January 18, 2009
Hi all , yesterday didn't blog cause got no mood . Sorry .
Something happened between me and her again . She felt bad as she was stuck between me and him (someone she love) . So she made a decision and decided to let go of me . However , i'll still wait for her larhs . Emo-ed for the night , thats why did not post . Anyway , now felt better lerhhs , so post lorhhs .
i woke up early in the morning , had a nightmare about relationship , lols . Anyway , got up and msg-ed her abt my feelings . For a moment , she didn't reply , so i decided to write a new message and post it later . After a while , she replied and she said i'm still her baby , and she's sorry for everything . Hmmms , its okay , and i respect her decision . So , called her and chatted , but she say i'm like a empty soul , lols . Of course i'm sad , but i'll still have to take it . Anyway , here is the message about what i wanna tell her :
You're everything in my heart ,
in the end , we still fall apart .
You say you love me ,
but in your heart , its just him .
I love you , but you love him ,
everything i do is just bullshit .
Time , is what you need ,
him is what u think ,
chances are not given to me .
Your friends say i'm good ,
just accept me ,
but to you , he's better .
You can't let go , but i'm helping ,
even when i'm not willing .
I'm always by ur side , to console you ,
whenever sadness applies .
Fairy tales has happy ending ,
but we're just the negative .
I'm still waiting , for a miracle .
And i just hope miracles would happen .
I love you ,
and i hope i can turn back the pendulum .
To the part where we love each other .
I won't give up loving you ,
I won't give up waiting for you ,
I just won't give up everything about you .
Turn back to me baby ,
I promise to give you my everything , ily .
-Knifes and scissors
-Cuts and slashes
Anyway , i'll not go MIA ,
and would be the first whenever you need a shoulder ,
so baby , no worries .
To me , you're so silly .
You know its not worth it for him ,
but u still does .
Maybe thats what a faithful girl would be .
Definitely , i'll be the second you .
To wait for you to come back to me .
Hotcakes is what you like ,
Red is what you love .
Elmo is what you like ,
Him is what you love .
Describe me as an empty soul ,
living in the dark .
But the fruit will always stay in my mind ,
MANGO .
-Loves && misses ,
-Hugs && kisses .
thats what i wanna say , any comments to improve on this ? just leave a tag . Thanks .
Hope everyone can do well for the test . Takecare .
darryL . ™ (:
let it go
1/18/2009 10:07:00 AM
