January 30, 2009
hi every1 sry for not posting for so mani days.... as i am rather busy .....Anw will be posting on today
in sch, lesson e math--- nth to say but mdm yap took my paper and forgot to return sian tio....
then eng---> omg wat my basketball friends told mi bout mrs haffidz is true , she gave us a 10mins to plan a summary writing... its difficult and i hav alot of difficultly doing it.... wish i am a eng educated boy and tat maybe will stop mi learning so mani vugalarities....
chin--- as usual boringgggggg...
haiz lazy to tell all though so skip to sch end....
after sch end , we report to the hall to listen to talk of the flag day tingy.... fuck sia i hate mr kooh(dunno spell correct ma) veri much...fuking cb man ,tok to us like we veri rich like tat , if we rich we still will be in tis fucking school and c his face meh...say we dunnoe wat the feeling of poor then last time i whole day eat instant noodle no money to eat is call wat.... then i still nid to apple Financial Assistance meh.... wtf sia cannot use brain tink.....
anw after tok , basketball time play play play....CCA ended at near 6.30 or later when the sch is bout to close , then continue play basketball nid to train more as we are playing against canberra sec soon..... their players were tall and fast .... maybe i can run faster than them but their height completely owns mi......
my seniors say tat i always play so well in sch and is always scare in competition and always dun qie them, of course la they so tall and if not in giv scolding again... but anw wat made mi happy is finally i gained my confidence for competition...my senior also say tat if i can control my fear , no one can stop mi... .LOLZZZ....
then in basketball CCA , saw mani friends passing by and i waved goodbye to most of them.... i was in a match...and i juz waved goodbye to them lolz.... anw saw something tat i dun like to mention... always c it ..... and my confidence for the next basketball shot lose again , as my concentration was lose again making mi deep in thoughts.....
after basketball , go spc buy thing then sat bus 83 with jason peh , jun sheng, and justin .... alight with jun sheng walk home together and aso tok alot of basketball tingy....then went home ate bathe do hw and not post to u all...
Anw tis part is for darryl.... dun hurt urself , i noe its hard to forget... treat it as a lesson... forget it.... even u cannot forget it , try to like dun tink bout it , we go play basketball , emo together.... like sec 2 no trouble .... i really tink tat holding on to her is stupid... cause she will not like mi again so y sld i hold on to her.... i noe i cannot forget her, but it is best to be occupied with tings so as to not to tink of her.... she would nvr nvr come bak to mi...
so i every time tink of her i will be veri stupid... so wat in my mind is
dun tink!!! stupid...... dun tink!!! stupid .... dun tink!!! stupid.....i some times even hit myself or puch the wall if i tink of her...but tink is it worthy any more??? i am being veri foolish to tink or to wish for someting tat will nvr happen so darryl dun sad ler!!! dun problem tell mi ... we hia di ma ... kar wong and zice is rite dun let bgr affect our lives and studies.... dun wish for anything tat is impossible.... cheer up k? we are the emo hiadi zzz...
Anw every1 wish mi good luck when i played with canberra sec next week.... Giv mi confidence man...
Labels: it is no use to tink bout it anymore..., past is past.. though the scar cannot be removed
let it go
1/30/2009 12:17:00 AM
