February 15, 2012
我有一个单恋。其实我一直犹豫着我到底忘记你了吗？不过过去也过去了。我无法向你表达我所有的想念。只知道你有了喜欢的人却又不敢向你诉说我其实还爱着你。在别人面前我会一直否认。但是当我一个人的时候我无法控制我对你的想念。原来爱不是久了就会忘记，对我来说爱久了，我会更加牵挂。
无所谓，反正你也不会在看到我在这里所说的话。你也不会生气为什么我心里的某一处还在牵挂着你，想我们的往事，我们的梦想。我对你所付出过的东西也只会有多一个人知道。
好希望能把我想说的话说给你听，但是我又不敢，而且你一定还会在生气那时所发生的事吧？我永远不会怪你，不管这么样，最少我们以前有过一点点的往事。
如果他能让你开心，我就祝福你们幸福快乐。就算他也是我的好朋友，我还是会替你们感到开心的。
Labels: 刘yong诠还想着你。
let it go
2/15/2012 08:56:00 AM
February 13, 2011
难道我为你做的一切，一点都不如他吗？难道我所为你做的一切还远远不够吗? hais
let it go
2/13/2011 03:24:00 PM
February 11, 2011
Now i have no one i need to confide to. No one to accuse me. No one to talk with. No one to be with. Are you pleased with yourself ?
Labels: Am I really enjoying this?
let it go
2/11/2011 09:32:00 PM
I enjoy to be accused by people. I enjoy to create a bad name for myself. That's me yong quan :D
let it go
2/11/2011 08:24:00 PM
February 10, 2011
What the point of helping 1 person and in the end he say you all those. I've enough. Trying to help you to score well and this is what you give me. Nevermind, i had used to it. i shall not own you anything. by next week, i am returning everything i own you to you. after that, we don own each other anything. If you want 4 years like this gone, well i can do it too.
I am not scare of you. I am giving you face now. don push me to the limit. this is the very first time, and if you want play, come get it then.
let it go
2/10/2011 08:42:00 PM
February 7, 2011
Such a long time without posting. My blog doesn't seems like last time anymore. no more visitors i guess.
I find myself very useless in life. Life is like 3 years ago. Every time i remember the past, i just find myself in tears. I know you will not see this. But I don't know how to forget you. Is this jealousy again ?
With/without talking to you, there is no difference. I just couldn't change my feelings towards you. Yeah, you might not be my first love. But you are someone I love the most now. I know I cannot change your feelings towards me. But I do not have any way now. I am just useless.
I find some of my friends not really worthy of my trust. What the use of being loyal to a clique, and then get dao-ed and sometimes only come and find you when they need. What the use of being with friends that only know how to find you when you are useful. What the use. I just hope that not anyone of you is capable of making me flared up totally. I'm scare of become real violence towards you all. But...
Family problem arising. And I just couldn't do anything. Can anyone tell me how to end all this sufferings. Hais.
Labels: Love. Friends. Family...
let it go
2/07/2011 12:02:00 PM
November 26, 2010
Kill me will you? Just 1 strike by the lightning and I will be gone, creased to exist.
let it go
11/26/2010 07:12:00 PM
November 15, 2010
It seems that everytime I say I want to try and forget you, and will try not to see you, I still seems to hope that I got the chance to see you.
Labels: I miss you and I love you
let it go
11/15/2010 09:47:00 PM
November 4, 2010
Felt like drinking until I don't know what the world is happening around me...
let it go
11/04/2010 11:24:00 PM
October 30, 2010
This blog has been empty for about 3 months plus. I never post because of my laziness. Life have been dull since holiday. Nothing to do. What I enjoyed most, is drinking, play basketball and chatting with my brothers. Before school start, I always think of school to start faster so that my life won't be so dull. But now, school had reopened, and it seems to be more dull than I had expected. However, at least I had some accomplishment. I finally deleted all my games, and started to do all my homework. I had finished all my homework even before weekends arrived. I think my friends should be happy that I learnt my lesson last semester ba.
This subject we learning this semester require us to buy more of our textbooks. I believe that it should be quite interesting ba the subjects. I shall try to change my laziness into hardworking, so that I can excel more in my studies. And, my family wanted me to go into university. I will try hard to do so then.
Nothing seems much interesting to me this few days except studying and meeting up with friends in school. I hope as this semester continue I will be able to enjoy more and also make more new friends.
Labels: The only hope I had now is to forget something really impossible. I hope lesson 2 of LMS anger management helps me.
let it go
10/30/2010 04:51:00 PM
