... but i am sry... i can onli say tis i am sry... and i love you!!!PLZ
Labels: i really canot be without u... plz come bak to my side.. i really love u.. and i am sry...
let it go
2/07/2009 05:05:00 PM