January 30, 2009
today is a fucking bad day .... can any guys 忍 4 fucking quarrels a day... it was fuck cb... tis class sux ... y didnt i work hard in sec 2 and get into 3a nb then i won face so much fucking problem ler...
firstly,in PE, mr Khoo call us to play a game dunnoe wat name de... then say cannot block...we block we get foul and they block we get foul again i was like WTF sia .... nb take defiance to scare mi huh , i tell u la i no scare la ok... nb u wan jiu jitao caning lor say so much like i nvr get cane be4.... wan play we play a fair game ma ... play until like tis,tulan de lei... nvm tis is small matter....
secondly, after i walk away from the class , Mr Khoo tok to mi... ok nvm settled ler went bak to class shortly and emO... be4 math lesson. she sms mi and try to cheer mi up... really appreciate tat and after the whole sch , its is self-study, i was playing with harry and she jitao call mi siam... after a while send mi a sms to say tat she is sry and does not mean it... mean it or dun mean it.... u noe the moment u shouted at mi i was like jitao break down, u noe i even cry at tat time... u dun believe u can ask kar wong...u noe the feeling de ma... It was like a sword stabbing in ur heart and slicing it till nth....u wanted mi to cheer up and u noe i dun like to get shouted and u shouted mi to call mi siam....u noe ma starting u wan mi to cheer up and ending it is u hu make mi upset again....thanx to karwong at tat time when i was emotional break down... thanx... really appreciate it.... after tis i was like jitao no mood for the remaining rest of the day liao.... and tis is like social studies ... which factor leads to yong quan going emotional breakdown and having so mani quarrel and fight ...... if i would choose which is the most important, i would choose tis factor... u noe after these days , it is my 1st time getting scolded by the 1 i loved most... by the 1 tat i cannot forget... U noe u really make mi suspicious at tat time, i dunnoe if u wanted mi to cheer up or getting more emo... i will not scold u, as i still regarded u as the best girl in my life.... the girl tat i love the most...Really cannot forget u ... the love and pain will last mi for years maybe even till my deathbed... i will still considered u the best girl in my life...well tis would maybe be the reason y i did not shouted bak at u when i was scolded, i really bu she de to shout at u... REALLY.... PAIN SIA
thirdly, tis is because of some misunderstanding when playing basketball and after tinking through and ok i find tat i am really in wrong and wish to apologise to Francis ... noe he won c it but i really feel sry to him, he treat mi like a normal fri but i treat him like tis... OK the tings goes like tis , we are playing basketball and suddenly Francis told mi tat he do not want to play anymore, then i helped him to call kevin to sub and ask kevin for veri long and i dun even noe tat the match has started , they pass to francis and francis pass to another guy... ok but if u say u wan stop ler, even if they pass the ball to u, u sld tell them to pause ler and should not pass the ball to other guys ler ma... anw, tis is the 2nd smallest factor tat cause my fucking bad mood today....so francis i really admit my mistake and wanted to apologise to u....
Forthly, when playing with yi xiang the group.... we divided every1 into 3 groups ... mi , dean and clarance group.
yi xiang is in clarance group...we won clarance and dean group once... then they came in again for 1 more match and ask mi to pull jun liang into their group...WTF normally is 4v4 he wan to push it to 5v4 and some more his group all so tall so wtf man ... he see winning so important then he sld not had came to play with us... his skills is good , but anw plz noe ur mistake, the ppl hu push will not noe tat he has push as much as the 1 tat was being pushed.... i was being pushed and he say it was becuase he nearly fall down, anw still foul wat he dun believe he go play in competition lor... i being fouled out be4 times in competition so hu noes the rules better man... tell mi la.... anw the pushing 1 nvm eventually my ball but can c from his face veri tulan. zzz ok anw , we still continued playing and suddenly dunnoe y he suddenly say that we always say tat we always say he foul and ok i 忍 i gave him the ball and say tat since tat he tink we r accusing him he can start the ball ... then he say no nid and i say nvm since he tink tat he did not foul us... and NBCCB he throw the ball and turned away ... WTF wan play attitude, lets c hu more attitude lor... quarrel with him and he say if i wu ji(got ball) go and hit him... aiyo tink man, nb if i hit him i tio more taiji with DM leiii sucka .... the word can be used bak to him he say i no ball ah dun dare hit him , shocker then y he dun come and hit mi, he as no ball ah...nb say until ownself so big.... anw tis is the 2nd factor y i am so angry or em0 today .... hey guys tink la do u tink tat i like to quarrel , do u tink tat quarrel is fun... fuck man i aso got feeling de ok.... then i say him attitude and say i 忍 him veri long le hor.... then he say he aso 忍 mi veri long ler.... then wat the wait , hit mi la.... cb... i got ball but i dun any how use my ball so as to get more prob with the dm... wtf man call mi teach u play basketball and u giv mi a fucking face ... well we known each other for 8 year ler lei... i would nvr 4get how u make mi cry in the class in pri 5... i admit i was a cry baby when i was in primary sch and sec 1... but do u tink i like to cry.... i cry onli when i was tulan...when i tulan dunnoe y veri hard to control ler... hey plz not i scare of u la ok... nbcb...
ok la tell mi hu can endure all tis together.....
firstly , quarrel because of unfair game....
secondly , did not quarrel but were hurted deeply by a girl i loved so much
thirdly, i quarrel because of small matters....
forthly, quarreling because of the stake of fouls he play and ... at the important of winning and losing...zzzz wan win us can but do u tink tis would make u famous or wat .. wan famous jiu win in real life competition la.....hey wat a brain for if u dunnoe how to tink sia...
Anw tis prob will leave mi angry and em0 for the rest of my night... cannot slp liao today night.... wtf man....
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let it go
1/30/2009 11:45:00 PM
